The scorpio thing between responsibility and going with the feeling now

If you know Scorpio they have  secrets..ha ha
Like what?
 Usually it is nothing that bad but someone showed him guilt. one day as he was growing up so some scorpionic effects can be like gas lighting..not all scorpios are kind hearted, see?
Stop, there is no secret you need confess to feel whole any how because our morality has changed from the olden days..
We are all the same with our greedy heart and what it needs now!

What are your secrets?
Don't tell me and when I do  find out, I will say, "oh wow..you're fine" who cares what you do in your spare time..secrets are so precious to some and that is fine with me.
Why do you feel any blame for anything then and engage even when others are to blame..

I look at all my Scorpio trends in my life and hopefully I can harness this Jupiter thing for the next 12 years.
yes, Jupiter in Scorpio in my tenth house . I am all about nights and so tired in the morning..dang man, change is hard with Scorpio we dissect and we give up at the same time...I am a Libra BTW tenth house Scorpio

How do I harness this Jupiter in Scorpio? How will you?

(Jupiter's is a lot like the spirit of the present..all jolly and fat and brings gifts and good things and too much wine and beer?)
Scorpio is like a surgeon when it comes to decorating and living space..super tidy or all over the place.

Jup in Scorpio is all about it, he is done and ready to rest now. No dawdling or crying about the task.Which may suck yo!
Relaxing is where it's at!

I am happy about learning that Jupiter at 25*  Scorpio now has been here the whole time, so happy..next the sagittarius experience with deep and abiding truths and foreshadowing the good light surrounding future endeavors..
This degree is essential to understand is that  some things need not be spoken and we  dwell on separation and killing over her our earth, our mother and our life giving star our sun keeps on spinning us as he  is spun by a bigger force which is all gravity which gave us electricity and this device I get to talk to you by.

The full moon is going to be in sagittarius...science meets higher mind..:) wear a hat!

saturn values as opposed to real values

Let's face it right now, Saturn can be a dick! He is self righteous and indignant when you question him and does not understand he is beyond reproach and then you need to protect him from the truth because he won't accept any other way.
That is Saturn in Capricorn. He is cool but the ego is all about my level is here and yours is here.
There is also the lovely wonderful trine with Uranus in Taurus. And what a wonderful time for many it will be.
It is heavy man! What changes are just right now and around the corner is all about what past you planned for future you which is always now..yea..

It is all about the life and what it means and how just because you follow all of the rules of happiness you keep trying to kill yourself? I do not understand this new form of depression and I feel that maybe too much social media can make a girl sad..no one looks like the pictures they show  on the fashion pages,your beauty is in how many smiles you received that day.
i am not kidding.
Look I understand fully that I am not a psychologist, in fact one of my boys drove me nuts with all his crazy emo stuff..
the girl I heard about got to go to a horse ranch and be treated at 13 thousand a month..I hear she is still sad and hates it.
My boy..? Well he cost a lot in that I paid for his phone bill a couple of times:) and then no more..get a job and get your ass on a high place. It is unbecoming to dwell in dark places. trust me, they can suck deep as well as you may know.

I think the first thing should be always wake up and first thing,   make sure you head is heal high and your shoulders always squeezing together..
Saturn can hold you down a bit with is nagging and OCD judgemental and in some, super high and mighty too.
Uranus in Taurus is also a loner type with few but great friends and love for family gatherings and children
Or
It can be a cheap mean cheap skate always on your back for that twenty dollars or their  stuff never be touched or all their things must stay where they are and do not touch his food.
You can see a four year old being territorial but in an adult it can get ugly.

I hope you are super duper great as you read this. i feel so wonderful about life and my being as it were. I never thought I would be this free and happy when I was a younger woman because as i said..saturn can beat a person down..too bad he did not realized I am clever and will eat his face..puta!

ha ha hahaaaa

super fine grape seed cleansing mask

1tbsp
each thing can be anything you like
clay
seedy scrub of some kind like ground adzuki, garbanzo, quinoa, spirulina. grape seeds, raspberry seeds, black seeds, lentils, charcoal..awesome!
you may wet this with honey oil or water..yummy
Love you skin and love me!

By the way, that is not how I look! :)

June beacons as we move away from this and that to connect with more best things Uranus movement cycles and whatnots

It was an interesting lecture I went to back in the  day about Uranus and how our life cycles with Uranus (they last 7 years) are so interesting. Sudden? Maybe, yes, but in our case right now, any changes you are going to encounter have been a long time in the making and you have refused to see what was right in front of you.

Uranus Ideas

Innovation

Inspiration

Intuition

Inventive

Liberation

Nonconformity

Originality

Outsider

Rebelliousness

Restlessness

Taurus ideas here are about changing because you need to or you'll die! No..kidding..:Ha ha 

Some people will die of course. Look..I feel like everything in the next few years will change and in the next seven years finances will change, retail values will change and some of us creative types will think of new practical yet artistic ways to make money. We will look at our bodies as a high temple  and do yoga and we will take care of our mind and our skin. I want that for all of us. Your beauty is everything that you are inside and out.

Examine your values and look in to becoming more self sufficient and self reliant..it is not lonely as you might think.

You be required to be flexible no matter what because the changes are swift and only those who bend, I mean besides a penis, can enjoy more..

Say what is on your mind because the more you suppress your ideas the more they will break though in sometimes rage ways..

This is your best time to open your body awareness and make yourself a priority by exploring more art and more creative ways to make big money..big money

(maybe you've been so wrapped up in your thangs that you let some go))

You need to work it off through some sort of fitness plan because if you don't things can get cooped up in there and again the bull can rage, he is dangerous when he is upset and feels threatened.

This is an excellent time to explore your desires and find out  what do you find precious. What do you find precious what do you find to be precious. is it you car or your cottage by the lake, what do you do there but look at it with a drink in your hand. Relaxing is dull what that is all you have done. Breath with me now for better ways, for healthy thoughts that  travel as if a sphere filled with juicy ideas and loving devotion to conscious constant realization..abundant health to all and clean home and hearth..yea..

the whores the vagabonds and wife steelers

Remember that woman that got really mad at me because we couldn't be friends and hang out together?
She came in my store yesterday..we are talking again as I stock the shelves ..that last time, about 6 months now,
we had words because each time she would purchase something or even think about it, it would become a thing.
She had wee little tantrums that took away from the beauty of my business. Know what I mean?
Anyhow she had a tantrum and cancelled the order..wow..I cancelled the order on my end and I thought it was good and over..this way I am not bound to a soap like being tied to a whipping post.."if it is a mirror you want, look in to my eyes." Sting
"we wish her all her wildest and happiest moments" Yea?? Course!

She called and called and called and wrote and I was in a family drama of my own..7 children 3 of five living near me and mom and dad and this lady is worried about if I am mad.
I was..I mean really, there will always be more glorious soap..sheesh..calm down.
I thought it was over. I told her it is all good babe, I get mad at my own daughters worse than anything I said to you which was the kind truth that she cannot carry on like that..I am a crafter not some fuking servant and yet, the service will be extra worldly.
I have been around and to tell the truth I learned this from Mrs. Sorrice in 5th grade, don't cry, every thing ,every thing can be made in to something glorious, something else.
"Move on! Do not carry on!"


Months have gone by..I changed jobs and work nights now. Two more years babies..I am thinking of just soap..just soap of all beautiful kind without citric acid without disodium phosphate, without sorbic acid or potassium sorbate..wow..I hate it all so much. It hurts my head when I get near it and it is not the kind of hate that is like from the heart. I simply feel sad  that once again the jackals have the upper hand and poison is like manna to the masses..You want to use some fucking soap with fake vanilla, go ahead asshole but if you come talking to me about your cancer and how you can't have lavender because of the estrogen, and yet you have no issues with all the other real dangers in your skin care, .really, you wash with all that crap on wet warm skin and it goes inside and pretends to be other things that there are little cells with mouths wide open to be filled. These particles are small and that is why you open the flood gates in your hot shower drenching your blood stream with unnecessary metal particles and you are worried about lavender oil in a soap bar.

The reason I said this is that because there she was saying, " How are you." " I am fine :)"
course she took me to the latest fake soap on our table all beautifully stacked by Sally and colourful..with lovely tags..ah retail!
"I love these",  she grabs one and inhales, deeply,  its sweet  yellow and brown almond fake smell.."mmmmm"
It took me a split second to get her innuendo..not long but it was like a little wee knick..I said nothing for a moment and watched as she picked up all of the brightly arranged styles and scents.
"These are synthetic"
I walked away because I am busy and clearly we are not the same.
Ah the little jab..yes..
Here we are..people and their petty little jabs..
oye!
Yes it hurt my feeling only for a moment though. I cannot save the world only the ones who really love the reality of the consciousness among the fake fakers and how they get in..They get in like the micro particles get in your skin care, someone willingly put them there.Like their little innuendos echo in to space..and they break up in to smaller particle and then they drift until they bind with the next thing..maybe nothing..

Now about me..May is busy see, graduations and parties and a jungle to clear so it would seem on some days.
I  made some nice perfume for men. so good..Modern Man 2018..The name will change as soon as I meditate on the right one for the new labels..I am thinking it needs a little bit animal..maybe I will afford some ambergris soon. I hope so. look, it is a lot of money..it is and i want it..OM OM OM
I hope that you do indeed have a wonderful day, I love you. Thank you.
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be grateful ask for more Capricornian views

Creating something really good means being alone and  I am a loner.
I began being a loner when I found out that people out there can be mean and perhaps do not have a heart like mine. tender, open to goodness and mindful behaviors..
Which is not to say my heart is not  tender, which it is.
I think some people are more prone to pain and I do not know why.
I have inklings of knowledge about people and my stomach hurts when I should stay away and yet, they can get in..the sharks and robbers of wit and happiness, the wife stealers and the ones who will leave you ragged and weeping on the concrete where you don't even have enough grass to be earthing on..lol
it is funny because it is true.

“Be alone, that is the secret of invention; be alone, that is when ideas are born.”

― Nikola Tesla

Course, someone started the fire in his laboratory and sure enough, Edison set out an investigation..sure, sure, Tom..I mean it could have been Westinghouse that did that to scare Tesla in to signing for no profit! Sharks, all!!
Last Days Of Night..a novel..

I think you can be a genius and still the tragedies of life can come upon you and for a split second, you or another  can loose their  shit and some horrid things can happen to you and bamm! It is over, you start over, you think more and become a better human maybe..some do not. They cling to their hatred like a long lost love, like the first feelings of love and the truest lust that comes with that cycle of humanity. They cling to it so hard so that they do not have to face its death and then they must become aware of the stench of their long lost  reality.
Having passed so many years and nothing rare to live by..
or the things they may have found to be precious were long made in to dust from their  squeezing so hard to just win.

it rained and said to rain today again the sunflower seeds sprouted and hello body butters and shea

After such a dry cold winter, I think some new butters for summer should be in order.

I just ordered shea butter from 3cayg and I am looking at me riches of oils ehe ehe eheee

Here are  simple ideas for shea butter..you have to melt it and then freeze it..perfect
How long do you freeze it?
Ten to twenty minutes and then at room temps for two hours and the refrigerate until you use it which for me, is right away.
Your butter should be at least 50% shea or you will get a grainy hard butter..it happens, try again, less kokum, less mango.
I love shea butter, avocado, olive and,  at about 3% you can add rose hip, argan, cranberry, tomato seed..
too much you have a serum not a body butter. You do not want to smell of omgas anyhow..rose hip oil is heavy.


The best essential oils for skin are ...
all of them
just know that some oils get lost in shea butter so do not add 200 dollars of your sandalwood oil..oh man that would be so good!

"side note**oh divine unknown which seems to thrive by my living thoughts, bring on the sandalwood oil and wealth to all and meeeee"

:))


sandalwood vanilla with one drop ambergris

patchouli sandalwood

modern man
with blue cypress and clary sage

lime vetiver with coffee and neroli

cocoa bean vanilla

cocoa bean lavender

rose cardamom patchouli

frankincense helichrysum holy basil

lemon orange lime basil

chamomile blue and roman with tansy and yarrow

turmeric co2 ginger black pepper clove frankincense  jasmine citrus notes
think aches and think penetration across the nation, no inflammation  loads of education
no hateful temptations making us dredge and drag and loose our own creative realizations
self realization with mindful control is where our will will flow.



These ideas are just a tip of my iceberg. How about your iceberg?

shea butter 50%
sal butter10%
kokum butter5%
mango butter5%

very nice avocado oil20%

very nice dollop of the best olive you can afford
unfiltered rich thick and green 10%

* optional
a super shot (total of 1/2 teaspoon)of argan, jojoba, rose hip, tomato seed, raspberry seed, even castor oil one drop of casto tho..the best that you can afford. your butter can get spendy if you buy all of these at once.


In winter I love cocoa butter, it is good in summer too, but, the scent is too strong to be mixing with rare oils that will for sure maybe not mix..just saying, it is hard to mask and stinky butter..they all have their own tone.



melt gently all your hard fats
when they are nice and warm take then away from the heat
chill in freezer till they just start to turn
gently whip until you get a nice fluffy thick yet still room temp butter
drizzle your oils in a little at a time as you whip

when you are almost done, add your essential oils

do not let your mixture get too cold is the key:)))

Put in in your clean container and let be for an hour and a day..vanillas take a while to bloom and sandalwood is shy
basil comes at you with high regard and lime is delicious on you
clary sage is sultry and warming
gracious and always  elegant
vetiver and coffee with hints of oakmoss and tobacco neroli
rose with one drop cardamom and one other drop patchouli
I love you my heart, say rose...


The remainder  of your butter in your container can be used for bath salt..just add the salt right in there and basically rub all the extra fat on the salt and now you have your salt scrub for tonight!


http://www.3cayg.com/sheabutter



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https://www.botanicinnovations.com

poignant and true thinking about the wedding of spring time in to summer

When things are growing in you or out there it can hurt a little. yea?
I worked hard in the last four days of luscious excellent May time! I don't mind.
Oh yea..I am cleaning because a tree freaking fell and broke my pergola and then the clean up..
I have to say, I want a wonder garden this year..with all the birds and butterflies being happy and well fed. I planted wheat for them.
They see me come out and they start singing and carrying on.
"there she is, water lady, she'll dig the worms for us!"

My herbs are coming in too.
There will be a lot of lemon balm, sdravets and wild Baltic impatiens..brambles of all sorts.

I love her! The Earth, Our Mother


I want to tell you that I bought some oils and I smell amazing.. I know it is simple but White Lotus fine sandalwood and Eden's orange blossom absolute, are stunning! Amazingly so and linger till night.
I know some of you will not use modern version of sandalwood oil because you loved Mysore sandalwood so much, I know..
Give this a chance and you will be so surprised at the luxury.
One drop of each thing in top of your  forehead and then
 on all  your softer skin parts.
"anastasia, what are you wearing, I want to bite you!"
someone said  that yesterday..
heh!
"Uh, no one bites me unless I ask puta!"

The nice thing about this blend is they are both a little more viscous than say, lavender so they linger on their own. You can dilute this idea for sure like the Orange Blossom perfume I made..
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I love a drop of nice oil.


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hello my babes one more Jupiter Moon today and tomorrow

Moon is money, spending of money, moods, mother, memories and manipulation!
Jupiter is expansion and showing expertise..bragging is a thing here for some..please..stop, you are not an island and people brought you here..

Mars in a great position  here and perhaps to review a way to become more structured and organised doing what you love. Do a good job and mind your projects well. be like the new mother hen..mind what needs tending and focus on that with intent..
cheers!

it is really good

The best things in me are my words and deeds
I will wear my heart on my sleeve for you
 that is why you want to eat it
you took one bite
and then three, five more
until I screamed ouch

you became stunned at that
it was a shock
all this time you thought it was unlocked, my heart and mind
to eat all the days

until I said nothing more and you knew by my look
the feeling and truth my eyes shone :)
my best thing is when you do not make me a fool
I know you are full
you keep eating though..

you should eat more pussy and less hearts
xx