Merry christmas baby and happy new year too saturn in capricorn and three panets at pisces

Yes three..mars in Pisces is extreme and Neptune there makes things shady and I will say with Chiron, the news can get extreme. There is so much going on and I will also say, I worry for world leaders right now especially ours. It may seem like that guy is on a roll to self destruction or at least that is what the fake news tells us.
I wonder if anyone posting on Facebook, including myself  has any clue how government actually works. The one guy is not the one guy. I know that much and I can say I am excited about the new awareness our kids have. Like it or not, our culture and our civilization is changing and yes, sexuality has changed. Government will change.
It is evolution. I don't mind. Things are more fair now than they were even twenty years ago. Pot is legal now folks, you don't have to hide anymore..who whooo..lol
By 2020 women will be paid just like men..as it should be puta! As it should always have been.

Neptune in pisces is exalted and one must ponder at the creativity and utter skills this energy has brought. Especially for pisces. They are tying loose ends and each time they touch something, they know, if it is a keeper or is is clutter..we love our knick, knacks  I know, but neptune is about soft colors, respect for the shade and turquoise and gold melded in to a rust where iron being the last thing a star is left with explodes in to new dust..we are that old.. and you should attract more gold :)

how long did that last Moon Uranus

My lovely Tonie must be laughing at me because she knows me too well! LOL
Right now we are on a break because we both have too many life obligations with family and such and yet I know she is with me as I am with her. I love you my cosmic wife!
I have a few friends that have been with me for years now. People who are tight with me even though we have never met physically. I could name a handful honestly..it is all so good.
I am telling you this because I want you to know how high minded the company I keep and how smart too they are..she is, we are.

Moon Uranus today brings dirty secrets out and about in the family and I wonder if it is better not to know somethings.:) about family.
I will speak my mind, make no mistake.
I will not however, show up at my kids house causing drama and chaos.
I never will.

I am back on etsy for a very tight little menu.
So conceived because of the time constraints I am forced to abide by.
Also I think there is magic in "8"
Eight listings, perfect.
( I know that it is hard to for me to stay within that range because I am already scheming about the next soap..mmm, the next one..it will be olive oil again and I will not add laurel berry oil. Only olive. I only wish I had pits so I could make it super rustic. sigh..

I hope your week goes great with loads of good luck
do a wonderful  job and do't be a lazy fuk
nuck nuck nuck

eleneetha.etsy.com

creating and what to make and when there is a whole lot of sagittarius going on

There is a whole lot of sagittarius going on.
It is my 12th house so there is going to be some pain and agony and having to go deeper in to myself. can I go any deeper though? How deep is deep? It is when you hide away all your murderous angst to be in grace.
There are many things you cannot control. You can control if you are cunning or have motivations that do not make people happy. You must bring happiness in to the room.. Let other be in grace of their own..you are not the boss of grace..bosses are hated..no no you are special..don't worry.:)

There is a higher path. That means you are more alone. That means deep events in your life bring sorrow. This is the time though to really boar in to the earth mountain of your brain and make a cave, dig out the dirt and stomp it to make a path for your self..one step forward, two steps back,,stomp, stomp, stomp..
Before you know it, you have made a road and those who walk on it have ease and open breezes..ha ha
The cave is figurative so please do not think me too pretentious.
stomp

Where is Sagittarius in your chart?
 No I will not read your chart.
Go to astro.com so you can see what is going on.
Go to Mystic Medusa and read some of her stuff.
She is expensive now though and that is why I did not  join some of her offerings. She gave me a free year once and it was great.

Sagittarius is about learning and cracking the whip on learning. Do not be too hasty, I am just saying. Your ferver, will be last week if you do not maintain some longitude and examine yourself before you speak of others
Too much talking.

1st house
Get cleaned up. Let go of old baggage. Get a hair cut and be free from carrying the load of others.

2nd house
money is tight and yet you value things and contentment may be in drawing a circle and remaining in deep contemplation/ What do you find precious?

3rd house
about fixing, painting and having parties..too much talking and being a dumb ass braggart..well, what?  make a swimming poor and get you a pool or a fountain so you can look at things real pretty from your big perfect window..remembering how wonderful your life has been so far. You could just complain while life passes you by. No? Okay!

4th house
it is somehow in my humble opinion about family  having to accept and determine to realize stability, real home values and mother and father issues..greed can be developing though family and siblings.Make things very clear and know your self.

5th
there are babies on the way I say. New ones unexpectedly. who is it this time, I do not know..It might be two they come in pairs..creating, laughing, dancing, singing like a child..too many sad songs though and well it is not always dancing. You should be more careful of the steep hills you rest on when it is raining.

6th
vegan now
vegan
not raw
vegan
I am glad you eat healthy, make me a dish and I will gobble it up. Look at your health and stop looking at other's plates so you can talk. I do not like mashed squash and creamed spinach  with almond milk. lol
cammon, I will make you roasted potatoes with olive oil and you will lick the plate and your fingers and then we can study the effects of co enzymes and how important methyl folate is.

7th house
yup the jackals have arrived and every one is busting to argue and fight you over things you may have said or not said. They seem to create their own wars in their mind and then, they project that to others.  They need to attach to someone because never are they simple or content. Put your hand up right in their face. That stops them in their tracks. Just say it! "You are too close!"
Yes, they will cry and stomp with out digging a cave of their own  to make a path..they want to stomp on your path and tell you how to dig..

8th house
Do not be so fervent about a new love affair. It take two years to get to know the real person
Your habits are getting expensive and there are inheritances and having to pay the government or you know all the legalities. Be fresh and be smart and do not go buying a yacht..ha

9th
all you hard work is paying off and your studies have gone well I hope. Do not bring your ego in to learning. Ask and talk about each question you might want to ask. be a learning machine so you can decide the best way to proceed. You new religion or cult that is so amazing and brings you such euphoric joy..you will find that everything is everything and there is nothing magical about it..it is only a divine mystery until exposed and we proceed to know more and more..magic is how you brain sparks new energy for each day and shut down while you sleep to travel to distant profund unknown areas of our existence..
be detached

10th house
money is different now
be detached and gracious
work is changing
do your best
people are watching you
they mean nothing, take care of your own and be a woman. there will be some strife but nothing you cannot handle. Be excellent. Be communicative and be a woman people will respect. If they do not know their boundaries, you can eat their face. xx


11th
they are not your friends dummy! Be smart and be detached. this may get weird but I know in my heart you will be just fine.
There are some very important things to remember. you might always be looking out side of  yourself for completion, something to shine about and be fulfilled about. Be careful that you are not reflecting your own inconsistencies. We want to mirror ourselves and yet..I feel like this is a time when you are not fitting in and no real companions can be found.
There might be glitches because you always pull away before you can actually do the
dive. I understand. What if you actually dive and it is fun util your  head smashes on concrete because you thought it was water..
Wake up, you were dreaming.

they feel they can wait for you to change scorpio venus and mercury intrigue

If only they give you enough love and then we will see what you want and what they want will be really good, really, really good..and the same..
ha ha ha ha

That is a form of abuse so do not manipulate me or them  by saying you have done all these things and now I should behave or believe differently..?
dang man, people, who raised them, animals?
ha haha
I I were a Karamazov I would be Demitri, lol!

He could see how vile man is when given opportunities to be so.

nuff said..except for...

Venus in scorpio, late scorpio, when we finish some things and when we look at who and what we love.
 anxiety, jealousy and constant innuendos that that may bind together uncomfortable areas in the life..
there are remnants of the mercury retrograde all over the place because always the third one of the year goes more intense and let us say that humans have reached their grace limits and gong berzerker freaking out.
Don't freak out. Get your own life in order and no crazy sex with strangers, goll!
Also..:)
goddamit leave me the fuk alone with your shallow little problems and then bug ne on messenger about how you are good now, you have Jesus and you'd like to come over and brainstorm about that..Jesus huh? Have your lords, I am okay..I have had all the lords I can take honestly and one other thing, (I already turned it personal so I will spill)..
Do not pretend you are my friend and the pour you trauma on me. I am a fulfilled busy woman with no time for outside drama in my life, and especially about something you can easily live and love by. Also, do not compete with me..I will not compete. Take your crown and carry it like it matters. Let us see who sleeps better. I hope you do..I release you!
(me, always with crazy stalker types, yea?)

These are mundane  little traps we set for one another. Be the woman who can see from ten feet high
who perceives danger and knows where to hide
who can glide though task as if a surgeon or a spy
who can smile and tame the raging replies
do not cry
this is the perfect time to climb in to your shell and reply to your own mind
motivations rise
your heart fervent with joy and laughter
no expectations or rendezvous  everything warm grateful

oh how sagittarius can get misled

One thing is for sure mayhap everyone friends not just Sagittarius, there is something you and we should know..nothing is real and everything is more
nothing is death and everything is always dying, breaking down and forever transforming until the red giant becomes and dwarf and maybe by a stroke of a luck, a giant star collides with our star and the whole things reforms once again..
I am in love with that aspect of my spiritual life. I am in tune with my mind and what is real. I do get angry and yes, I do squeal like a stuck pig when you try to murder me.

Remember that  the sag stuff is really good for higher learning and reflecting on our universe. The thing I see, because I am more, see? I see that there is lingering resentment that will eat you up no matter if you are right or not..it doesn't matter..anxiety about not getting what you want is just that poison which is enough to kill a few cells here and there. It adds up. Your pride and arrogant social qualms don't matter one dime
one moment of your valuable time..when you sit there and charge your own regrets towards blame
when you cry your own fails to shame on someone who has no name..you are angry though..just the same..
project now with me how you must care
to bear the light which is already there
be reflective of prosperity
where all of our children feel safe and loved with joyous confidence and integrity. no fear, just transparency and respect of each other and our flaws and our unique special colors.

a bit of astro reflection olive oil soap and the menu

You know, I did bitch and struggle with the etsy thing and at the end of the day, it is what it is. I have to say this and I will finally let it go, the few that are loyal to my soap stayed, responded and we chatted about what is going on. Thank you. I honestly want you to know how happy and glad you make me feel when I get the heart warming letters for and from our soap land of women and men.

Aleppo
I am not going to rant about the history of olive oil soap
I only know that it is the oil to turn to for just about everything. No soap and no salad without olive oil.
I will take all of it. Unfiltered is my favorite. I love the grit at the bottom of the bottle and it scrubs your skin so nicely.
My Tonie has been vibing me with olive oil soap. She nudges and gets excited about things. I love that. She wants olive oil everything and I am the woman to make stuff for her. even though, she makes her rare amazingness..anyhow..soap is my thing. You can make your creams and your oil blends, that is easy..soap is totally my thing. I have it down.
I decided to make an olive oil soap. I made aleppo. I bought some laurel berry oil and made a nice big batch.
Oh yea, I did. It had been years since I made olive oil soap. The scent haunted me during the ninety minutes we had together while this oil emulsified and made soap cream. I gently cooked it constantly stirring. I added the laurel berry oil and stirred and stirred.
I did not want a rubbery gel phase because it makes for like a weird layered look in the soaps. Almost dirty and since we have no heat factor and pressing factors, I opted for the gentle cook. It was lovely and sweet creamy the whole way, as I wish all of our lives to be from here on..
I let it be for two days and then cut it. It was really hard to cut as most of the water had evaporated already. I left it chunky with no trimming. It smells really good and I know I am supposed to wait for some strange reason, so I will wait. I tried  a sliver  to see if it lathers..it does. It also feels like silk. It'll be very exciting to see it aging and final rewards, it will. I would even shampoo my hair with it. We will see..I mean, then you need the vinegar rinse and all that!

yesterday I fell on my head :) and I regained my vision and ability to speak Russian! Ha ha !
Backwards of the couch! It was silly, I will take arnica don't worry
I was pulling a plant and my hand slipped and there I went too far on the edge of the  ottoman and before I knew it, on the floor..no one was there and as I realized I had lost control I smiled
never having expected such unexpected ripple in the pond
those are times a fluffy carpet would have been nice..

being a witch in a world full of technology

In the olden days which quickly get forgotten as soon as humans step foot in america, women learned the arts.Women's arts. Sewing, bread baking and so on. In France, men do that and are proud! I love France! I would retire there if they would all come with me.

Everywhere else pretty much women must learn these skills in order to feed their families.
I know how to cook on the cheap, I just like to cook on the delicious and food should be enjoyed just not so much that you can't walk though.
Above in the photo is the latest Old Whore Soap! Half sold out and I only make 8 hunking bars of rich, heady and sexy soap!
She is gorgeous! Curvy and rare!

After years living here, in  Michigan, I can tell you that it is cold and winter just barely arrived.
I do not have to make cheese.
I do not have to console a crazy internet friend.
I do not have to pretend fairy tales are real and that I must abide by someone else's standards of what is socially correct.
I will speak my mind friends and yes, I am a coward when it comes to the  boss man standing there while I say words about the leadership style of my company. I will speak and ask the questions while being compliant because I am excellent at my job. leadership? They are not above reproach and they are always mad and furious driving the horses. I am a dog and dogs and horses, they get on pretty well. Till the dog nips too hard, no one likes being nipped at.
In my favorite book, "room on the broom", the dog says, "I am a dog, as keen as can be, is there room on the broom for a dog like me?"
the cat said, "No"
The witch said, "yes"..she knows that kindness overrides any hate and magical things happen from love.
Oh how the witch loves happiness and love!

Back to my point, making and doing quietly while mindfully working molding thinking things in to reality, is what it is about. make some cheese if you want to. make some soap if you dare.

Do what makes your heart feel rare
do it with a kind note
do it with eyes wide open
know the ones who actually care
who have been there all along
everyday a kind word a sweet song
a bite a morsel of nourishment
a creamy soapy lush refreshment

almost december and happy birthday saggitarius

I was just reading astrology forecasts to the stars and, they are all having a great year.
I hope you have had a great year.
For me it has been super excellent as far as my growth and pain levels at the same time.
If I sit too long it hurts and yet the body wants to sit..this meat suit! (mine) she beacons me constantly :)I am so happy about yoga though! Gosh, it is one of the beautiful things I can do still that makes me feel so good! Libra will have a great year in 2019!

Meanwhile I made soap. Oh, so weird and still developing.
Sometimes, frankincense is slow to meld with all that other resinous material. They seem a little too tightly composed. He lossens things up that guy.

Years ago, Justine Crane gave me a bunch of floral waxes. I stowed them until I could hold them and see what comes from my hand and her generous spirit. That lady! And what a great year it will be for her!

Sagittarius, she is!

There was orris, there was mimosa and pink lotus and then I had the last of the tuberose from 2002.

I melted everything, I added vetiver and frankincense and red mandarin oils to the soap cream.

Cold pressed olive oil from Italy and the best I can get! So delicious as a food as well as for its amazing possibilities to transform other botanicals in to safe usable material..

It is our best thing, olive oil. I love it!

In my opinion, which in my shallow little bubble way, and as I ponder on what is and what might come of it..we are all having a great 2019! 

okay I will leave you with this because it made an impression on me..would you rather burn all your bridges and be alone with your pride or do you understand that we all need to forgive each other and work together. ?? Maybe your pride hurts more people than the one person you are trying to teach a lesson..get off your high horse and be the lesson./

some money is not worth being made

I have said it before many times. Yes, I know money  money to be used and even mother teresa took mafia money to make her cheap hospitals but then she used the rest of the money to buy convents, nice ones too.
No, I do not want the sisters to suffer! I want etsy to have been better.
It was too. Such great memories, such amazing babes buying soap, potions and all that great stuff I make.
I cannot see how they will survive and the next thing you will see is a scattering of furniture dealers pretending they made that s**t. They didn't and they might be the only ones affording the fees.

I still have one soap up on the menu. It is because I want to direct you to what I am and what I make and no, do not buy from etsy. They are greedy mother****ers and you must not give them another dime..
I am not friends! That money is for my family not some unface on a screen being a little bitch!
LOL LOL LOL
Yes, I am mad!
And I am over it.
I can honestly say, I have had some stellar  soap users! Two very awful ones out of thousands. The last one and it was just before this etsy mess, she was a jerk yo! I mean don't freeking buy it, what is your problem? I give her a refund before she the moment she asked! She got mad for some strange reason and the etsy sent her a shipping notice and after she got her money back, do you know I got another email saying she would refuse the product!
My blood pressure!
"you were never sent a product, I gave you a refund the money you asked for it!" "Yes i got my money back"
"oh oh, I just that got a notice from etsy and well, sorry then.."

See, there? that is a little bitch. right there! The kind of person who is mean until you get right back in their face and their tail goes right between their less because they know they are mean and weak!
One person out of a thousand and the libra can't handle it! I am like, "who is this person? I want to see her face!"
Like the lady who said I "rattled" off numbers..which were accurate so please do not cop that I am meaner than you! I can rattle in four languages, what is your story? You need oregano  oil  too cheap, poor, mean,  and so I will be try to intimidate these people here now in order to get  a discount.
They do that. Do you think I like working for satan? I would give you that precious  bottle of oregano oil if I could! Do you think the new satan (etsy) is worthy of my labor?
No and the one mean lady who was a little bitch, oh, she will go and do that with the next person, the next store.

full moon nuff said already

the full moon is in gemini and it is a reflection of all of last month, you see. All of the broken things and bad news ands health issues and family strife.
I blame trump!
No I do not but he is unlucky in the position as it has caused a lot of division regarding government and who we let in.   He babbles and we all need to hate on someone. I am not hating him.
I would not do that job ever! This full moon is about the truth coming out and the truth about how wrong you may have been..well, learn and move on, who cares about guilt!
Ah, politics..
Well I say, be fair. If there are hard working good people coming in yes, if there are thousands from thousands of miles walking and hitching rides and risking their lives crossing rivers and deserts to get here, I mean, Let them in, give them water and yes, they have to stay in a questioning area to make sure they are not sick with a bad bug that can wipe out millions! You worry about a frog in the swamps introduced, how about ebola, my friend? Does that sound like humanitarian. Those germs can come from somewhere..I mean germs in the most loose sense of the word, okay. I know they a virus..like the bird flu..how it spread like the wind because birds carried it on their journeys.

For my family, it took a long time before we could step foot in this country.
My cousin schooled me when we got here. It was 1968 and soon the riots in detroit started. We lived in Detroit for a year and then moved closer to the suburbs. In Detroit, we lived in a neighborhood with many other races who accepted each other. Mexican, Armenian and Greeks too. My first teacher was African American and she couldn't have been more kind and accepting of me.My mother still covered her head in public and  she made our home clean and safe. We lived in a duplex with Rita Kovlakas  and her family. They were southern Greek and yes, there is a difference. darker and more Turkish looking..well in all that hate, they managed to mix, how about that!

When we moved in the whiter part of town, things changed. I remember they made fun of us every day. I was chased home from school and they would take my hat, my wild greek hair flying all over the place while my tears of why would they do this, ran fast and hard. I always ran home, always.
My savior was Mrs, Scorice, my art teacher. I do not know what she saw in my but I loved her class, loved loved the work and the clean up and the supplies to play and create with. I passed on this trait to my two daughters who I couldn't be more proud of.

I hope during this mercury retrograde, you realize what you treasure most. Please do not treasure your anger and hate..that is being a little bitch!

pumpkin pie spice has no pumpkin in it strange sun moon in aries scorpio

Interestingly, both are ruled by Mars.
The Aries Effect and be where..he has to realize he must bend and that he is being mean until he is not.
The Scorpio Scene has to stop burning bridges and then realizing the mistake and then again blaming the other guy. Yes some things cannot be mended, stupid advice from outsiders in your family may be the wrong advice.
Maybe that is me, I am loyal to the death..maybe that is scorpio and aries..ruled by Mars the god of war!
Sun moon aspects are small and minor in the daily events in our lives. They reflect on our attitude towards one another and how we forget that we are artists. You might be making a mountain over a little mound in the road.

I am not talking about scorpios or aries..but this the scenario in some cases.
Forget it!
All your anger will amount to nothing in the end.

Me and etsy..
yesterday, I was supposed to have my money deposited in their bank or whatever it is. I made it so it would already be in my account before they could mess with it. They messed with it. Their computer just takes all the fees right up and I no longer have any sort of budget.
I am not broke, they just get my money before I do.
I do not know about you, but, a 14 dollar proffit is kind of pathetic seeing as that my products are above and beyond most out 800 thousand on etsy.
I have written them, as you may already know, in business, policy is policy.
Well, handcrafted means handcrafted.. I have pay pal and it is fine for now. That is if you'd like some nice beautiful  soap from me. I know you would!

It is very easy to just stop. You just stop. As a libra, I have been accused of flip flopping and taking too long. I do about certain aspects of my life. I overlook the water bill for example. It is always big because I clean a lot!
:)

It snowed here last night. Winter is about cleaning your bed so it is nice a cozy for the cold !

 I wish that I could use my linen sheets but dang, they are always too hot no mater how cold it is! Just some fat socks then.

reloading is complicated more mercury overload ideas..

The Almond Tree
resurrection
self confidence
open
friendly
music
art
food love
avoid being a self centered perfectionist

I am very late in processing my orders. Most late ever since the first time I was on etsy ten years ago. How lovely!
I must say, it has been a ride where I made money and spent a lot of it. All of it. I must now reorganize where and what I am willing to pour in to my soap making goddess time.
I am saying it is goddess time because each batch is so special. As it should be, yo! I am still going to do what I do..for me and you.

I did not make the aleppo soap yet because I still need laurel berry oil. It will come, like I said, Mercury retrograde is about fallen plans and having do without your desire right now..it is..roller blade on that! (smile)
I will make one last batch of old whore and then modify the menu so much that you may be surprised! I may be surprised.
Back to me and my lateness. Please forgive me. My personal life is so rich and full I may
be stretched to my limits.
As it always goes with Capricorn moon types.
It is a heavy thing and we take everything very very seriously. We can also see doushery so don't think you can scapegoat, ha! your way on to an explanation and I do not see the dirty truth for what it is.
Selfish greed
Jealous anger
starting a new lease on life based on old angers..think about how you behave and why you take out your anger on others. "my bad family" "my bad daughter" "my bad job"..
"well, no man will ever cheat on me again because I will be closed from now on", or, "No I won't forgive "this time", because all this stuff from years and years, I have added up to now."
:)
Hey man, the years add up when some one is mean to you all the time. No one likes to be treated badly and the all the "I am sorrys" add up!. It is human nature.
Stop  being a hurtful petulant dick. There is a thought..
Know anyone like that lately?
Mercury Rollerblade where you can remember how someone hurt you these many times and that is why you keep this one...this.. fireball rolling because you are still hurt over this or that event..
A friend from long ago used to say, "lay it down man!"
"lay down what", I would ask her..
"lay it down to god", she sang it this time!
Oye..it felt good to know that god was there for me then..was he though? I sang and felt a connection.I asked him and the bats above my head every morning as i walked to the bus to go teach English..  to show me what is best.
My mind it plays tricks on me because he let my sandal break in the middle of a downpour and  I had to walk to the client and he felt bad for me because he thought I was poor. Wow, sorry I didn't go there is propper high class un broken sandals fuck face!
After that he felt a little less of me because he thought I was poor. If I am poor, I wonder what a poor african american in the middle of downtown detroit feels like when all the new buildings going up are not even for him and he can't get beautiful groceries because all the stores charge 5 dollars for crisps!

Yea, the god thing..I need to rethink about that and also maybe not think about anything for a few hours.
Take care!
Love,
anastasia

Mercury Retrograde Now..see I told you it was coming

A girl at work called it "mercury rollerblade"

key words
fix everything
clean everything
do not go crazy buying things
Do not go crazy hating people
oh, wait, you already did that and now you read too many news reports and formed an opinion
take a break from that outside world and have a cup of tea or your favorite coffee. Listen to your kids talking and get an idea of what you may have infused in their thoughtful day. Who then is infusing their thoughts?
Listen to your besties and see if they make you feel connected for real or is it a competition on some level? Walk away! You know you are amazing, let your brain fix on that!

All that Neptunian energy with Pisces is reflective of many things..
art
drugs
music
escape from family.
(escape from etsy))

unknown diseases being discovered

flu
mucus
so much toxic x rays floating around that micro particles which cannot be seen!
Yes, danger lurks  Clean food is everything!

Stay home..be comfy, it is winter and family is near. Do you know how precious that is?  Any passion or political stance you may have been rigidly attached to, will do what it does with out you. Keep your heart clean by having no regrets.
If there were a better time to sit and make something special, this it is now. No,you do not have to be rich or famous, but there is something amazing you can leave behind. A word or two touches people more than anything you could have physically achieved.
Pisces is about simple facts and how to master the arts of homemaking, food, wines, making beer, making bread, making strudel, making soap, making woodworks although there we are going towards more Sagittarius works.


I will write more soon..I must now go make the olive oil soap..I bought the best olive oil, so deeply green and unfiltered..
breathing in and then out  gently, it is snowing, and here we are..
Love,
anastasia

news and views about december specials and ideas about ETSY

I have been on ETSY for years now and have made a name for myself there in my small bubble way. It has been great!
I planned my orders and made creative beautiful things and sold on a platform that I thought was healthy for the ten years now.
I must say. They change all the time and calling themselves handmade products is stretching it. they are not all hand made.
They are now a bank which takes interest from hundreds of thousands of people like me.
Where they set out to gather handmade products at one place was great. Where they set out to grab every penny you earn staying there is dumb on my part.
Here is the thing..no!
The money I make is for my family not etsy. They are not for the little guy anymore it seems..jerks.lol
Pay Pal..is going to soar!


Here is the thing for real though..SPECIALS for the season!

Special Old Whore Set
$50.00
old whore soap
vanilla cocoa body butter
old whore spray tonic

Fougere' Set
$40.00
fougere soap
vanilla cocoa body butter
fougere' spray tonic

Black Night Light Set
$50.00
vetiver rose black soap
vanilla cacao body butter
vetiver rose spray tonic

Patchouli Yule Set
$40.00
one big patchouli soap
vanilla cacao butter
patchouli spay tonic


Guys these will do for a supreme and gorgeous setting for a very nice holiday gifting and keeping.
I will list them tomorrow.
I want to present them so that you can enjoy all the aspects of aromatherapy and its benefits.

have a wonderful day
anastasia

moon mars neptune chyron in pisces

www.astro.com


Well, I'll be! Look at all that creativity and need to escape. yes we all  would love to pain and listen to Bach and make perfume and have a stunning clean home and swim through it all like glossy mermaids..
Sometimes though, things become too cloudy and one must look at the whole picture.
Too emotional and overprotective of our ideas and too rigid and stubborn to change your mind when you really need to. I think Sagittarius is a little unrealistic about many things..needs to review his or her values for reals..women in this realm are most affected by other's opinions whom they secretly fear.
too harsh?
NO!

Scorpio too must face the fact that they need to get it done.

Taurus, you are a player boy! Sheesh! My Taurus girls, yes, have worries, they fix and and create and make it lush and great!

 Libra, there are a secret enemy you must be aware
they only care about their hair
they look at you and get scared
they feel that you have a flourish and air
they, while looking at your shoes, missed it, it is a sword hidden from their view and will cut  with one word.


secrets are poison

Leo and Aquarius..the playing field is wide open. All you have to do is learn to work well with others.. Leo, show you style and your skill and your very aprant cuteness! Aquarius..again, try to work  better with others.. I mean it..yes, they may suck..strat attracting what you like to work with then..happy sunny fun people..


Aries..good thing you have high thinking people around you girl!  Always mindful, always present and ready to change your mind to the best outcomes! Make that future woman!
You could be like that Aries jerk worrying about his king sized bed while never having a read a book in his life and the simply coasts never having to engage in changing his view to fit all the time he missed..worrying about the fringe while his house burns. wow!


Cancer Kataka Crab
The creature best suited for study, alone work in their cave and excelling in any area they choose. In a boy, there can be laziness, no..not lazy...just slow to change when need be.Do not be that guy who sits too long in the cave having missed years overlooking mundane things right at your feet baby..and your diet is shit..too many processed foods are making you a little round.
No I am not a fattist..Be the weight you want and eat healthy. Salad, fresh foods, less carry out!.

Capricorn, details with family and your work load can be draining. I know you carry a whole lot of  what nots and what fors..be as kind as you can which is always your way anyhow..who am I talking to?

Pisces..well, there is a whole lot on your shoulders and grief is always around the corner as our parents and we ourselves get older and older. I know things seem cloudy and weak..you are very strong.

Virgo Virgo Virgo..what?
You are great and of course you are smart..a burden on others? I hope not. A conniver of the weak minded? A reasoner of ideas. yes yes and a player to some degree.
You know just because you are transparently honest, it does not mean you are good. Or someone you live or work with may be in this sort of way.  I wonder if you carry too much guilt sometimes. I do,.
Know this...I love The Virgo way. I do. There can be rank debauchery and what are we to do? Virgo has that dirty sid, that secret lover they want to hide away in the cave like that guy did when he locked up his wife and went to work while she always had the key or something and she invited all the strange sea farin men to come please like her big man who locked her could not.. he just couldn't. You lock away a woman's ability for pleasure, she will not want it from your mouth..think...
It can be another way where  you put in the time for the future you or are you thinking you can wait a bit longer to do what needed to be done 7 years ago.. Jupiter is in Sag..it is a very intense time and change rides on ideas. Think Architecture for the future man and woman..

Have a wonderful weekend. I will write soon!
Love Anastasia

libran venus moon and mars in aquarius

Look at  all that lovely air trine. Mars in aquarius fanning the already lovely crisp dry air that Libra can bring.

I want to you to be in a love affair but remember that there is someone crying when you get the boy or girl. I did say trine so that means a happy heart or a broken heart. That said, you are above all that.
Libra is smart, will think things but there is a volatile note here. Libra can be violent, cold and basically a bitch. This is my comment on all of us now not just libras..that is the whole point of forecasting astrology.
Nevertheless one must consider that the new mooooon is coming in scorpiooooooh oh oh..
Time to get the bowels of your mind


cleaned out.

Talk to a mentor too. Make sure he is actually your  mentor and not someone making a list and then holding the parts of the list accountable somehow.
Tell them to leave you alone to do your own work, to make your own lists.

Tell a friend or your mom and then burn it. That is what my love told me.  I did it. Here was my new moon ritual for allowing to conquer the dragon and win.
I made a fire. A really good one and then I sat and gazed at it unique every time beauty..so so hot and the wood gentle burning, some of it still wet from the rains..I thought about what I need to burn..the fight with my ex over one of our sons, the thing with any child who has gone dark and come back home like the long lost son of the old testament.
My dad said that "that scripture is and should be sacred to a parent" "you must receive the prodigal child when he comes in good faith"
Oh papou!
He is a simple man but as a parent the rules change when your son or daughter is in trouble. If they stay that way..well you loose and cry more. When they change for the better, you accept and forgive.
Not keep  bitterness over arguments you had years ago. Burn it down and wake up!
 I suppose. I think scorpio is about loyalty but sure, being loyal to the death is something special but remember that is you..you  are loyal to satan god both of them since you speak of them so much..god this and god's love that..stop it. He is not real and that guy has done more damage that turn in to a snake and eat fruit with a hot babe. I will not bore you with my religious angst today.The snake in that story was never said to be satan, we gave the snake that role later..
they would say, "well who else would cavort with that woman, the whore!"
rawrrrr ha ha ha

Om Gum Ganapaye Namaha
Om Om Om
I had these huge chunks of dragons blood that no mater what would not break up. I pounded them with a hammer and nothing. I soaked them in alcohol with all the bits and chunks from Old Whore jar I had saved over the year. It does get super concentrated on the sides of the glass, you see. There are bits I cannot ever scrape out because labdanum and oakmoss are so heavy in a blend.
Goddess but I love aromatherapy so much!
They had soaked for days these rocks of red crimson and then I threw it all in my fire with my heart and my mind focused on what I am and burning away attachments and anger.

om
gum
ganapataye
namaha

The destroyer of obstacles
Ganesh

New Moon In Scorpio is coming soon..


dive in to the depths to face the truth of all that we are and all that we’re exist for

gratitude unfolding like fog on stone

eleneetha aromatics

They want me to do a soap making class. They, are locals who think I am interesting. :)
I am too busy making stuff to teach and having someone over means more cleaning rules for who gets to touch things.
Libra is funny about order and neatness and yet their whole wardrobe is on the  floor where they sleep. That might be just me.
I have had Nick over and he is the only one I really connect with. I love him so much. Not like that..sheesh! He is beautiful though. Hail Nicholas!
I am cleaning up the menu so if you do not see 33 things on there it is good. It is time to draw some lines and make a few good things instead of 33 just because that was okay three years ago.
I have  found that I could not connect  with the blends which I presumed a few months ago even.

I will take the next ten years to study chypre and fougere..I feel I need to master something greater than myself and to really explain my love of aromatherapy, would take my whole life. I hope to do that through my combinations. I cherish to explore how labdanum touches me and you.

As The Veil between worlds in my mind unfolds in the the shadows and I can see and feel the entire film of my being and at that point I give you some thing..something...I explore, I close my eyes and open my heart, I check and get close to make sure the oils are not too hot.
Of course I will focus on soap. It is what I do. Sometimes, there will awesome anointing oils. Please make one yourself. It is so easy. Classic is the way to go. let us attend.
There are those who prefer for  me to make them a blend. I will be happy to. I make what I love. It is the best way to live as an artist of scent.
 Below Old whore with the sauce..I mean really!

I had one girl get ass mad and cancel after she ordered. She was rude in her email and I  never engaged. Why would I to an already mean person? I am like,  "what, did you drunk order and then  bamm woke up from a stupor over 7 dollars and change your mind.?"
I pay 7.20 to ship anything, I pack it well and stuff the box and you always get extra to make up for it.
"Meow!"
I gave her a refund..

cool
bless her
bless them
they were so mad they used the whole thing and then  came back for more..meowwww some more

honey, come to me and I will hold your soul safe  and care about your songs as the soap cream glides against your skin and  its scent unfolds and lingers on all  your charms..mmmm

bless everything
thank them
they got mad cuz you took so long
learn from them
they love you so much you even dream of them
gratitude unfolding



They get weird about the old whore, huh?
They want to  be mad about it some of them..
They may be other soapers or perfume makers
bless them
they cared enough to spend 25 dollars
Oh yea..

gratitude unfolding like fog on stone

sun venus sunshine haze and good things

Hello, it is me from early in the morning in on a rainy fall day in southern michigan USA..
There are nice sun venus vibes for the big candy day where everyone dresses up and acknowledges the dark side of dreams and nightmares.
"this isn't real"
"it is all just a dream and money is not real.."

It is real babes, real enough and Jupiter on the latter side of Scorpio teaches us that our money is being spent and we must divide where it goes. New coat? Winter boots? New jeans that make your behind look nice?
More soap? I need the good stuff babies, the good stuff.
I put so much oil in my soap that they come out a little sticky and not all that decorative. What do you want? Would you love to smell nice? To look nice? To say nice things?
All that.

My orders are a little more relaxed..like, I could relax about anything! I am trying to calm down and no, they do not need to go out the same day the order is placed. I do one order at a time so I can think on that person and what they would like. I sing to them as I pack, I lecture to myself I listen to beautiful words as I prepare..sometimes just a little lovely song. One thing at a time is best though. No matter what do not rush right now. Take a moment to think things through.

Back to what I wanted to tell you though..is that I do love and think of  you you you..ooooohhhhhhhheeheeeheeeeeeeeeeeee


Venus Sunshine Haze Body Butter
4 ounces shea butter
2 ounces avocado oil
a dab of rose hip and argan (optional)
Vanilla co2
vanilla infusion
neroli
lemon oil

Hello scorpio opposite some things..and so together on on other things

If you thought that you have been lonely and just working and making time for everyone else but yourself then you have to realize that you are not alone.
We just all handle things in our own way and maybe some can not be alone ever that is why when they are finally suffering a little in their own head, oh they will, they reach out something out something out there that they can feel the love and connection with.

the asto reflections by me, anastasia, are so..I look at all the scorpio
jupiter mercury venus sun
jup close with merc
and venus has the sun as they reflect on one another
and get cleaned up, organized and fed up with dusty memories and thoughts
You forgot when I told you about Uranus and how he would react to all the shun you are now getting
I know that is no fun
but you can't just yell and run
from the truth of what you've done
from the pain you may have caused on someone
from the bad memories you keep on recreating in your head and from me chanting
leave that be..
let us rest and go to bed
 eheeeee
be be be blessed beeeeeee

Full Moon In October Happy Birthday Scorpio

The nights are getting long and cold and it is the best time in your life to begin forgiving and  to mend some burned bridges.
Or not. You can keep on hating and freaking out and trolling because of course your opinion matters.
Know this, when people have to manage a convo by not engaging in any debate with you, then it is no fun and you should really re think your thoughts before putting them all out there. Some can turn on you for life for saying a dumb thing one time. You can turn on your self nightly when you remember it.

lol

There are many planets in Scorpio and it counts.
There is a full moon aspect in Taurus and it counts..
It is about how much and how long and if it is real do you love me?


It is about paying the piper and it is about not being so ego bound and you,  not saying you are sorry and then making up a new lie to cover your ass about the last time you  were a jerk. You must not remain in a state of constant indignation and the entitlement to be offended as if..




Scorpios, yea! \They give it all
They are strong
challenging
cheering some underdog
but when it rains and you are cold and it is late, you can count on them to show
compassion'listen
warm heart
they store the love hidden to give it up hard..do not be fooled that  it is not unconditional.
They see all and know what you are thinking.
ha ha
not really


I think this is a hard one for Aries what with having to shift his nature. he could be a player where his games are outdated and worthless because his word is never that keen or ~ or his a a master tradesman who has real pride in his work and knows how to delegate.
Is he happy at home? I am going to say,"no" because I see his pain on his face and he may  never have changed at how he reacts to other's ideas.
he wants attention and romance when he is so pushy and overreacts in the mean while.
he wants honesty and then you tell him and he freaks out so now you know, how to weave a secret life with out an opinion or  judgement or worse violence..from a greedy goat..It can go another way.

Allow yourself to grow and learn and learn and be open to yes, liberal even! LOL


Why am I talking about Aries when there is so much Scorpio going on?
Scorpio and Aries are ruled by Mars...plus when Scorpio learns he is ruled by Uranus a higher octave of Mars in Astrology.
These are ideas passed down by scholars of myth and civilizations and humanity..in astrology we give it a meaning.
I love it.

Taurus..be aware of people who claim to be with you and then all of a sudden they ghost you..
I know this because, people!

Gemini, dude, I am so sorry but there is no middle with you is there?
Forgiveness is divine and get with 2020 soon to be..be the future..too pretty!


All The Scorpion factor during this full moon brings out money values as well as embarking on a sacred venture. I think Scorpio here can mean being able to invest and delegate finances to a substantial place..it is not from selling young living okay! I am talking real big..



Remember this and I will go and do some cleaning so I can make more stuff today..know this..The ego factor is like,

 "oh, I am mad always mad at mad mad, angry, I hate, I obsess, I drink too much and text, I eat to much and flood the gates, a really strange way to escape I clean and clean myself until I bleed always planning what I need out of  my own greed and desire to achieve more than just a daily, what should I wear, yoga pants or a dress?'

dragons blood soap

It is that time of year my beautiful ones. You should soar high, yes, indeed, you should. Check out from above your mountain on your perch, how much you have accomplished and what you can see from here. Be strong, be brave and be worthy of the pain you bestow up on yourself.
The dragon within shall be your wings. You will now know what you can fly over, your fears or your wildest dreams?


I have a whole lot of soap to make and this one is going to knock your socks off until next year. A one of a kind and not to be taken lightly. It reins heavily and boldly!
So special that I make a big batch instead splitting the soap in two or three kinds of soap.





The dragons blood soap will be a fine one indeed.
As there is no essential oil to speak of, this resin will be heated gently for days until the oil turns red. I use coconut oil because it can stand the gentle steady heat for a day and then the next.
I will add myrrh, frankincense and let them heat together. All of these materials will be finely ground before adding to oil. This way you get a full on extraction in oil.
Yummy!

Next allow to cool..add vetiver
add more frankincense
add more myrrh
add amber resin
add a drop rose
a drop cinnamon
a drop orange

add some patchouli will you?
Some balsam fir and for sure you should add templin fir. I need that!

eleneetha aromatics

the menu soap and other ideas flowing

The dot com eleneetha does not work. There is probably a money thing I have to pay to re new it but I can not find the link to do it.  Course lately I never have any leisure time to look up even more important tasks on the computer.
I am so busy and maybe it is time to employ someone to help label and wrap.  I have a system and it has to be someone amazing and clean handed no tobacco, super smart and funny and enjoys cooking and me.
:)
It cannot be someone from my job because our lives are so wrapped up in that place and it should be done when you come to the soapy shop. I try. I talk about it with you and my loved ones and then I think about it and then I leave it where it belongs.
It is nice to have a double life as I was once accused of many moons ago, by fuks who were too smart for their own good and only chose a moral political stance based on their whiteness and how they were supreme creatures here on earth.
Know anyone like that?
I know people like that for sure and when you broach any subject or any idea, they automatically rush to say what is best in this or that and then the chaos..

A totally devoted rabi is like praying wholeheartedly at the west wall and a guy on vacation goes up to him and asks, "what are you praying for in your symbolic chanting?"
"oh you know, world peace, wealth and health to all, god's true love for ALL.."
"so how is that going?"
"IT IS LIKE TALKING TO A WALL"
LOL

pluto moon and more stabbings of poignant thoughts Use Pluto to re enforce love thoughts

Avoid..Plutonian resentments gone to rotten like a dead creature dragging all its filth and still dangerous..if zombies were real, pluto would rule them and Saturn would be right there saying, "well, I told you so"
Zombies are your dead thoughts trying to live. Those are more scary than anything Greg Nicotero can make for us..truth!

yelling
jealous secrets
secret money habits
secret ideas on your computer
unhappy morbid thoughts
anger turns to violence
anger turns to insidious revenge tactics
automatic modes of insults and rage
sadness
loneliness
death
decay


Being together should be like this and with the moon in Libra and Pluto in Capricorn, well, let us review some thoughts then, yea?

Libra Pluto Best Practices

I love you so much
I respect you
I care about what you say to me
I do not dwell on past mistakes
I am loyal to you
I love our transparent honesty together
I am proud of you
I trust you
You are beautiful
I feel safe with you
I want only you
You make me happy


Sometimes when I read my past posts I feel like I need to come back and say sorry for all the bad writing.LOL
Look, I do not have an editor here so bare, not bear, with me.
Check out some of the specials on my fall menu which is looking mighty fine, mighty fine.
I made a splendid sage soap in two forms. It is absolutely mesmerizing and I cannot gush more about it until I take pictures.

https://www.etsy.com/shop/eleneetha?ref=seller-platform-mcnav

Fall is my favorite and most rewarding soap making time of year. The temps are perfect and i have plenty of big bottles of oils.

I made a sweet lavender cream soap with vanilla and ylang ylang. Delicious of you like sweet floral scents. I call soap creamy because the vanilla with lavender never fail together. Transformed like really good lovers or friends coming together.

think like a chicken yes the posts are heavy, it is saturn pluto man

In a good way!
Eat the best seeds and gather your eggs until they become chickens too because otherwise the eggs crack and then you either cry and end in despair or carry on and try again and again.
Be a hen and look after what you need to do next. Keep an eye on your babies. (saturn/pluto)
Be serine and forgive the past.

"I am so sorry you are not the man woman child brother sister friend I planed and wanted you to be."

Control freak much?  (saturn/pluto)
Forgiveness is still divine and spreading your time too thin makes for too many chances for trouble and scattered hateful thoughts.

These ideas you bestow upon yourself are in a way just as self destructive as all the things you are so proud to hate on.

I am sorry you are not the man woman child husband wife lover friend I wanted you to be/"

Say it! Free yourself from feeling so much separation hate that you are become high gravity and rather than being drawn to higher purpose, you attract every dirty piece of debris. I am speaking metaphorically, of course.

Saturn Pluto is about not being a cunt,
it is about not being able to hold from being a cunt,
it is about revenge and mass hysteria,
it is about the dirty truth and the dirtier lies you shield your self from,
it is about knowing deep inside there is no one you can count on but maybe one, maybe two people,
it is about a swarm of wasps hunting for a new warm space to build their kingdom.
They must be tended to.

Does that word bother you? I know, it is one of the words we have bestowed on women who are too mouthy, screamy, aggressive and  so on..today however, we are more fluid and men can be cunts. Look at the way they  carry on and fight so hard for their positions. silly bunnies..what do they think, that Earth belongs to them? Ha ha ha ha many have mistaken this idea and created a kingdom on a little tiny blue rock in the vast vast real kingdom..They all died..lol


I am the bubble and  we are the waves in a  vast vast ocean..I would rather be in a calm lagoon than the northshore..wait, let me think on that!

I love you
I am sorry
please forgive me
you look wonderful
thank you (saturn pluto)

curing and curing yourself more on soapmaking aromatherapy for the season and astrology notes

People who speak about their diet and nothing else..well, we all do and we all have. I always look better when I do not speak about how I lost weight and how I do it. I mostly stopped making bread and mostly stopped eating baguettes..mmmm

There have been many events in my life as always and it seems when I hurt for others I make better products. When I cry for the truth I make better products. When I deeply yearn for true happiness for all souls, I really make good things. It is like my brain soothes in this way. I am so grateful that my love spreads to all who use my creations. It is my very much intention to make soap and cream that makes us ponder and perhaps enjoy a wonderful feeling we cannot describe yet it travels like syrup all over us and we flush with joy!

That said, someone gave me a bad review. I am okay! Some things show up and something wonky can and will happen. I was really hurt and surprised again that someone would be unhappy with oils in such a way.
The dank old whore was dank though..that one batch was odd because I added powdered vanilla and the whore hated it! I love her, my chypre' love! That Old Whore!
I replied to their review and offered credit. They did not even respond to that so I must conclude that they are out for a troll..ha ) I hope not because it does stain our business and our art so that companies like young living who still make millions feeding lemon oil  to overweight housewives recovering from things ( too mean?) I see it all day and until you get a real taste of real humans shopping at the health store, you can really never know what we go through.  whaaaaaaa..ha ha I can handle anyone except for that one lady who yelled at me because I told her boy not to play with the glasses ha
She freaked and you could hear her yelling across the street at Burger King, inside.. about "my boy this and I told him to play with those.."
Shut up, you didn't, you stood there like a cow while he ran around my place and people were trying to get around him while you were smelling body washes
"oh, love, I am sorry, I said to the boy. "Did I hurt your feelings?"
"no", he said smiling at me..so cute!
No, she still yelled and yelled and then her sister came and they both yelled at the manager..it was ugly..good thing I went and hid in the bathroom so that I would not be like Rick in the walking dead and snap and then bammm, no more yelling. No more job, no more great discount on all the things I love. Organic and clean, hopefully.

I get this really nice raw organic cocoa butter that melts like, I do not know..sauce, so smooth, velvety and clean with a hint of bitterness.
Shed the bitterness.

Yesterday, someone glanced near me  to say hello and I could smell that perfume on my clothing and it made me  very anxious and because I do not use any synthetic products, I really had a reaction. My adrenalin kicked in and it was very dramatic. I wondered how that man,  how he can do that to the rest of the  family! His new wife must be a little repulsed. He took me outside to meet her. Lovely! So shy because new country and she speaks perfect English. One of my cousins wears that horrid metallic scent. It is like little knives going through your brain and spiking neurons like little fishes..

I wonder why he wears that? I wonder why he has not considered clary sage on its own even?  I mean he is vegan and he wears fake perfume! What! Try Clary sage!
It mixes nicely with a man's musk. Add the patchouli and lavender and then, well, you know me, I love flowers and all that comes with their joys.

I am looking ten years ahead in my mind now..
I am wondering when The One Minded Earth will finally come to its senses and be a one planet not all this border nonsense..I am appreciating Saturn in Capricorn along with Pluto and lovely Uranus in Taurus showing us that order is really important in our very complex world.

Be mindful of the strain saturn can bring Be aware that Pluto is secretting plotting your success and happiness..touch everything, do not hide.

Be a grown up now and put some of the toys away
they cost you.

Clean up after yourself and do not skimp on this.
The importance of basking in your own sunshine can only happen if you clean up. Disorder is hidden from view but it still exists and fine take your selfies..funny bunnies!

I made a cocoa butter soap with so much patchouli and rose but no vanilla. It is glorious. Here are my ingredients.



Organic cocoa butter raw
organic cold pressed coconut oil
organic olive oil
patchouli oil
cacao absolute
three rose absolutes
bulgarian
rose de mai
Moroccan

It is about realizing that things are not as bad as you think. You think too much because you are chasing the day in order to chase the money and in order to drive on the king's road and now he is crying because he was a drunken fool at a dance party 35 years ago with no restrains and now..the muck has reached to the top  of the pot and the witches they are good and bad all with their straining devices skimming as much of the muck as they can so they can proclaim to be the biggest muckers...

Women have been raped for thousands of years..thank you for noticing.

Goodness Full Fill Meant Happy Mabon

Happy Mabon!

A very very important sabat and yet we may overlook it's value.

Full moon in September, School starting and money money money flowing..

"I love money money loves me...money loves me"

With all of those ideas flowing the most valued is our time.
How much time do we devote to strife and worry over real action?
How much time do we devote to our family and our real loved ones?
How many secret scapegoats do we line up so that we do not have to look at our own behavior?

I am at a good place I have to say..Oh, yes, I will rant and bring out the  truth from the dredges, that is my  calling and my naturalness. I finally see my real value at my age now more than ever before and Mabon is always a great time to measure all of your real attributes.
 It should not be who you know and how they can  help you. You must look at all that you have and love it so much that you are willing to devote your every effort in to making that glisten with joy and friendship. With your generous spirit and you true desires right there for all to see transparent and always inviting light glowing, crispy shiny and wet enough to thrive in your heart so that words you have spoken linger on someones mind like a morsel of food.

"You are my mind food, you feed me but gooood"

Happy Mabon

I think of you always
deep in my heart
deep in my mind even after we have been apart
my mind lingers on words that we spoke
each idea was like poetry prose
each caress akin with fabulous ideas gentle on mind
sometimes cutting like a sharp sword
yea
my heart is way open for that!

Come to me Mabon Abundance, Balance, Appreciation, Gratitude, Hecate..

THREE PLANETS IN SCORPIO and you wanted was hearts and smile faces

It get real and things get said. The scorpio effect is being driven by his or her past behaviors. It is not for just all scorpios in astrology. It is the scorpio effect that we are all having.

It is the "how dare you!" effect. Indeed, how dare all of us? Because we crave the perfection we so are driven to produce so we can increase our serotonin levels and be more better than the last time, we drive ourselves to hurt others by words and actions. Or..you have the head in the sand somehow thinking no one will notice if you do this or that or deny something that is true when deep inside and way on the outside, we all know you know that we know and no words need said!
Scorpio is death, broken establishments and broken hearts. It is digestive anxiety and changing the food you eat. It is that your tolerance for intrigue is gone sour. You are grown up now.
It is the ultimate form of compassion that can come from your heart.
The ultimate loyalty you can give..
I know that you have a few kinks first..fix it, be the master.

For me, my beloved whole foods is gone..I know, I know, I cry about it enough. When they say culture, I am all the culture and more and now, that is also unnecessary. Like I said, social media drives vitamins and body care. One voice in one whole foods won't even make a dent in that..not a scrape even! There are few and far in between of what we are. That is totally okay with me because I know who I am and what I want. No, it is not to give up men and become a lesbian, but, if I want to I will!
Ha ha

My path is before me. I am awake and aware and I am not afraid..

"how dare you?"
"I do dare sir, I do dare and can look at you and see right through..ooooooooo"

September is for sleeping

It was amazing working with the honey and propolis from Barry's bees in so many ways and I have to say I get so excited when I discover something new and something rare to have experienced. There have been many of these moment for sure. There are photos on instagram @eleneetha :)
The bees that live here near by are my friends now. They come every day for the sedums which are one of the last flowers of summer.
I don't keep them yet but maybe they will keep coming here every year to eat and carry all the good stuff from the flowers that are the last they will see for many months to come. Winter here is a long long long time.
Bee Love Soap

This soap is not really made of honey alone. It is  combination of propolis and a whole lot of that because when I meted the honey and wax low and slow..ah..it all turned deep dark amber colored and then the wax settled on top. I have that in chunks ready to clean it and see if it will burn like if I decide to make votives or something cool like that!


Ahh
September is for sleeping great because the windows can open and you can actually sleep covered up. There is nothing like it and to wake up fresh and ready to think about soap and oils is about the greatest life anyone could have ever been privileged to have lived.


sadness as big corporations drive the way we work even more..words like,
"compliant" and
 "focused" which means shut up and listen and do what we tell you and no talking or laughter..

true babies..it is creepy and how it is totalitarian. I suggest you all read animal farm again and that way you can get a sense about it. Oh, you will still have to be compliant.

"you are not focused enough."

"huh?" This was said to me after I put 4 miles the day before at the job I am not focused on and after I answered 100 phones calls ranging from, how to cook rice to complex cancer related customers and in between that, I put 20 big boxes full of crap on the shelf..I was quite happy.

"you need to not be you anymore because too many people search  you out, both customers and team members"

"(ha ha ha, make me a manager then, you fuk, no?? I'm too old so you shot me down every time because I am an older woman with more brain and  with more skills in my little finger than your whole entire bod babe!))" Of course I kept that to myself..

It was a memo sent from the top to make people more serious about stocking shelves..lol ha ha ha ha

It could have gone this way..
"hey, they just sent another memo, you are great ( I  know)) and I wish it were different, but dammit, you enjoy your job too much and we need you to look more serious about stocking these shelves and no more dancing to the songs we play so loud!"
Nope..
It was a younger less educated person who told me I am not focused enough..I cried for about five minutes about it because it was so bad and so freaking tyrannical and amazonian and here I am in the  middle of all that on rental for money and the carrot on the stick before me which is insurance..life is a hoax at  times for sure. Be ready and keep your eyes open so you do not become poisoned by faceless greed with insidious intentions..

I was given an example for my lack of focus by another less educated human, who said that when I was training someone " I dwelt too much on the details of citrate in magnesium"..

They jab at you to make you feel less so that you can be more compliant.

Be the one who is actually concerned about the other creatures you live and work with and not just the drive to make more compliant drones to do menial tasks while social media drives the product they will buy and consume..be smart and consume thoughtfully purchased things..yes!

I am the queen bee babies and there are some lesser drones thinking they have a hand..


drones die fast. remember the people who have always loved you dronies..do remember, everything dies.
Your loyalties and your words and the time you spent being you will be the last thing people remember. I hope it is good, I do. You are not a soldier, what are you dong this for to really amazing humans who have stuck by you? Is this the man drone you want to  be?

busy bees and all that summertime stuff with some good ass virgo direction

I have been thinking about what we will have for the holy days!
I say holy because I love ritual and I love to worship the earth and all her everything she gives me and you. Samhain Yule Mid Winter meditations..all slowly upon us!
She is all us and we thrive or we don't thrive based on our collective communications and hormonal responses to communications. We need to love her more and each other so that there are no reasons for "metoo". sigh..
There are so many great ideas flourishing in my head.
I was gifted all the bits and parts  from my friend Barry's honey harvest..Barry is the one who has bees. I am sure we talked about him plenty.
 I am right now melting that material so that I can make soap and if there is enough wax, I will make some mini votives.
I would rather put the whole thing in soap.

There is a lot of work involved and it is a long wait for the wax, the propolis and the honey, well that melts fast. It will be amber colored when I am done with it because I want all the material to be as one ..low and slow....low and slow...
It is crazy beautiful, crazy fragrant with the scent of southern michigan flowers, golden rod, sedums and all the spectacular sunflowers everywhere right now. I know Barry has a lot of golden rod..I am so happy Barry is my friend.

I am calling the soap,

 Gritty City Golden Honey Soap

cistus
mandarin
frankincense oil
davana


Wild michigan honey (barry's honey)
Propolis
Beeswax
organic coconut oil
organic olive oil

It will take me about a week to make this really good. I do not want to rush it because I will make a lot and have a nice sale.

There will be patchouli soap!
There will be patchouli rose and sandalwood oils to anoint.
I think the mandarin is so pretty and really, there is no need to reject an idea about a body oil with mandarin..
Ah, I love Fall here!

hello virgo good times

Virgo Vibes Virgo Good Times

They act the right way in the boardroom BEST AT ANYTHING REQUIRING FULL ON UNDERSTANDING ..do not look them in the eyes or you are gone like that scary episode "Midnight" Doctor Who..and the wrong way in the bedroom there is no wrong but they can go there. They can be a saint and the biggest sinner ever.
They can work like a surgeon and play as if their life depended on it. it doesn't. they can make believe that it does though.
You pair the leo factor which is common in Viorgo folks, and you have a sexual expert, someone who can take your breath away and make you feel as if your world is ever more complete..
it isn't
they love illusions of amzingness
they are just as dirty as the rest of us..that is the point I suppose.It is hard for Virgo to look in the mirror because they know when they are doing it.
 I know I know..it seems like I am being a little too critical. I am surrounded by you Virgos that is why.
lol

They think they are sexy because they are sexy Be Virgo sexy , all ya all!

They take note of everything so that they can tear you apart and help to put you back together again
you will never be whole after that. No one could be, not even a toaster..and you are more complex than that.
Where is Virgo in you natal chart? Me? I have Virgo in the 9th house of higher learning and devotions to whole earth vital vibes..yes to that. I love my Virgoan factors.

One idea  with virgo energy is that,
it transforms, you learn always, you accept and change and become better and better..or not
You could get stuck in 1999 where you were alone drinking in your closet thinking no one would care if you did such things, finally free to do them..the drinking is out of hand. you know it is.
Do not tell me that it is karmic (not) (karma is guilt shed that right now.



Virgo will bring up karma, heaven and many other meta physical  ideas. They can be quite choosy in their fantasy gods..

'if you are pure of heart"
They seem to have a reason for each thing that they do and I am afraid it is not always logical. The mind can justify anything.

No one is pure of heart, babies..that is not the kind creatures that we are.

Yup

September is Virgo time!

bringing in your hard work

it will show in areas that may surprise you

For Aries  gals and men..here it is..do not be so disappointed with others. Be who you are on your own for a minute and be happy for you not what your expectations from your lover or friends.

Taurus, diet and health better be top on the list. Shopping for nice skirts! You rock!

Gemini, there have been hurdles is all I can say. be brave and be pretty and say prettier words. It is a win!

Cancer, yes, it is new and it will be hard. You want this! Be ready to work and get it..especially the female version of cancer.


Leo, alone is good, too many burned bridges babies..you need to reconnect with the real people who have loved you.

Virgo..rest and reprieve? Maybe. i feel like it is a big load but I am glad it is you flying this ship.

Libra, cheers, 12 house stuff right now must be handled without fear and loathing for details..be the woman! Be the smart man!

Scorpio, deep commitments and regeneration at your fingertips, your words and your ways, softer and more comfortable..yea!

Sagittarius, they say you  are more likely to be disloyal. Well, why waste time on lies and hurt feelings..of course move on.

Cappy, moody much? Anxious for love, respect, commitments to be real and ready at all times? Transforming your energies and making your work count, you are a teacher through and through. You are a hard working long suffering human. Some  might think you are aloof and unfriendly. It is being choosy of who you will pour that sweet goat magic on, I suppose!

Aquarius, I hope you are writing some of your ideas down!

Pisces
Listen, you are not a martyr. You do not have to take any abuse from lesser jealous people. They would be mean to anyone in their path. Focus on what you want to do with the rest of your time here. It is not repeating your abusers words and then crying and doing nothing.
say,,quietly as you can like in your deepest voice that would be a strain to hear and yet it carries all the power the other one does not have..
"do not speak to me like that"
walk away..
It works every time. Now, please remember this, you hold the key to happiness for many souls! I am sorry! :) We love you!

name your best thing day and I can think about is saturn square pluto

You had better at least review your great assets because someone will sit down with you one day and recite where you can improve in their eyes.

All I can think about is saturn square pluto..
and I wish I could give you dreamy pictures with quotes about how powerful women are
yea..
Remember when you beat me up because I didn't love Jesus enough? "Oh, I do!" Says Pluto!

I don't want to know someone who says they can save  and love me beyond measure and in reality,  to not do it,  because they can not..you see, they will do that to any one and that is how you are NOT special.
sorry Jesus, I can help but bring you up and I know you had nothing to do with what they did in your name..I am so sorry! They fuked you over too baby! (too harsh?)

"what the fuck?",  asks Saturn square Pluto!

What the fuk indeed friends!

"There are (is) work to be done and you must focus" says Saturn.
 He can be sweet and funny!
Do not let that facade fool you, he is a dick through and through, that guy!

"there are insidious mind scramblers who tried to attack me", says pluto and he is overwhelmed by the onslaught. he must remain silent for now. He will speak and when he does, people listen..plus I think Pluto is the future home for us earthlings when the sun goes red giant for a couple million years way in to the future...when Earth is swallowed up and all of our fantasies of what we are will disintegrate and become something again or not but probably, yes..:)


That is the apprehension of saturn square pluto and that is the thing that makes us ponder on deeper meanings. It is death, the tower and breaking ups..

It is making deep commitments to a marriage and family.

It is serving a greater future life, like, grandchildren and your  garden too!

What did you think you were here for, taking selfies for the facebook? No, those things mean nothing. It is the life you proceed with each morning to your mother, your brothers and the way you greet them and say good bye and how much time do you actually spend  with your kids, really?


It is really pretty wonderous that you even get to decide in  so small a measure, what you can be for now..be better, be harder to break, be smart and read and learn better ways  and be sweet smelling!

Here is what I am making today  for  my sweet Linda(not her real name)

neroli frankincense gele

frankincense gele


I want to make cookies and I guess there is a really good recipe out there to try..


https://joyfoodsunshine.com/the-most-amazing-chocolate-chip-cookies/

Ingredients

• 1 cup butter softened
• 1 cup white sugar
• 1 cup brown sugar packed
• 2 tsp vanilla
• 2 eggs
• 3 cups flour
• 1 tsp baking soda
• ½ tsp baking powder
• 1 tsp salt
• 2 cups chocolate chips

Instructions

1. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F. Line a baking pan with parchment paper and set aside.
2. In a separate bowl mix flour, baking soda, salt, baking powder. Set aside.
3. Cream together butter and sugars until combined.
4. Beat in eggs and vanilla until fluffy.
5. Mix in the dry ingredients until combined.
6. Add 12 oz package of chocolate chips and mix well.
7. Roll 3 TBS of dough at a time into balls and place them evenly spaced on your prepared cookie sheets.
8. Bake in preheated oven for approximately 8-10 minutes. Take them out when they are just BARELY starting to turn brown.
9. Let them sit on the baking pan for 2 minutes before removing to cooling rack.