curing and curing yourself more on soapmaking aromatherapy for the season and astrology notes

People who speak about their diet and nothing else..well, we all do and we all have. I always look better when I do not speak about how I lost weight and how I do it. I mostly stopped making bread and mostly stopped eating baguettes..mmmm

There have been many events in my life as always and it seems when I hurt for others I make better products. When I cry for the truth I make better products. When I deeply yearn for true happiness for all souls, I really make good things. It is like my brain soothes in this way. I am so grateful that my love spreads to all who use my creations. It is my very much intention to make soap and cream that makes us ponder and perhaps enjoy a wonderful feeling we cannot describe yet it travels like syrup all over us and we flush with joy!

That said, someone gave me a bad review. I am okay! Some things show up and something wonky can and will happen. I was really hurt and surprised again that someone would be unhappy with oils in such a way.
The dank old whore was dank though..that one batch was odd because I added powdered vanilla and the whore hated it! I love her, my chypre' love! That Old Whore!
I replied to their review and offered credit. They did not even respond to that so I must conclude that they are out for a troll..ha ) I hope not because it does stain our business and our art so that companies like young living who still make millions feeding lemon oil  to overweight housewives recovering from things ( too mean?) I see it all day and until you get a real taste of real humans shopping at the health store, you can really never know what we go through.  whaaaaaaa..ha ha I can handle anyone except for that one lady who yelled at me because I told her boy not to play with the glasses ha
She freaked and you could hear her yelling across the street at Burger King, inside.. about "my boy this and I told him to play with those.."
Shut up, you didn't, you stood there like a cow while he ran around my place and people were trying to get around him while you were smelling body washes
"oh, love, I am sorry, I said to the boy. "Did I hurt your feelings?"
"no", he said smiling at me..so cute!
No, she still yelled and yelled and then her sister came and they both yelled at the manager..it was ugly..good thing I went and hid in the bathroom so that I would not be like Rick in the walking dead and snap and then bammm, no more yelling. No more job, no more great discount on all the things I love. Organic and clean, hopefully.

I get this really nice raw organic cocoa butter that melts like, I do not know..sauce, so smooth, velvety and clean with a hint of bitterness.
Shed the bitterness.

Yesterday, someone glanced near me  to say hello and I could smell that perfume on my clothing and it made me  very anxious and because I do not use any synthetic products, I really had a reaction. My adrenalin kicked in and it was very dramatic. I wondered how that man,  how he can do that to the rest of the  family! His new wife must be a little repulsed. He took me outside to meet her. Lovely! So shy because new country and she speaks perfect English. One of my cousins wears that horrid metallic scent. It is like little knives going through your brain and spiking neurons like little fishes..

I wonder why he wears that? I wonder why he has not considered clary sage on its own even?  I mean he is vegan and he wears fake perfume! What! Try Clary sage!
It mixes nicely with a man's musk. Add the patchouli and lavender and then, well, you know me, I love flowers and all that comes with their joys.

I am looking ten years ahead in my mind now..
I am wondering when The One Minded Earth will finally come to its senses and be a one planet not all this border nonsense..I am appreciating Saturn in Capricorn along with Pluto and lovely Uranus in Taurus showing us that order is really important in our very complex world.

Be mindful of the strain saturn can bring Be aware that Pluto is secretting plotting your success and happiness..touch everything, do not hide.

Be a grown up now and put some of the toys away
they cost you.

Clean up after yourself and do not skimp on this.
The importance of basking in your own sunshine can only happen if you clean up. Disorder is hidden from view but it still exists and fine take your selfies..funny bunnies!

I made a cocoa butter soap with so much patchouli and rose but no vanilla. It is glorious. Here are my ingredients.



Organic cocoa butter raw
organic cold pressed coconut oil
organic olive oil
patchouli oil
cacao absolute
three rose absolutes
bulgarian
rose de mai
Moroccan

It is about realizing that things are not as bad as you think. You think too much because you are chasing the day in order to chase the money and in order to drive on the king's road and now he is crying because he was a drunken fool at a dance party 35 years ago with no restrains and now..the muck has reached to the top  of the pot and the witches they are good and bad all with their straining devices skimming as much of the muck as they can so they can proclaim to be the biggest muckers...

Women have been raped for thousands of years..thank you for noticing.

Goodness Full Fill Meant Happy Mabon

Happy Mabon!

A very very important sabat and yet we may overlook it's value.

Full moon in September, School starting and money money money flowing..

"I love money money loves me...money loves me"

With all of those ideas flowing the most valued is our time.
How much time do we devote to strife and worry over real action?
How much time do we devote to our family and our real loved ones?
How many secret scapegoats do we line up so that we do not have to look at our own behavior?

I am at a good place I have to say..Oh, yes, I will rant and bring out the  truth from the dredges, that is my  calling and my naturalness. I finally see my real value at my age now more than ever before and Mabon is always a great time to measure all of your real attributes.
 It should not be who you know and how they can  help you. You must look at all that you have and love it so much that you are willing to devote your every effort in to making that glisten with joy and friendship. With your generous spirit and you true desires right there for all to see transparent and always inviting light glowing, crispy shiny and wet enough to thrive in your heart so that words you have spoken linger on someones mind like a morsel of food.

"You are my mind food, you feed me but gooood"

Happy Mabon

I think of you always
deep in my heart
deep in my mind even after we have been apart
my mind lingers on words that we spoke
each idea was like poetry prose
each caress akin with fabulous ideas gentle on mind
sometimes cutting like a sharp sword
yea
my heart is way open for that!

Come to me Mabon Abundance, Balance, Appreciation, Gratitude, Hecate..

THREE PLANETS IN SCORPIO and you wanted was hearts and smile faces

It get real and things get said. The scorpio effect is being driven by his or her past behaviors. It is not for just all scorpios in astrology. It is the scorpio effect that we are all having.

It is the "how dare you!" effect. Indeed, how dare all of us? Because we crave the perfection we so are driven to produce so we can increase our serotonin levels and be more better than the last time, we drive ourselves to hurt others by words and actions. Or..you have the head in the sand somehow thinking no one will notice if you do this or that or deny something that is true when deep inside and way on the outside, we all know you know that we know and no words need said!
Scorpio is death, broken establishments and broken hearts. It is digestive anxiety and changing the food you eat. It is that your tolerance for intrigue is gone sour. You are grown up now.
It is the ultimate form of compassion that can come from your heart.
The ultimate loyalty you can give..
I know that you have a few kinks first..fix it, be the master.

For me, my beloved whole foods is gone..I know, I know, I cry about it enough. When they say culture, I am all the culture and more and now, that is also unnecessary. Like I said, social media drives vitamins and body care. One voice in one whole foods won't even make a dent in that..not a scrape even! There are few and far in between of what we are. That is totally okay with me because I know who I am and what I want. No, it is not to give up men and become a lesbian, but, if I want to I will!
Ha ha

My path is before me. I am awake and aware and I am not afraid..

"how dare you?"
"I do dare sir, I do dare and can look at you and see right through..ooooooooo"

September is for sleeping

It was amazing working with the honey and propolis from Barry's bees in so many ways and I have to say I get so excited when I discover something new and something rare to have experienced. There have been many of these moment for sure. There are photos on instagram @eleneetha :)
The bees that live here near by are my friends now. They come every day for the sedums which are one of the last flowers of summer.
I don't keep them yet but maybe they will keep coming here every year to eat and carry all the good stuff from the flowers that are the last they will see for many months to come. Winter here is a long long long time.
Bee Love Soap

This soap is not really made of honey alone. It is  combination of propolis and a whole lot of that because when I meted the honey and wax low and slow..ah..it all turned deep dark amber colored and then the wax settled on top. I have that in chunks ready to clean it and see if it will burn like if I decide to make votives or something cool like that!


Ahh
September is for sleeping great because the windows can open and you can actually sleep covered up. There is nothing like it and to wake up fresh and ready to think about soap and oils is about the greatest life anyone could have ever been privileged to have lived.


sadness as big corporations drive the way we work even more..words like,
"compliant" and
 "focused" which means shut up and listen and do what we tell you and no talking or laughter..

true babies..it is creepy and how it is totalitarian. I suggest you all read animal farm again and that way you can get a sense about it. Oh, you will still have to be compliant.

"you are not focused enough."

"huh?" This was said to me after I put 4 miles the day before at the job I am not focused on and after I answered 100 phones calls ranging from, how to cook rice to complex cancer related customers and in between that, I put 20 big boxes full of crap on the shelf..I was quite happy.

"you need to not be you anymore because too many people search  you out, both customers and team members"

"(ha ha ha, make me a manager then, you fuk, no?? I'm too old so you shot me down every time because I am an older woman with more brain and  with more skills in my little finger than your whole entire bod babe!))" Of course I kept that to myself..

It was a memo sent from the top to make people more serious about stocking shelves..lol ha ha ha ha

It could have gone this way..
"hey, they just sent another memo, you are great ( I  know)) and I wish it were different, but dammit, you enjoy your job too much and we need you to look more serious about stocking these shelves and no more dancing to the songs we play so loud!"
Nope..
It was a younger less educated person who told me I am not focused enough..I cried for about five minutes about it because it was so bad and so freaking tyrannical and amazonian and here I am in the  middle of all that on rental for money and the carrot on the stick before me which is insurance..life is a hoax at  times for sure. Be ready and keep your eyes open so you do not become poisoned by faceless greed with insidious intentions..

I was given an example for my lack of focus by another less educated human, who said that when I was training someone " I dwelt too much on the details of citrate in magnesium"..

They jab at you to make you feel less so that you can be more compliant.

Be the one who is actually concerned about the other creatures you live and work with and not just the drive to make more compliant drones to do menial tasks while social media drives the product they will buy and consume..be smart and consume thoughtfully purchased things..yes!

I am the queen bee babies and there are some lesser drones thinking they have a hand..


drones die fast. remember the people who have always loved you dronies..do remember, everything dies.
Your loyalties and your words and the time you spent being you will be the last thing people remember. I hope it is good, I do. You are not a soldier, what are you dong this for to really amazing humans who have stuck by you? Is this the man drone you want to  be?

busy bees and all that summertime stuff with some good ass virgo direction

I have been thinking about what we will have for the holy days!
I say holy because I love ritual and I love to worship the earth and all her everything she gives me and you. Samhain Yule Mid Winter meditations..all slowly upon us!
She is all us and we thrive or we don't thrive based on our collective communications and hormonal responses to communications. We need to love her more and each other so that there are no reasons for "metoo". sigh..
There are so many great ideas flourishing in my head.
I was gifted all the bits and parts  from my friend Barry's honey harvest..Barry is the one who has bees. I am sure we talked about him plenty.
 I am right now melting that material so that I can make soap and if there is enough wax, I will make some mini votives.
I would rather put the whole thing in soap.

There is a lot of work involved and it is a long wait for the wax, the propolis and the honey, well that melts fast. It will be amber colored when I am done with it because I want all the material to be as one ..low and slow....low and slow...
It is crazy beautiful, crazy fragrant with the scent of southern michigan flowers, golden rod, sedums and all the spectacular sunflowers everywhere right now. I know Barry has a lot of golden rod..I am so happy Barry is my friend.

I am calling the soap,

 Gritty City Golden Honey Soap

cistus
mandarin
frankincense oil
davana


Wild michigan honey (barry's honey)
Propolis
Beeswax
organic coconut oil
organic olive oil

It will take me about a week to make this really good. I do not want to rush it because I will make a lot and have a nice sale.

There will be patchouli soap!
There will be patchouli rose and sandalwood oils to anoint.
I think the mandarin is so pretty and really, there is no need to reject an idea about a body oil with mandarin..
Ah, I love Fall here!

hello virgo good times

Virgo Vibes Virgo Good Times

They act the right way in the boardroom BEST AT ANYTHING REQUIRING FULL ON UNDERSTANDING ..do not look them in the eyes or you are gone like that scary episode "Midnight" Doctor Who..and the wrong way in the bedroom there is no wrong but they can go there. They can be a saint and the biggest sinner ever.
They can work like a surgeon and play as if their life depended on it. it doesn't. they can make believe that it does though.
You pair the leo factor which is common in Viorgo folks, and you have a sexual expert, someone who can take your breath away and make you feel as if your world is ever more complete..
it isn't
they love illusions of amzingness
they are just as dirty as the rest of us..that is the point I suppose.It is hard for Virgo to look in the mirror because they know when they are doing it.
 I know I know..it seems like I am being a little too critical. I am surrounded by you Virgos that is why.
lol

They think they are sexy because they are sexy Be Virgo sexy , all ya all!

They take note of everything so that they can tear you apart and help to put you back together again
you will never be whole after that. No one could be, not even a toaster..and you are more complex than that.
Where is Virgo in you natal chart? Me? I have Virgo in the 9th house of higher learning and devotions to whole earth vital vibes..yes to that. I love my Virgoan factors.

One idea  with virgo energy is that,
it transforms, you learn always, you accept and change and become better and better..or not
You could get stuck in 1999 where you were alone drinking in your closet thinking no one would care if you did such things, finally free to do them..the drinking is out of hand. you know it is.
Do not tell me that it is karmic (not) (karma is guilt shed that right now.



Virgo will bring up karma, heaven and many other meta physical  ideas. They can be quite choosy in their fantasy gods..

'if you are pure of heart"
They seem to have a reason for each thing that they do and I am afraid it is not always logical. The mind can justify anything.

No one is pure of heart, babies..that is not the kind creatures that we are.

Yup

September is Virgo time!

bringing in your hard work

it will show in areas that may surprise you

For Aries  gals and men..here it is..do not be so disappointed with others. Be who you are on your own for a minute and be happy for you not what your expectations from your lover or friends.

Taurus, diet and health better be top on the list. Shopping for nice skirts! You rock!

Gemini, there have been hurdles is all I can say. be brave and be pretty and say prettier words. It is a win!

Cancer, yes, it is new and it will be hard. You want this! Be ready to work and get it..especially the female version of cancer.


Leo, alone is good, too many burned bridges babies..you need to reconnect with the real people who have loved you.

Virgo..rest and reprieve? Maybe. i feel like it is a big load but I am glad it is you flying this ship.

Libra, cheers, 12 house stuff right now must be handled without fear and loathing for details..be the woman! Be the smart man!

Scorpio, deep commitments and regeneration at your fingertips, your words and your ways, softer and more comfortable..yea!

Sagittarius, they say you  are more likely to be disloyal. Well, why waste time on lies and hurt feelings..of course move on.

Cappy, moody much? Anxious for love, respect, commitments to be real and ready at all times? Transforming your energies and making your work count, you are a teacher through and through. You are a hard working long suffering human. Some  might think you are aloof and unfriendly. It is being choosy of who you will pour that sweet goat magic on, I suppose!

Aquarius, I hope you are writing some of your ideas down!

Pisces
Listen, you are not a martyr. You do not have to take any abuse from lesser jealous people. They would be mean to anyone in their path. Focus on what you want to do with the rest of your time here. It is not repeating your abusers words and then crying and doing nothing.
say,,quietly as you can like in your deepest voice that would be a strain to hear and yet it carries all the power the other one does not have..
"do not speak to me like that"
walk away..
It works every time. Now, please remember this, you hold the key to happiness for many souls! I am sorry! :) We love you!

name your best thing day and I can think about is saturn square pluto

You had better at least review your great assets because someone will sit down with you one day and recite where you can improve in their eyes.

All I can think about is saturn square pluto..
and I wish I could give you dreamy pictures with quotes about how powerful women are
yea..
Remember when you beat me up because I didn't love Jesus enough? "Oh, I do!" Says Pluto!

I don't want to know someone who says they can save  and love me beyond measure and in reality,  to not do it,  because they can not..you see, they will do that to any one and that is how you are NOT special.
sorry Jesus, I can help but bring you up and I know you had nothing to do with what they did in your name..I am so sorry! They fuked you over too baby! (too harsh?)

"what the fuck?",  asks Saturn square Pluto!

What the fuk indeed friends!

"There are (is) work to be done and you must focus" says Saturn.
 He can be sweet and funny!
Do not let that facade fool you, he is a dick through and through, that guy!

"there are insidious mind scramblers who tried to attack me", says pluto and he is overwhelmed by the onslaught. he must remain silent for now. He will speak and when he does, people listen..plus I think Pluto is the future home for us earthlings when the sun goes red giant for a couple million years way in to the future...when Earth is swallowed up and all of our fantasies of what we are will disintegrate and become something again or not but probably, yes..:)


That is the apprehension of saturn square pluto and that is the thing that makes us ponder on deeper meanings. It is death, the tower and breaking ups..

It is making deep commitments to a marriage and family.

It is serving a greater future life, like, grandchildren and your  garden too!

What did you think you were here for, taking selfies for the facebook? No, those things mean nothing. It is the life you proceed with each morning to your mother, your brothers and the way you greet them and say good bye and how much time do you actually spend  with your kids, really?


It is really pretty wonderous that you even get to decide in  so small a measure, what you can be for now..be better, be harder to break, be smart and read and learn better ways  and be sweet smelling!

Here is what I am making today  for  my sweet Linda(not her real name)

neroli frankincense gele

frankincense gele


I want to make cookies and I guess there is a really good recipe out there to try..


https://joyfoodsunshine.com/the-most-amazing-chocolate-chip-cookies/

Ingredients

• 1 cup butter softened
• 1 cup white sugar
• 1 cup brown sugar packed
• 2 tsp vanilla
• 2 eggs
• 3 cups flour
• 1 tsp baking soda
• ½ tsp baking powder
• 1 tsp salt
• 2 cups chocolate chips

Instructions

1. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F. Line a baking pan with parchment paper and set aside.
2. In a separate bowl mix flour, baking soda, salt, baking powder. Set aside.
3. Cream together butter and sugars until combined.
4. Beat in eggs and vanilla until fluffy.
5. Mix in the dry ingredients until combined.
6. Add 12 oz package of chocolate chips and mix well.
7. Roll 3 TBS of dough at a time into balls and place them evenly spaced on your prepared cookie sheets.
8. Bake in preheated oven for approximately 8-10 minutes. Take them out when they are just BARELY starting to turn brown.
9. Let them sit on the baking pan for 2 minutes before removing to cooling rack.