Happy Birthday Virgo

This story is not for just Virgo but for all of us..carry on..

I know the story gets better and better. Just be careful you are not making up the truth as you go in order to qualify or justify or in extreme cases to completely redo the whole story..your lie is as good as anyone's I suppose.
The obvious thing with all Virgo stuff is reap what you have sewn. The work which has been put in since May!

Right now has been  the extreme time to fall apart so you can put some things together. You have to always be diligent that is the true gift of the harvest. I wish I were more.."all the things"

It is messy business, but try as you might to feel better about yourself, and your reasons for who you are..here is the thing..

Virgo The Virgin The Surgeon The Whore and The Saint.

(I look at Virgo like this; The Virgo Cluster in space is so huge that we are but one tiny galaxy among billions and and the Virgo Cluster is but a small part of a bigger more magnetic attractor
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Laniakea_Supercluster
Your values may seem really big and they are but they are not everything..that is what it teaches me))

I have Virgo visiting my twelfth house and hospitals have been an issue..the twelfth house is so cool..scary and cool. The Challenge with twelfth house Virgo visits, is the contrast of opposites..Virgo vs Pisces which rules the twelfth house..fantasy wants vs reality availability..

Anyhow, look at that, we are at Virgoan vibes already.Virgo comes through and serves,
Virgo loves to do a good job, and eat well of course the sex.

The whole thing with a deep yearning towards Romanticism  for the recent past. may hurt peoples feelings. Seems like being happy where you live right now is a key to bringing love to the table instead of longing for something that is no longer here right now, before you.
I don't know if I said that right..:)

And another thing comes to mind..You might find other deeply fulfilling experiences rather blathering about work details that mean nothing and perhaps not so out there that no ones wants to play..if you like being alone that is fine but if you want people to love you stop saying stupid mean things to just be edgy.
Virgo brings reality to the table. If you want friends be friendly and kind..otherwise you can take your hate notions and your hate reasons and your hate dedications and simply turn them in to "godly devotion" that will help everyone right?

Getting There Saturn Pluto

I love this photo. I makes me think of myself right now.
How I have to listen and I have to know reality.

Reality is this..You must take care of yourself physically and not just say you'll do it. Try to put feelings away right now because it is all business and maybe no fun.I hope you rest and take care to heal your body. Your heart will be fine and dandy if you just take better steps. Stay away from ass holes who try to pour their bad day on you.
They will always have bad days. How is it on you to listen?
It isn't.
Say how you must have the things or they will continue to bother you and drain your cup.

What do you need to be happy?
I ask and ask and must remember that what you need to be happy changes as the years go by.
It is okay to change your mind. Go in your own mind and see the truth of you and then tell it to your own mind again.
Maybe you forgot how it is like to be served..tell it. Tell that,  you deserve the most good!

** I thought I would say hello after two months not being able to sit and write..if you can call this writing..lol

Full Moon in Sagittarius what does it mean

Growing learning new ideas that seem far fetched to some..This full moon has taught me that it is my duty to remain calm under pressure and cry if I want to. I do see a whole lot of unfair mean political nonsense. Did we forget we are one  nation and must abide by some sort of real respect and love for one another? Did we forget that God did not make the earth just of our own people but he seems to have made the earth with all sorts of colors just like flowers..the words or notes to their message leave a scent or a mark in the atmosphere. It lingers the scent of a flower, just like our thoughts..

Meeting new people right outside your realm and noticing that yes, they are different but only because the words they learned made them so.

Yesterday, I was waiting in line at one of the many plant places I visit and there behind me was the biggest and darkest man with sort of a military look and then when he spoke he was just like me! Everything like from his clothing to the plants he was going to plant in his yard in a part of Detroit that is mostly city. They still have deer there too and we talked about it. He was normal African American working and living his life and talking about his family and where we all live and how Livonia has parks around each neighborhood..he was nice and I saw nothing different about our lives.


I don't know. I mean if we love Jesus and he loves us, which one of us does he love more? Why are we even political about brown skin?

It looks like Jesus he has nothing to do with it. The things we decide are right and good are decided every moment and the moments add up see, and then they create a whole blob, a bubble of same thoughts and same actions and same angers towards others who do not use the same anger words and it is all us.
Take what is happening in Dominican with all the deaths..they think it is the crocked liquor dealers cutting the liquor with who know what! My point is that one, don't go there and if you do, don't drink there..my other point, that, collectively they created a crooked way to make money from people they do not know because as a group they  made enough words so they can all agree with each other to do what they do. Then they all go to church and hope it is enough for their lord to accept them.

 In the Dominican ideology, I am not sure if religion plays a big part. I am just saying that the group tell what is accepted as correct and true. Just try to talk to a staunch 80 year old republican and Bernie Sanders. They are rabid. LOL
They believe that Jesus is now a republican because they suffered so much under the regime of Hitler and the socialists that rose from that garbage! They lived it and were told what was true and right by the same ass holes that burned their houses and killed their fathers  while they watched it happen. WOW! The Germans payed reparations of $5000 to each family member they tortured and killed. That is how much a life was worth back then..
In God We Trust is not enough anymore.
Science will prevail and show what is true and what is a lie. Plus the Jews did not kill Jesus, how has that lie been spread for so long??

The full moon in Sagittarius is proof that we are all trying to make our lives more intelligent and that means looking at the whole world and not just your backyard.
Although my back yard is a stunning  display of gorgeous summer colors and textures. I am ripping out ever-thing around the house and getting rid of unwanted bad bug collectors and the kudzu is here in Michigan folks! Wherever it grows, nothing else can!  I know you thought I would be languishing in my bed during this break. Ha!!
I am still languishing..don't worry.

a long break yea?

I am getting older and we all know that because all of a sudden my strength which I have had my whole life, having come from stout women, my strength from my core, ebbs. I must do less. I kind of love being catered to by my kids and understand I need to relax more.
Please do not start giving me quotes about how my core can be stronger of only I did this or if ony I do that. I had one lady to to sell me glucosamine powder because hers was the "only good one"..
"leave me alone", I said to her.
It hurt her feelings. But hey, do not try to be my friend if you are just trying to make money off of me so I can buy your special amazing nutrient or blender. If I want a blender, I will decide, I do not want you coming over with things you can sell me from your book..come for tea dammit..be a real friend..I know everyone is trying to make a living and well..who am I to say how they make their money even if they go and tell a lie to women in their living rooms about how essential oils should be eaten and only theirs..run will you from young living!! See how they do? 
Now Brand, they all have oils..Now, Garden of  Lie I mean, Life, whores of organics, course, aura cassia just can't change and won't change their little bottles..I like some of their oils. they loved their business from the start. I used to buy the wee vial of jasmine from them when I began my journey with oils many years ago. It was nice.  Now they only have it diluted with jojoba and it smells like rotten flowers is what.

Get good Jasmine because if you don't, everyone might not be so open to your smells.
Jasmine has its place.
That secret place with in all women. where after they splurge on their root desires, exploding with ideas and vibrant verdant hot volatility, they can simmer down now and raise the bar towards reality. Jasmine is all female parts and holding on  to all the good you have now. Open you heart and mind because all the good is born and raised here..that is all jasmine. You put her with some white florals and you have a stunning display of musical comfort in your heart. She can handle everything you've got. She loves rose.
The Old Whore has jasmine and rose and  she has all the patchouli to make her very good. I am proud of her so much and I am happy that she has been in my life through some of my happiest days in my life.

I need me a silk cape is what! I hope you are well and enjoying summer.

steadfast groundedness and words making things real

You must take care of little errands on your own and you must take care of yourself.
There is so much ground work you have made ready that the ending is just a little round up of all the things and all wrapped up..until the next thing.

:)

We have sun and moon in Gemini and how it lightens up everything is fun and easy. Gemini likes to give you words and ideas, they do not want to invest too much emotion in needless and helpless ventures, sometimes to the extreme and every word they say can be hurtful.

You should also look at every avenue of your life and maybe right now is the time to fix some roads and curbs and jagged ditches of your body.
It is for me.
I will be bionic before my meat suit rots I can tell you..but I will not because health issues are no place for blogs. New knees are a wonderful aspect of modern life and by going forward, I am going back to the gym and training my body gently this time. No 400 pound squats, jeez!
What was I thinking?
Certainly not of future self.

The good news is that I am home for good for about three months. the bad news is, there is no bad news..lol

Lets us make bread dough and while that proofs on the other side we'll make some dang good soap.
I need me some peppermint with lavender and tee tree oil.

good morning

Leo Leo leo leo
you have all this stuff dragging you down and now you get no rewards, it is never alone time for you isn't it? Well know this, you cannot cram every thing in one weekend and then complain that you hurt and can't take it.
If you have Aquarius planets, I think the same thing will befall on you. You cannot cram all your enjoyment in one moment and then seeth  your dirty mood on us. I do not appreciate it but I love you and this is what we are. A bunch of jerks with self loathing. Stop it. Kind words are what we want, not yelling.
It is all self loathing..
Water Crab, good, you finally opened your mouth and took control of your life in a way that makes me comfortable that you are fine and I do not have to worry about you.
My Aries loves, you too. Good work at doing what needs done and making it happen in a way that we know if you are there it is held tight.
Libra..take care of the teeth, bones, and how much you are lifting..that hurts you knees as much as anything else.
Yoga is good for us..let us do  and not be lazy.

You can see where I am going with these ideas. Pluto and Saturn  are no joke. You will change and it will age you. This is what we do now, we gracefully adjust our work load and our expectations.
Uranus is serious too because he is also earth in Taurus and then all the stuff he has done till now added up. You have a very nice earth experience, I mean,  earthy, real and a shift in diet and self care is the key to happiness.
Money is an earthy subject. There is a money and values theme emerging and we are all cleaning up our closets and getting rid of clothing that is cheap and we will never wear it. Too many things..Water Crab, you too. how many clothes do you need?
365 days a year , 365 pieces and more?
You know who you are. You look great, honestly, you need a room for wardrobe only and I love that idea...
LOL

Think of the earth symbols in Tarot.. We are in a pentacles phase..this about money, insurance for the future and also being able to bury seeds in the dirt and watch them sprout in to being of glory..lol
It is about what you value now, is going to flourish in three years like a field full of sunflowers turning all day towards the sun..
Being warmed and cooled by this life giving force in order to then, give birth to wondrous creations..it can be a simple as a loaf of bread..really!

hello Taurus mommas

SUN MERCURY URANUS

Taurus
One of my most beloved signs. I am comfy with how they teach me things. they have an artistic flair which attracts me and my sense of color and poise.
It is the kind of thing that will last a lifetime if it can be made real good..that is up to you.
The harmony is there right now
the way you must admit not defeat, but the reckoning of how hard you can try when all things can be too easy
Now they are not as easy. Now we must adjust to someone else's needs..hopefully you come out of it better.
Babies, of taurus energies, listen and beware of surprise lovers and vagabonds ready to eat all your shares

Beware of liars and thieves and red hot lovers ready to sow some seeds..


"sounding nice" is sometimes not reality. There are accidental acquaintances that rob you of mental time, and before you know it, you've spent mental anguish over an outside thing beyond your control and skipped out the the self care and got sick for some one else's mistakes..caught up in a web and the regularity of its grips up on your psyche.

Uranus in Taurus  is super interesting. There might be many new political movements and future ways in which humans will express themselves.
The question being,
How can we become interstellar when we cannot even love each other enough on earth here to even get out and show ourselves out there?
Any advanced civilization out there must have overcome this hurdle in universal mind development.
All I want is everything..lol

Next month is super hot with venus in Taurus and also Uranus still there sometimes he wants to smell the flowers and the next thing you know, he flops on them and crushes them with his taught self.
Does he throw tantrums about what he needs and must have? Maybe. I think it will go really nice. It is going to be a great summer.

In aromatherapy, we will get back to what it has always been, something you either love and want to learn about or not..Young Living and all those snake oil salesmen preying on women's minds, the fuks!
:)They have been ousted and hopefully for good..

me?
I am on a little break..you may have noted on the web site for soap..etsy is somehow expensive and overwhelming and I feel like my journey with them must change and in to what I am not sure. I am still making things and will never stop. Just not 33 things..:) One reason being, I have younuns here and soap and babies don't mix. The  other is that my job is now more exhausting that ever because of modern developments with corporations who cut costs and their labor and have no real regard for their worker..otherwise they would not lock the doors when they have their meeting..yea?

I am making a new batch of old whore this week. She will shine shine shine like the beautiful goddess she is. I have everything I need to nurish her righteous and wonderfully loaded soul. I have all things to make her so good so so good. She will linger on you and surprize you each time you wash your hand or any other pink parts..:)

There are still the Capricorn planets which call me to wonder..next time though..right now I am baking bread which does go with babies..

Jupiter In Sagittarius you deserve to be happy at your own expense

Soon you will see Jup go in to Capricorn. I feel like it is good good because Capricorns all over the world can laugh a little more after grueling lessons and life support systems that needed mending. of course this can go as far as you want in your mind. It can take you to places in your memories that still hurt.
Yes, the more you tell a story the more changes you can remember and change the story. I see that however, even though the story changes and alters because your mind is different now thirty years later, or five, you can still hurt just as much at how you let someone hurt you in such a horrid way.
I do not care about how trivial it may  seem to others. Your pain  is all your own in all your own way.
That said..no you do not have to release it and be happy about your lessons. No one has the right to physically or mentally hurt you. They will. You will remember the pain of it. The hurt and the anger..be silent. The anger is what it is. it is okay for sure!
Humans do  feel all those things daily and lying about it is just plain childish. Say your truth momma!


Sagittarius is my 12 house so I already feel it. The thing is I am calmer, and I am accepting of inevitable realities that have nothing to do with sentimental lovely sayings about women and how we should be.
It ends with my family right here. I will honor my daughters as heads of my family not someone I have to give to another family.
I saw that in my mother and how the whole lot of them treated her. It started with my fathers father who from day one called her the fly on the wall. Miya..the dirty pig! He loved me! Who wouldn't?
:)
They had like six or seven kids like me. Who grew up and they all lived in that big house. My mother the outsider in a gang.(so to speak)
It ends with my boys right now I say. My mother has coddled and babied all the sweet boys in our family.
I will push them all the same based on their provisions and offerings to our family.
My daughters though..well lets us say that through all of my painful fears, we have survived the zombie hoard and continue to thrive in the apocalypse..lol


Long ago....
Me at 13 years old having just learned enough English to read some books after three years here having come home from classes at the school..
My grandfather had come to visit us from Greece and he asked me "how was school?'
"good, we learned about evolution'" I told him in Greek.
He flipped out! Started yelling and carrying and yelling at me about how ridiculous, "we do not come from monkeys!"

"Correct"

"We do not come from monkeys!"

"We all came from something and separated"

He flipped out more!
I never spoke with him again.
Not because he was wrong, but because he took it out on me.
sheesh..wtf, yo!
It is what it is!

Who do you and your opinions think you are?
Well, what I see, is you are as far as what you have made of yourself.

moon square mercury venus

It is a great time to square away loose ends and clean up, get  ready for the next phase of the year cycle.
It is a great time to encounter items lost or simply random things you have been looking for.
If you lose something, give it time, it always turns up. I like to give it the 6 week rule. You look and look and one day, there it is then..under some dumb thing you left it on.
My theory does not work for everyone so don't come knocking on my door because you have lost your long lost lover and want him back so that you two can be one again.

ha hahahahaaaaa
Never go backwards, I told you that. You will fall in a fire and be in pain.

I sound morose, I know. Pisces planets give me ideas like that. I start to think about the depths of depravity of man while he pats himself on the head because he is on the tv making claims or he has made a bunch of amazing quotes for the facebook and or she  has submitted many photos of herself on Instagram, looking at a mirror in the bathroom of a building. A strange building in a strange bathroom somewhere..
It is a thing I guess..
When I was a girl, we wore halter tops and our mothers were shocked. Now kids are changing their identities and still they are unhappy.
The key is to organize your life and not live in chaos.
There are hidden clues everywhere and It Is Important to not talk about everything you are doing as to not thin its power. They thing is you must always continue to learn and be better.
Some of your plans will not work out..it is okay..Look to see what is best now at this moment.

***
my shop
eleneetha.etsy.com

loosing and winning moon mars in gemini angled with mercury venus

When the moon is in conjunction with Mars, the things that happen before the aspect are as important  as when the aspect hits on target. By that time, you may have lost control of your words and allowed some attachment to people or things to interpret themselves in your behavior.
In other words, watch your mouth?
No!
I will not watch my mouth..
Too long we have tried to hold the peace because we do not want a war. Too long we avoid saying the truth because we are scare of being ridiculed and insulted. Too long we have craved respect while continuing to give up our freedom to corporations who demand compliance.
Remember that it takes no skill to punch in on time. It takes no skill to stab someone in the heart either, that is if your intention is to just sit around and hurt people's feelings for your own satisfaction..
Yes well, people do. they do not care about you, you! They care about their emotional superiority. The power they wield with the dollar.
Who are these, "they"?

Your boss
your other boss
and the guy who sneaks around pretending to be a shopper, he is not a shopper, he is a spy sent by the people who pay you to be on rental for them.
Your dad? Your mom, or your sister? Could be?


Well, if anything is on your mind babe, these are the times you are gonna spill and so will memories you have stuffed down there and never recovered.

These are the times when loyalties will be revealed without too many words. Sometimes, one word can stab. Loyalty is a wonderful thing. Just remember if you are being loyal to the wrong thing or person.
It may be too late anyhow. You are or may be convinced of your devotions and how they are correct and true.

review
review
review
your intentions
your happiness
your everyday convictions and things that you love.

My heart is open and my intentions are clear..unity and understanding, compassion and not fear
enough money for all
enough good food to be healthy
what else is there..it is truely how to be wealthy..lol

three planets in pisces do not be fooled by the one who is listening and stabs you later

Even for pisces it is something to behold because they really are best at being martyrs, lets us face that. Let us not forget that fish have very sharp razor teeth and if you cross one, it  will never be forgotten but buried deep down like a bad meal or an evil thought one might cherish.
No, I am not saying pisces is a bad person..we are all pisces see?
We are all in our own bubble of reality making a dent in our universe somehow.
For Gemini, life is a burden a little bit. You are never with nothing to do..But but Cancer through loads of work and study has made a dent and all is really grand. you know what they say about too much water though, enough is enough..you must show some support for others and not just have high expectations of them..
Yes, you work hard, I get it. You must be respectful, especially now.
The other thing they say about too much water, is things get washed out in the sand by the bay and always the dead bodies will float to the edge and everyone is sad..
(dead bodies meaning chaos and such emotional horridness)
too much water..hmm compassion, understanding, love, support, those  are some things we can focus on..
sinnister retaliations, seething anger, revenge and illness, those are somethings that can creep in..
yup
sinus, rain, mold spores blooming
fennel
parsley
elcampaine
elderberry

fire cider

sun in aries and moon in scorpio a once in a life time chance to do something new

No, not move to the jungle because your husband said he had a movie opportunity there and the when you went there and  your movie was rainy season with scorpions hanging around. Big ones man! Seriously huge on the wall over your head like guardians. If you saw them up close you would see a creature with eyes so they can see you..there was one place with holes in the roof so the rain always got in. it was not a broken roof. When they built the extra building, they  left a big gap in the upper far far corner.
"that won't matter" ::) they said..it really didn't. I loved that house actually. It would have been great if the neighbors weren't there. I need space..big time. They swarm you and all sorts of your things turn up missing. It is silent too.
I could care less about ,"things" man! I dragged them around. The big knife, swords,  fighting gloves..why?computers, books, stupid things that we now take for granted. We have it all in our phone or computer right here  at home.
There are places where you have to walk ten miles to get to a computer cafe.


Any ~ how..sun in aries huh? Cool...for aries because the next three days are a wonderful time to get to know your inner self, your true motivations and things you are willing to give up for the sake of better futures.
Moon in Scorpio, love... both Aries and Scorpio are ruled by mars..scorpio getting the higher octave of mars which is expertise in the hands with abilities in strange precision based arts. Amazingness reflecting..do your best, and be the best, nothing is in your way..

Boys..I think it is time to mend some fences..aries boys that is.

There are so many profound areas in astrology that fascinate me. None more than how Uranus is molding us right now at this moment.
We can choose the constant blame factor or we can see that our reactions may have nothing to do with reality.
Uranus in Taurus teaches us to want to love each thing we touch and make it art, clean and beautiful. I think saying you can set up someones business portfolio right out of college, is pushing it.
There are real steps to  everything..it is like you set up your ladder on the wall and you keep climbing and suddenly , oh, you keep climbing.
You might need a new wall..ha!
Uranus in Taurus and Mars in Taurus..a beautiful and rare aspect..enjoys this day..These next few days..honestly..now we must, we must dress nicely and always be ready..mind and body in core control..breathing. Knowing our core motivations.

If you think I am full of myself..well, who else is there?
meeeee

So my brain is gathering all of these ideas and here is my check list

sun 2 degrees Aries
moon  4  degrees Scorpio
Uranus Mars both in Taurus

Emotional tensions are not even needed. you will do one thing at a time. If you do not breathe you will die. Why do you get so scared when everything is so fine
inside you
don't worry about other's mistakes and put blame..who cares?? You might care too much.This is a reflection of motivations and how we make it happen. for the next fews days until the next new moon, there is bright future you are making ..starting now ok..ready..close your eyes after reading this..
think about yourself three years from now..

What are you wearing? What are you doing? What are people saying about you? (that is a big one, right?)
 Mars in Taurus can really get some things done right now, so you go my darling, do it. make it real nice...stay calm, breathe, it makes you pretty.


BTW
thank you for reading my rantings :)

Uranus in Taurus

 It is time to trot and stop and smell your own flowers.

I want to tell you that I am still making soap. I was a little shook up by a few events and that always means money. I had to divide as needed and etsy is draining my chynick! I need the presence as they say. So I will make the ten or so items to display my wares. i think it is better to make 24 bars instead of 8 anyhow. Also, it is not 24 because I cut them big and do not weigh each one like I am retail goods! ewe!

That said, shampoos are an issue so make sure you choose something nice for yourself. Taurus loves nice hair and skin. Shiny!
We all will think to remodel, redecorate, reinvent ourselves. Get rich quick schemes won't work either. You must sometimes tow the line of society. We all cannot live on a mountain and sing songs and deny the world. Everyone needs shampoo especially mountain people!

I like 365 cheap from whole foods. I rinse well and apply a conditioner. I apply a hair oil afterwards and dry naturally. Sometimes I use a curling stick thing. I should do more to be glamorous but I am not a glamorous person. I am a classic goddess. there is a difference. Still though glamour is all fake and classic is working with what you have and being amazing..inside glow as they say.


The Uranus in Taurus thing??

Scorpio is working and making money
Taurus is working and waiting the deals from making hard work and art
Libras rule with this aspect and any taurus planet makes them more grounded and attracting loads of cash on hand..blessed be! lol
Virgo, be the snake that bites heads off instead of the cowering weak informationless in a bubble of hate person that you could be. Be the one who can strike at an opportunity and navigate with ease. I wish you could enjoy at least a day or two of your life. i think you embrace the past almost like a romance. Things were never that good though. We make our stories better afterwards or worse..like I said.
Aries..take your time and put some distance between the people who nag and constantly put you down. Do your best and be nice. You cannot lie dude! You are not Odysseus!

Capricorn, honey, all this earthiness is starting to drag us down. Taurus energies are about art in the home..art in the life..life as art. You can lead that somehow through your ideas.

Cancer..it is great, you are great, some of the guys are a tyrant jerks..and it is hard to love a jerk yo!

Leo, good, like a light switch, you achieve. Your challenges are medicine.  do your best!

Aquarius..let your shiny ideas just pour honey. You help heal others who are less mentally capable of adjusting. many hearts

Sagittarius is having a second wind..developing..

Gemini, aren't you glad the whole "you suck" thing is is over. Be beautiful and say nice things. No one needs to have their dick cut off, put the sword away!

solid somber sunshine days Uranus in Taurus do not turn back now stomp stomp stomp

Solid, only that taurus typers are turning all their creative forces in to unique and if I may say, "spiritual" endeavors. They want to leave the practical world behind and live the dream.
Yoga, meditation and rigid spiritual food prep and diet choices, all of those things.
Food is a religion folks and if you do not see it, well who am I? I am the same as you. I want to feel good and get old and not broken with little mind. I want big mind.

Be careful who you turn your back to during these forces. Your loyalty has mattered in every respect and there is not a big enough  lie to cover up your true identity. I mean especially with your kin.
I see a trend where there can be a little click going in the fams. They do it and the self righteous will always choose wrong, they go together.
Am I saying too much right is wrong?
I am!
I am saying that all day.
Humans get creativity from their mischievousness. Nurture what you want. Who is involved? Are you happy? Do you want more money and success in your leagues. Are you healthy or do you constantly eat eat eat bad things.


"Right"
I have to tell you that makes me nervous!
It makes me nervous because you  will always get a jackal with money who exploits ideas and gains fervor and gains many many sheep who need that special tag for their food.
Their clothing and so on. I mean I haven't seen this many doc martins since sinead o'connor in the 90's! lol
:)
so cute!


Uranus in Taurus teaches me that I must always think twice before diving in to regimes. I do want artistry at its most peak for me..I do.
It means something really good and pure. it means I am trying and serving and learning from each step. I sometimes stomp. I am able to stomp and cut through bad smoke! I am ten feet high above the fakeness and despair from the hardened up melodramatic fake adornments and fake flair.

Uranus is Taurus is about doing what you love and making money, a good living, with extra for all sorts of goodness. Being selfish is kind of hand in hand with self improvement. Try not to be too haughty! Please?

I wonder what kind of styles will develop?

Things I want..
new computer
more good flour for bread
white spelt flour
rye flour
more seeds
more grains
more stains on my shirt and flour dust everywhere
don't worry, I cleaned up


Today's soap, Old Whore...mmm she opens doors!




This is three day rise with organic high gluten bread flour.
Sourdough is alive!

I was afraid to increase the salt. We will see if I made a difference with extra sea salt in this one. I will eat it with olives and tea and just the crust.

Have a beautiful day!

you might be reflecting something of your own nature and Is mercury retrograde again?

It is finally March! Happy Birthday Pisces..yea, you guys..I know you are suave beyond words an that you have the compassion to back up what you want done. And you might think that you are weak but that is just a facade you give to yourself so that others will do your bidding. You do have plenty of bidding, and anyone who is lucky enough to be under your gaze, well, they will be rewarded.
Do not fixate on controlling everyone or everything and I know you are able to relax enough to allow others to be themselves. That is the trick to your happiness and sometimes lower types will try to grave in as to fill some void they might be experiencing. Don't they know that they were made for you and that you were not made for them? Did you also forget that?
 Find good habits! Find positive endevores, ones created with out malice towards others.
These energies can take us all very far in to our creative mind so that we can shed some of the foggy and lingering sadness and can certainly be a nurturing force to some bad habits.
 Obsess much?
Me too!

 

I am throwing myself in to sourdough bread and enjoying every  fail as much as all the wins! That one in the photo is my best one after many many not fails but not awesome..I am talking flavor and texture.
I wonder if that is what Pisces can help with..to laugh at the obscurity and the falseness and they can cut through it like slicing soft pillowy goodness and it is delicious!


Okay I know I want to say only lovely quotes but our life is not that simple.
I think we should make some soap.
Rosemary calls me!

foxy keen super sage

chypre old whore loads of labdanum old whore

I made soap.
I made a new batch of old whore and then I split the batch to make foxy keen super sage soap with manuka honey and pumice.

The blend is wicked!
1 ounce sage
2 ounces patchouli
1/2 ounce of cedar wood
vetiver and rhu khus,  one  that radiates so much love that I can only say it is magical in its concentration of particles.

The honey gives this soap a nice caramel amber tone and this  softened the spiky sage.

foxy keen super sage patchouli soap

Foxy because your skin glows! Herbally fragrant and high in pumice this bar is! At first you might find it too rough. After you soften your bar with warm water and give it some love, it will relax and scrub you like nothing you have ever had the pleasure of enjoying. 

I am going to bath right now with my wee bar, the rest are for you!

Virgo Full Moon

Virgo good

loyalty
organization
good food
well made art
satisfaction with sex
too much sex
obsession with sex
mental abuse
overload
lies
making up lies out loud and changing your story as you go and the believing it is all true
there is no real story
there is cause and effect and how you color your words..

Virgo full moon brings you down on the floor all broken sometimes
if you are below the poverty line or just above,
you may be subject to a ,life of servitude..there is your reality..you drive on the kings road, so, you pay!

Virgo Full Moon
talk to your mother because the Saturn Pluto is in Cappy and you are right there on a mountain
Your mountain!

It is made of your kin and everyone they bring to the mountainside that you dwell on.
It is glorious
trees and many wonderful creatures living near by enjoying their bounty..nuts, berries, mushrooms which heal...the question being, that, if you are on the mountain side..what are you doing there? Are your serving someone,  your fellow man?
"Serve yourself",  Pluto says! "Listen to your higher conscience", Saturn says! "Do your duty!"


Maybe the thing I find about virgo influences is that they bring the past in a very sympathetic way..They love the past memories and they want to bring that feeling back when they had that one meal that was the best thing they ever ate. You almost feel jealous at their meaning of the memory..xx

Find that special one memory now..which one?

Here is one of mine and I did this for one year :)
On a mountain
in the best house with all windows just about..monkeys, and many animals of the jungle near by...

4:30
feed the monkeys some bananas
and the walk down the the banana trees i planted. the monkeys watch and play. They stay up high where the vines have made flowers. they eat the inside and drink the water in them.
Sing while you water the babies on the path
"hey bagavan"

8:00 make dough and start a fire It is hot. The dough is ready in like 15 minutes

The monkeys love dough so make sure you hide it while it rises or they will steal  in a second!

make flatbread and cook it on the fire mmmm
 fry up some big bananas and serve with black beans, rice, roasted peppers, queso fresco and some fried eggs if you want..

11:00 am
take a swim and by 12:00 it is time to go in and rest during this  hot part of the day
.There were 2000 books...

reality..
I carried those fuckers from house to house and then some of them were eaten by ants and other paper eating creatures.. that is why Tarzan did not have books!

I hope your sweetheart is sweet and you are content

Okay so I am in to this whole thing with astrology.

I can't stop. No, it is not my religion, it is simply a fun way for me to look at archetypes and respond with ideas about what I think of it.

I wish I could be a scientist and explain fully the mysteries which slowly become revealed to us. It all fits as far as I am concerned.

Look at neptune in Pisces right now. Look at how Chyron is conjunct and also Mercury visiting the shady two! 

What you will get is some bad news and how you will face fear at its most icy and real. 

Like you haven't had to grow up a million tymes in a million ways..I did mean the spell error! Tymes! The "y" brings more to the table this time and you had better look at all the fact and don't try to slide in your fantasy of how things could be, they already are what they are..could be is a fantasy and pretending game. grow up!

That is what a Pisces would say. 

Do not expect people to stand by you. Do not expect them to love you. Do not expect them to do the right things for you..

Ha!

I said "for you"!

Mercury in Pisces wants to hide hide, hide from reality and pretend, pretend, pretend everything is bad whilst they languish in their high tower..ha ha.. ah, go kill a chicken for food and then pluck her and then cook her because you are hungry and then come crying to me because your organic  grass fed cows milk is out of stock in the middle of winter and you can't live without that one..awe..did you ever think that maybe the cow is not making as much because it has been 20 below zero for like a week? No?

OMG what are you going to do? ha ha ha rawerrrrr

It is not bad. 

It is so good and you are fine. Remember who you are. Be a woman! Not a weak trollop! Be an Old Whore..

Power to the core.

Maybe you need to re teach people how to treat you..good..we will talk.

The old whore

labdanum and oakmoss

bergamot and rose

patchouli

and vetiver

ambergris and jasmine like you have never had before 

oolong tea organic

wormwood 

she lingers like honey on the skin so fine

she radiates the heat that summons 

luxury

sattisfaction

joy

oh and sexy sexy sexy all the tyme..

Aries moon mars uranus

Take care babies. Think twice! My mom says that all the time! Open you eyes and think twice..
All decisions are not your responsibility and maybe you took on too much as usual.
It gets to be too many things to do and you need your rest time.
We all do. It has been a hectic time of rad change.
Do not make the mistake of being caught up in what the screen tells you every minute of the day. You seem to need to take on a side. Have it all  laid out, your way.
I know!

Look everything is temporary. True love is a false lie your hormones keep reminding you.
With the moon it is always something moving towards the insight and realizations, exposures. With the moon, one's fears become known to them. They have known all along. They know in their heart the deceptive nature of their own expectations. To expect others to follow greedily is asking too much.
Uranus brings extreme change and movement, seeking freedom..
Do what you want and if you allow these events to color you for life, well, guess what, growing old and bitching about the world is not what you are here for. This universe will continue on its own living journey with you no matter what.
( I do not know if I said that right.)
It is sort of a magic carpet ride. I know man, for some the carpet is stained or ripped apart by bad selfish people who are on our rock being dicks!
No, it is not always sweet thoughts in front of your computer whilst people all over our earth are still in the dark ages expecting miracles and goodness like people pretend jesus said. (nuff said about it))

One thing is for sure, things may get shaken up and of course it is a money thing. of course it is an ego thing. Aries has a big head. Hope fully the one you know has educated themselves and continues to do so because let me tell you one thing, an aries set in their old ways...well, one avoids conversations because why use words with an inconsolable person? It is really of no value whatsoever.
you are not here to convince others that you are right.
These archaic ideas with become dust because like it or not..you magic carpet is only for you. It does look amazing and you are more beautiful than ever.

(**this note is not just for aries**)

fat cat blues

fat cat blues
She is the fattest cat I have ever seen.
She is nervous and shy and has to tell you. She talks all night. She wants company to be awake with her.  I scold her because she is a grown cat, what the heck? "hey, stop!" I said to her! She stopped so I could sleep. She is so fat I can hear her walk and it wakes me up. ha ha ha, so fat!

We gave her a cleaning when she came and she is only fed  by me. To say that I did it is a lie. My daughter is the animal whisperer around here and I couldn't manage such complicated tasks, like bathing a cat. I do have an understanding with her and I know she likes me (the cat, not my daughter))but she already knows not to go on my bed or climb on the tables.
Bella, what the heck!

venus 0* capricorn sun moon mercury in aquarius

 a weirdly electric time

I wish I could find the words to describe
the way I feel inside
one way is extreme desires
the other is reality 

the swirling words that bribe me


the twirling moods that bind me to earth and my earthly
recreations

My feet firm on the ground
aware with each cell where they stand
aware with each breath  how far down my effort goes  goes before release and renew

Coming Up In Soapmaking Tits To Toes Spa Renewal Kit

I have ordered some ground pumice and my plans are to make a foot scrubber soap bar  and then a butter for afterwards and make this a kit. It will come as a set with a nug of soap, foot butter and a vial of tits to toes fruit oil serum.
I know! It does sound amazing and I am so in love with this blend. Let us now attend to what it will bring.

  beautiful and a little masculine

We want our men to want to please us. We want to please our cosmic lover. Inviting with waves of juicy tree words through each fragrant molecule that enters our mind.

Renewal for your sole, ha!

Black Spruce is open to grand visions and brings refreshing joy in the room.
You must bring happiness, honey, when you come inside..
this is not time for snide
When entering smile, it makes everything pretty. Suddenly, you are more.


Lavender, spiky, dry, floral, refreshing, soothing, calming. Loads so that it will stand out.

Palo santo because it grounds you and clears your mind. It is something that will mix with the lavender like the threads that keep your comfy blanket together.

Holy basil.. a hidden secret helper,  keeps toxic vibes at bay

one drop peppermint..one.

I hope you join me in this lovely blend which will please us so much.

moon conjunct saturn and pluto

I, for one have lived this complex heavy "aspect" (moon saturn pluto capricorn) most of my life so, it is nothing new to me to feel burdened, heart broken, .locked in, trapped, having to carry other's burdens.
As a parent, the pain your kids go through are the same ones you may see of feel as they  grow.
It hurts us!
To let go! Loving someone is okay. Following them around to make sure they do what you want is too much.
Family wants that support from you. especially now. You will get your feelings hurt.

Did you see what  that old lady from Russia just said before she died at age over 120? "I never had one happy day in my life"
ha ha ha ha ha
I laughed because she still had it together in her last moments. She talked about Stalin and how her people were shipped out in cattle cars because that guy said they were bad people and needed to go. Women died from their bladder exploding because they were too embarrassed to pee in front of a locked crowd.
The smart ones peed.
I am making a solid point about happiness I guess.
As if Saturn in Capricorn hasn't had enough heavy vibes and learning and mother and father, all of it, no, that was not enough! Now, you have this with Pluto and well the moon is not helping with her freaking over exaggeration of hurts and boundaries.
Remember what is important!
If your pipes burst or your furnace breaks in -16 weather, your hurt feelings get put aside because there is work to be done and after the emergency of the work, you can go back and bask in your regrets once again! Make sure you pay attention to what needs done.
Ha ha ha
What, to much? Too much freaking PLUTO bringing insidious notions in peoples mind and other  people see it and reflect in their way and everyone is pissed because they held it on too long..
"I have never experienced one happy day in my life", she said!
Nothing?
Not even one lovely warm hot pee on your own?

the moon is in capricorn a capricornian story

Soon, the tri aquarius team, moon sun merc, will charge us up and make us feel like we are actually one race of people in a whole body of god, but hey, as you know, I am against all religion because, sure, god loves you, I get it! Just you and me because we are tight.

If  you think about it too much you might rant for a year or two like I have  and perhaps always will.
 I am thinking on sweeter things, however the cappy moon makes me uber emo and I feel like I am carrying the world and some days, are, harder now and for me they will be for a few more months.
I am still creating you know. I am always creating something.

Yesterday, one of my regular shoppers ( I do not know what to call them) who is a political science major came in with her daughter who has perpetual constipation.
I know what the problems is!
 Her mother, a very bright Persian woman, loves to say she loves  prayer, always she says that first, I think it is a habit. What I see is the mother is very attached to keeping her girl so healthy that she is not healthy. She is pallid and says nothing while her mother chatters on.  I try to engage in real questions, like, " what do you do when you do not study, what do you study, anyhow?" "I study for medicine, maybe.."
she looked down when she said it, you know?
She does not want to be a doctor. I do not know what she wants to do, but honestly, she looked a little vacant just in case her mother, still talking, might find her private  thought and dissect it like a surgeon..
controlling her girl while choosing all the remedies and  what she will eat next. seriously lady, she is in college, not some desert island and she is 20, leave her alone!
This time we gave her some magnesium powder (we as in me) and some dandelion tea.
I know what the problem is.
she wants to tell her mom to piss off for a minute  so she an breathe but she is scared and now she is a slave to this controlling tight person which manifests her reflections on her girl. the poor girls liver!
Admittedly, I really kind of  enjoy her knowledge and fervent need to understand the body and herbal medicine. She should be a doctor, not the girl.



from the feet grounded as they are charged with earthly  life
traveling upwards and through each ancient cell of your body
and out of your  hands as each  of your mind's intention pours
over


renewal
healing
mending
gratitude

sun moon saturn lingers in capricorn

It could be as simple as a lovely friend who is much older.  Now, about this future in your mind right now. It feels nice to be understood and cared for in lovely ways. Learn how to be better. Give in to other's ideas  enough to  listen, learn and be alone just not too much :)
Define what is real to you and what your goals are. You do not  need to be with hurtful people but if your demands are over the top, be aware of what you are asking from people you love and others around you. In other words, you are not above reproach.

It is time to work harder and your bones will ache. Mine do because I work like a 20 year old, they make me. I really need to think about a new situation with a calmer body impact. om to that..I mean besides soap. Believe me, 8 bars of soap does not a water bill pay..lol soap is my love  not my money maker, I am afraid..awe..it is good babies, really...

There are transformations coming your way
no you can not really hide from your own mind.
Be sure to realize how lovely the water sparkles in the light
be a receiver of that healing life force fervent
capturing joy and releasing it as success..

You must allow for others to have the joy too. all the joy pay it forward.. Joyfully.

winter 2019
It could be your bones are not as sturdy as you thought..this includes teeth and bones and also skin being dry.As I write this I want you to allow others you have loved to be happy and enjoy their lives. Every human deserves god's sunshine on their head, I always say. All of them alright..all!
They are hungry to work and you hold them away. Oh man, I know I would hate to be among that big group of people, I know that. The whole trip is very dangerous. A white person couldn't take that journey with 50 dollars and nothing else but a back pack, sleeping outside and running fast.

I am out of shea butter cream, myself. My skin kind of hurts and  the winter inside dryness makes me a little dry.
So, I go to open a jar I once made with that weird rose co2 and I was thinking it would have bloomed enough by now to be nice it has..dang I wish I didn't spill that everywhere! I stunk all day man!
I was rosey and heavy patchouli and freeking ylang ylang.
It was ridiculous and I scared the new manager because even though I had changed my clothing, it reeked so hard on me. It should've been a hard penis not that ylang ylang which babe it has its place and puts pluto at guard so yea you need a dab of potion not a cup of potion.
I radiated and always will. Yesterday, was one of those times.la la la
. No wonder people make lemongrass soap.
Cheap and good! Honestly, I love all the oils and how powerful they are.
The ideas keep  rolling...

As Capricorn is in her prime all the time we should all find grace and attitude

Four planets in Capricorn and it seems like it will never end as my mother will say, "another cart of potatoes"
I do not know what she means by it but it is some old thing her people would say when one thing after another crops up and you have to fix it. it will all cost money and time. Know that.
It will all find your deepest longings to be reviewed.
 It will be sudden bursts of complete transformative joy and at the same time others will loose something that is a big part of them.
leaving the past behind you is something you cannot do unless you are in the present.
You must not dwell in past behaviors and past mistakes and let that cloud you in to who you are right now.
Four
Four planets in Capricorn!
Sheesh!
For me and other capricornian souls, man, we are used  to it. Fir others, their bad habits and constant negative behaviors have the best of them. There is not more them, only their constant whining and crying about the world they see on the tv.
For goodness sake, you can put the phone away..it is hard I now. By he way a Capricorn can bring confidence and strong intent gone amazing, think about that the only thing that should be  that hard is a penis. Everything else has a recipe and training your brain. If you want to learn about it. This is your time to do it. be a hermit, be a trained mind that can learn and change.
Saturn in Capricorn with Pluto means there are many  things more powerful and you. You must stay detached and remember that plutos power is your power too. Just a few zeros and you'll see.! I love you and me!.

New scrub sets coming up soon because I am so in love with the new way I can do some business and still remain true to myself.
Tea Tree and Clay Soap coming up and more eleppo because I found out that I can add a whole lot more laurel berry oil. wow!

flashes of insight and a reverence for whats is real

I was looking at the stars and wondering how I missed the capricorn new moon and all her followers including the sun all to bow to the lady! It should be  Ga Ga in my opinion but what do I care about hollywood and all its choices on what is cool or not.
Sun Moon Mercury Saturn Pluto in Capricorn  Mars in Aries, Uranus in Aries..  The moon has since moved on to aquarius)
That is one thing we all missed about this transit..saturn was right there, pouring so much reality down our throats so that we must just stop and face the darkness like a woman and not a pussy bitch..
ha ha ha rawerrr

Old lady calls..already rude before the call..ha .."do you have over 55 by ***ga food?"

" no we do not, they have been discontinued." I said in a calm dark voice as I am testy at night after hundreds of people want to talk to me about their divorce (oh yea, big time)or bad husbands that lead them to depression and self loathing enough that they go to a grocery store to make a friend in me who listens, I suppose..
"what!!" How long ago was this cancelled!!??"
I remained silent at least 5 seconds..because..I mean what difference does that make. they are not here lady, they are not here and will not be here, oh my god, what will you do not without those pills?
I did not say that!
"I am so sorry maam"))
Oh no, she called back for a manager who called me..lol (everytime)
The one upstairs who was from seafood originally and calls me to ask where we have the specific requests on the phone calls.
She was not even there yo! At home, 9 freaking thirty at night when we are about to close and she is all ruffled up about a vitamin..
Boohoo lady, really!
Eat a salad and go to bed. Even if I had them in stock, she would have not been able to get them till morning..so why the anxiety?
One reason is simple,
Humans use scapegoats to solve their emotional problems. that is the dark side of Saturn. You have so much dignity for your tradition of talking down to people that when you realize your plan will not work in modern times because silly, equal rights mean equal rights and your dignity means nothing with out the brain power to go with it. Plus Amazon is a cold cold machine that works with or without your support.
In other words..money does talk but that does not mean we will kiss your rotten ass just because you think you deserve to be mean and not be called out.
I won't call that lady out..she is one of hundreds I encounter daily..so many that maybe , yes, perhaps I am getting desensitised. It does feel kind of nice to get cold hearted at times.

Enjoy this saturnian overload for a while longer so that you can bite reality in the soft warm parts that smell like chypre' made by me, that bring joy and laughter like a cosmic wife would and might..
Ah, such earthly delights, that I will be greedy and fervent for  as much as I can, as much as there is for me..and you!