by observing things that come to my attention
by always relying on my higher mind
and always saying what is on my mind
at times, my voice will boom
others times I will cry and worry
not today..
I have been given a talisman
I humbly accept
Dagaz
Rune Secrets
Tuesday, February 17, 2015
Monday, February 16, 2015
daily rosey intentions
projections
quiet plans
no one to bother with
nothing but you and your you-ness
I have been on a journey. I have always known my mind, well mostly, and know what I want.
I have cried over the loss of not getting all of the things my way. I have laughed and enjoyed moments that seemed to be unforgettable and now, I must say, they are..I have to go back to minds remembrance to focus on them and why would I?
I am moving forward always. Even when I stop and do nothing, things are moving based on what work I have done that last day before now.
It all seems like a lot of drivel all of it. Unless you set some intentions.
My friend, she asks me, How do you set your intentions?"
She asked more than one time. She will do that to get my juices flowing because wanting what is best always makes you choose better things and ways to react with life's traumas.
"How do you set your intentions?", she asked me a third time.
"well, I ahhhh..okay, I slowly become awake, and think things witha smile..it is so good when I am all rested. I think about flower oils and I think about my visions of the day before"
Cassis Rose Sandalwood Oil
I am thinking, thinking of your flowers, thinking of soft sweet clovers and violets and damp dirt and there are peony and jonquils near by and musky vanillas coming from u.
:)
quiet plans
no one to bother with
nothing but you and your you-ness
I have been on a journey. I have always known my mind, well mostly, and know what I want.
I have cried over the loss of not getting all of the things my way. I have laughed and enjoyed moments that seemed to be unforgettable and now, I must say, they are..I have to go back to minds remembrance to focus on them and why would I?
I am moving forward always. Even when I stop and do nothing, things are moving based on what work I have done that last day before now.
It all seems like a lot of drivel all of it. Unless you set some intentions.
My friend, she asks me, How do you set your intentions?"
She asked more than one time. She will do that to get my juices flowing because wanting what is best always makes you choose better things and ways to react with life's traumas.
"How do you set your intentions?", she asked me a third time.
"well, I ahhhh..okay, I slowly become awake, and think things witha smile..it is so good when I am all rested. I think about flower oils and I think about my visions of the day before"
Cassis Rose Sandalwood Oil
I am thinking, thinking of your flowers, thinking of soft sweet clovers and violets and damp dirt and there are peony and jonquils near by and musky vanillas coming from u.
:)
Sunday, February 15, 2015
new neem things
Three soaps made on this chilly, -8 degree day.
Juniper with raw honey, neem, rhassoul and salt
organic grown hemp flowers with rhassoul, salt, frankincense, ginger, cinnamon and sweet orange made in balm and now in soap just this one time!
(I have in my possesion various extractions from people who grow things..in coconut oil and butter made long and slow time:))
Great for pain they say..since I do not particularly love the smell of hemp as any sort of balmy application, I though I would make soap and see what we get. I might as well use it for something.
and, neem lemon, yuzu with salt and rhassoul as a soap bar
Rhassoul is a bland color but I don't care. I love it. When you put a little rhassoul in a clay mask, you feel it more. It does not feel like any of the other of the clays I use. For example, the ancient Aztec clay (Calcium bentonite), that one is too severe for all the time and yet I love it, now and again.
Rhassoul feels like ground rocks which is how it used to come in this country. It is heavy in the hand and light at the same time. We had to grind it and work it to a powder in order to gain its benefits.
Remember when I got so mad that everyone had to have it? Yea..some things are not for everyone are they? Like everything all the people who had to have it lost interest. I didn't..dude, we are talking manganese and lithium in trace amounts..just perfect really!
I hope you are having a nice morning and that you relax a little bit and stop being so mad all day. Do not be mad, do your job, be a happy boy or girl and not some emotional revenge driven boy or girl.
Just saying..say less, think more..and use my soap!
Juniper with raw honey, neem, rhassoul and salt
organic grown hemp flowers with rhassoul, salt, frankincense, ginger, cinnamon and sweet orange made in balm and now in soap just this one time!
(I have in my possesion various extractions from people who grow things..in coconut oil and butter made long and slow time:))
Great for pain they say..since I do not particularly love the smell of hemp as any sort of balmy application, I though I would make soap and see what we get. I might as well use it for something.
and, neem lemon, yuzu with salt and rhassoul as a soap bar
Rhassoul is a bland color but I don't care. I love it. When you put a little rhassoul in a clay mask, you feel it more. It does not feel like any of the other of the clays I use. For example, the ancient Aztec clay (Calcium bentonite), that one is too severe for all the time and yet I love it, now and again.
Rhassoul feels like ground rocks which is how it used to come in this country. It is heavy in the hand and light at the same time. We had to grind it and work it to a powder in order to gain its benefits.
Remember when I got so mad that everyone had to have it? Yea..some things are not for everyone are they? Like everything all the people who had to have it lost interest. I didn't..dude, we are talking manganese and lithium in trace amounts..just perfect really!
I hope you are having a nice morning and that you relax a little bit and stop being so mad all day. Do not be mad, do your job, be a happy boy or girl and not some emotional revenge driven boy or girl.
Just saying..say less, think more..and use my soap!
Saturday, February 14, 2015
every body
has a new way of talking and I walk like a giraffe! ha ha ha
That is what one boy said to me, "you walk like a giraffe!"
"it is the ravages of time, boy, how you doin'?"
In my mind I walk like a gazelle..freely and easily through my day.
Yes, Mercury is direct and we also have gone directly to thinking things through.
Always guiding our mind to our best things.
Our mind, now there is a thought..it IS really ours, maybe huh? All of us driven by some group collective chemical process..how do you think slums spread or a breakdown of a city..lack of attention and care for better outcomes over all? Better yet, glorious gardens with flowers and happy people thriving in good health and prosperity.
They used to call that little guy in your brain some sort of name too! God? No, I forget, it starts with, "H...Homunculus, I think..
who is in charge
I am in charge of my things (value)..my thoughts and my calm cool attitudes..good words fly though my body directed by my thoughts and energy suddenly shoots out through my fingers spreading immeasurable goodness to all I meet..this thought is a seed which spreads to all I may yet to encounter..we are drawn together by this brilliant force..The great attractor..just like out in space, we are out in space..
That is us, where the red dot is..
I love you:)
That is what one boy said to me, "you walk like a giraffe!"
"it is the ravages of time, boy, how you doin'?"
In my mind I walk like a gazelle..freely and easily through my day.
Yes, Mercury is direct and we also have gone directly to thinking things through.
Always guiding our mind to our best things.
Our mind, now there is a thought..it IS really ours, maybe huh? All of us driven by some group collective chemical process..how do you think slums spread or a breakdown of a city..lack of attention and care for better outcomes over all? Better yet, glorious gardens with flowers and happy people thriving in good health and prosperity.
They used to call that little guy in your brain some sort of name too! God? No, I forget, it starts with, "H...Homunculus, I think..
who is in charge
I am in charge of my things (value)..my thoughts and my calm cool attitudes..good words fly though my body directed by my thoughts and energy suddenly shoots out through my fingers spreading immeasurable goodness to all I meet..this thought is a seed which spreads to all I may yet to encounter..we are drawn together by this brilliant force..The great attractor..just like out in space, we are out in space..
That is us, where the red dot is..
I love you:)
Wednesday, February 11, 2015
Monday, February 9, 2015
a proper oily balm face wash
When I met Tonie, I was in Kentucky I think. She called me and asked me if I give samples as my skin care and soap, sound interesting. I love to please her Scorpio Moon, and what is it with me and Scorpio and why is astrology so interesting?
I told her I would send her samples if she buys something and she did and the rest is history. My people love me! They can't help it.:)
Here is why..we all love a good face wash, a great song and toner after..a toner, a serum, you just put it on after a wash or shave for the boys..it is anointing and allowing for nutrients.
There are many boys at anastasia's at the moment..."hello, my lovelies, spray that vetiver!'
I think that vetiver, on a good man is about one of the best things in life! Tonie, would know this. She loves good vetiver on her awesome man!
I find joy in that. how we can enjoy aspects of life and talk about it. I love good skin care...
You begin by turning on the hot water, time enough to allow your face to get damp..don't burn yourself but it must be hot. I like the shower for my face wash with a creamy scrub or oily balm but a basin will do just fine.
Now, a small globule of balm in your palm, if you please.
Make a loose paste with a wee bit of water, and apply to your face.
Not like scrubbing a floor, just nice and gently going in circles..
leave this on for a minute if you want to.
Now, rinse this with the hottest water you can stand and not burning, just hot. A nice hot washcloth with the basin method is so good. You put it on your face and let it steam..rinse well with cool water and pat dry.
Spray a little hydrosol on your face. I do not use toners from a store. I find they leave my skin sticky because they have to add ingredients to keep them fresh for two years and then it is the perfume they add!
Instead, I love rose hydrosol and that is all I use for years now. Sometimes, Evan Healy sends me a nice hydrosol as a gift. Frankincense hydrosol..mmm
I would be distilling frankincense all day, if I had a still! I think I want that most days.
I digress...
Next, your serum. That is all.
Tell me now, how nice your skin glows.
I love an oily face wash. It always feels so good when you are done.
Some balms on my menu are not for face washing, not unless you want to smell like the old whore from across the street..lol
Tonie would. I know I do.
Saturday, February 7, 2015
I have been making notes on patchouli
It is so good, patchouli is!!
Here is something I want to make,
patchouli vetiver with cedar, vanilla, tonka, sandalwood and maybe some frankincense in there along with musky labdanum to make for a musky note.
I wish I had some ambergris..maybe soon I will buy some and we can make some interesting blends with it. I want to, right now, thank all my customers for making that possible every week. the excellent ability to buy oils and make things for you!
This last idea..
It sounds like scorpionic rock star to me.:) Who is constantly evolving and realizing they do not really need what they think they need?
I am "pungent", my one boy said the other morning after I had been mixing for a couple of hours before going to his pad to watch the young one..:)
"pungent"
hahahaaaa!
No, I am not dwelling on one word, much!
I am pungent, because patchouli and basil stay on you for a while. I had used a very strong old whore soap I had in my bath that day.:) and then took a spray of the 100% concentrated cologne base i have been mixing for a couple of weeks now..LOL
Modern Man Cologne
modern man cologne
You see, I am so deep in this scent that it has taken weeks to make it what I want.
It comes at you with green notes of basil and grassy clay sage and settles in to a soft woodsy goodness.
Basil is wonderful!
All men should refresh themselves with basil so that they will remember we are here together and walking beside one another in honesty and honor..it is the best way. That way you do not keep any secrets to stain the love or to have to dignify. That way you do not make pre-contracts on what you must have in me or you or him or her...the job, your bed, the sex, the loyalty, and the learning.
Modern woman, she is smart and funny and can finally uncover her head in the sun light..ahhh..
Life's goodness is always just a thought away, yes?
I think so. :)
I will remind myself of this..
while working with basil in such a concentrated way and can observe many little attractions though the day. Those who I spoke with, were all kind and respectful as I easily projected these qualities.
Basil does offer many wonderful components which soothe, calm the mind and offer crisp clarity.
Holy Basil also is rich in adaptogens which reduce the amount of toxic cortisols in the body which are hormone like particles we make when we are stressed out and cry all day about other people.
( this does not include my rants on religion as it is important enough for review)))
Look at your own mind now and organise what your next move will be.
Be mindful and think do not react..think..
I love "think"!
Have a wonderful day!
xoxoxoo
Here is something I want to make,
patchouli vetiver with cedar, vanilla, tonka, sandalwood and maybe some frankincense in there along with musky labdanum to make for a musky note.
I wish I had some ambergris..maybe soon I will buy some and we can make some interesting blends with it. I want to, right now, thank all my customers for making that possible every week. the excellent ability to buy oils and make things for you!
This last idea..
It sounds like scorpionic rock star to me.:) Who is constantly evolving and realizing they do not really need what they think they need?
I am "pungent", my one boy said the other morning after I had been mixing for a couple of hours before going to his pad to watch the young one..:)
"pungent"
hahahaaaa!
No, I am not dwelling on one word, much!
I am pungent, because patchouli and basil stay on you for a while. I had used a very strong old whore soap I had in my bath that day.:) and then took a spray of the 100% concentrated cologne base i have been mixing for a couple of weeks now..LOL
Modern Man Cologne
modern man cologne
You see, I am so deep in this scent that it has taken weeks to make it what I want.
It comes at you with green notes of basil and grassy clay sage and settles in to a soft woodsy goodness.
Basil is wonderful!
All men should refresh themselves with basil so that they will remember we are here together and walking beside one another in honesty and honor..it is the best way. That way you do not keep any secrets to stain the love or to have to dignify. That way you do not make pre-contracts on what you must have in me or you or him or her...the job, your bed, the sex, the loyalty, and the learning.
Modern woman, she is smart and funny and can finally uncover her head in the sun light..ahhh..
Life's goodness is always just a thought away, yes?
I think so. :)
I will remind myself of this..
while working with basil in such a concentrated way and can observe many little attractions though the day. Those who I spoke with, were all kind and respectful as I easily projected these qualities.
Basil does offer many wonderful components which soothe, calm the mind and offer crisp clarity.
Holy Basil also is rich in adaptogens which reduce the amount of toxic cortisols in the body which are hormone like particles we make when we are stressed out and cry all day about other people.
( this does not include my rants on religion as it is important enough for review)))
Look at your own mind now and organise what your next move will be.
Be mindful and think do not react..think..
I love "think"!
Have a wonderful day!
xoxoxoo
Friday, February 6, 2015
the language of leon
Leon
you are cute as a kitten
you are fun as a wild beast
lazy of laziest
greedy of greed for acquisition of lazy deeds
or droll you do
on insignificant things
like what a douche justin beiber is because he sold out
for fake art
You are a scientist
in the future
as a youth so sweet and eager
as a young man obstinate
and out of your mouth, more hurtful when you hurt
every one does..they feel the same brutal agony inside
leon..you bite where it counts for the best things and to others weaknesses..you know where right off, you are keen
Now..
it is time to clean your corner...your little dirty cave
clean your face too..
paleo may be for you ha ha..no..not for me.
you actually need to hunt
get ready to hunt boy
or you'll be like that lazy bitter hateful lion on the cartoon movie.
If you want the best things
you will find brilliant ways to get what you want
time ticks
you are cute as a kitten
you are fun as a wild beast
lazy of laziest
greedy of greed for acquisition of lazy deeds
or droll you do
on insignificant things
like what a douche justin beiber is because he sold out
for fake art
You are a scientist
in the future
as a youth so sweet and eager
as a young man obstinate
and out of your mouth, more hurtful when you hurt
every one does..they feel the same brutal agony inside
leon..you bite where it counts for the best things and to others weaknesses..you know where right off, you are keen
Now..
it is time to clean your corner...your little dirty cave
clean your face too..
paleo may be for you ha ha..no..not for me.
you actually need to hunt
get ready to hunt boy
or you'll be like that lazy bitter hateful lion on the cartoon movie.
If you want the best things
you will find brilliant ways to get what you want
time ticks
Thursday, February 5, 2015
real pluto
pluto and charon
you see..every great power begins with a friend near by, a lover or a real sensing type near by to soothe.
you see..every great power begins with a friend near by, a lover or a real sensing type near by to soothe.
These are pictures we have been sent of Pluto..from a NASA spacecraft.
Wow..look at him pulling that moon while she tries to get away...it is a dance everywhere in space.
the moons are always female enrichment. yea?
When we look at Pluto, the farthest planet, we, humans, in the past thought it was forever..but no, it is just outside of our street in space..we are in space doing the same thing with our moon.
When our sun goes red giant, all the water in our solar system will have to go somewhere else in space. Is n't this just amazing? Tiny tiny little specs of water like dust in space..having been here from the begining.
I think so.
Have we thought that all that gas on Jupiter could form a dual star sytem, when that happens?
I know we may not be here anyhow..I sometimes think like that..Jupiter in the great distance of time will ignite with all that extra energy being pushed out..before our star goes all diamond and all the juice in us goes out there with the water to freeze again until being re-seeded somwhere else in another neighborhood in space..
what?
Do you think I am silly? Look at the pioneers of a recent 600 year past on Earth. They took a chance and went out on the water and went out of their towns to meet dragons..maybe dragons are real on another earth..but here they dwell in our metaphysical imagination based on our fear of the future based on what our civilizaton says is fearful. mermaids, men living in a whale..things like that.
Think 1000 years ago when they used to kill people for saying these things. The earth is round and it spins while spinning around a really hot star that gives us life.
If that is not really amazing, then dude, we can all just accept every mystical thing and live in fake peace and fake words to soothe us during rough times.
Every time is rough, baby..this is the best time now! We should all work and be free of unreal fears.
What is so great about pretending?? Also, this idea makes the tyrant your boss! That is not great!
I know, I know, I am passionate about this. And may have insulted more than one Christian or Moslem..yea? Well, they insult my inteligence when they burn people alive and cut their heads off!
They have all done it. I give you,Hypatia, around 370 AD, , ancient philosopher, mathmatician and astronomer..they killed her naked in the street and then burned her..wow! A bunch of robe wearing mysogenists bosses got pissed because she said that, "one and one make two not three, mr bishop sir"
So, a mob of Christians, whatever that was 1600 years ago, they got together to make sure god saw them punish her! (today there are over 35 thousand different christian sects, back then maybe just ten or so..)
Really, these are the guys that created our "beliefs and what they should be?
They cannot be dictators for god..it is not their divine right!
Pluto proves this in such a wonderful way! He is always quiet and observant. Yes, he does seethe inside. Look, that is the way of creation. Heat is essential...
Pluto in our myths is about dirty passion, isn't he? He is deep in the dirt, the deep frozen tundra of ideas..I am sure there are hills on Pluto..he is the boss of himself out there in the outer regons of our solar yard..it is lonely one would think. Pluto loves privacy and alone time..in space and in our heart.
Pluto
having the deep inner fire that keeps you magnetically linked and always evolving..I wonder what you'll be next?
Monday, February 2, 2015
mercury retrograde and the magnetic forces as great as one molecule being able to think for itself and reproduce itself and happy imbolc
Okay, Okay..you ask me for mercury advice and then you get mad because you feel like I am telling you what to do or some other dumb thing..
"it is the way I "divine" and how I "intuit"..words come out..dang it, but they do! LOL
If anyone one feels like I have to censor my words when speaking to Catholics and they are,being Chaldean, have more of a hurt feeling card when I criticise the bible.
I will not censor my words over this or any other thing which needs review...just because I am not allowed to say anything because you know, they are Chaldean or they are Jewish or they are snake holding Pentecostals..it is ridiculous and no one should have more special rights on earth based on the belief that that there is an all mighty god waiting to judge you as a sinner..stop it.
"uh, since I am a sinner, why did he make me that way?"
and "who made him?"
How is he so favorable to one race over another here on earth?
I would ask this of any leader or any of my children or of my friends,
I would say that he should just show up one day clearly, and tell everyone, on earth..everybody..ok..clearly, not with sheep or fire breathing dragons in the sky..clearly..not with donkeys or blood..human sacrifise and threats! Honestly!
"hey I am here, now stop wasting your planet and be nice to each other..make something good yo, "hey you, with robes and a your mean angry demi god over the cartoon, put the sword down or I am comin after you in three seconds, mister!"
This god seems to wait and give cryptic messages and sends himself down here to save us and that didn't work he said he'll come back some day and everything will be sunny. How many years has this god been watching innocents being tortured by weather, by their own kind? He must love it or he would not have created it??
Wow dude, really..maybe I will think about a better way now..this whole idea is kind of scarring me more than any zombie ever could.
How can he make a forever torture chamber for humans? (hell)
One christian asked me recently, "when is the last time Christians did something so bad as to cut peoples head off like the new highlighted terrorists at this moment?' I said, "as early as when Hitler decided to kill all the Jews in Germany because he was Catholic and hungry and it was cold I guess..
"That was a long time ago", he said..
It was not a long time ago. In Bosnia and in Syria we see the same thing all over one religion over the there. In Ireland where they fight over God whether he is Catholic or the more tyrannical Protestant god.They bomb things for him..wow! Is that what The Lamb Of God, brought?
The snakes were people..in Ireland, when st. valentine came there and killed them..
The real day is today..it was today not the 14th of Feb.
They called "Pagans" anyone who had fun and wasn't them.. lol
"You are a Christian, do not say that!"
"No, I cannot say that I am"
"What do you believe in then, Astrology, The Stars?"
"Silly.."
I can see the stars and pretty much measure them every day. There is a formula(to everything) and I can count them, had I the time.The Sun making its way back fulfills every promise, ever year in which I live on the earth. Will I come back better or having to learn more so I can reach Nirvana?
Will I have suffered enough like Jesus and finally be free in Heaven to live in constant serenity?
If I do enough Kria, will he speak with me then? Will he change time itself to make me happier?
At least the kria helps your body what with the rhythm of the breathing and control of ones will.
I can dig that..yoga is wonderful.
But now, I was saying about mercury retrograde..the do for others in the extreme..the see other's fears and help them and the where is all my money and why does everyone need so much of it all at once???
One must give themselves to each idea and every deed, with this desire to make it always good, the best thing..always mindful, which actually makes your will strong.
What is "Will"?
we should study this..
Imbolc
cleaning and preparing and planning
creating while being still and then soon, the doing.
xo
"it is the way I "divine" and how I "intuit"..words come out..dang it, but they do! LOL
If anyone one feels like I have to censor my words when speaking to Catholics and they are,being Chaldean, have more of a hurt feeling card when I criticise the bible.
I will not censor my words over this or any other thing which needs review...just because I am not allowed to say anything because you know, they are Chaldean or they are Jewish or they are snake holding Pentecostals..it is ridiculous and no one should have more special rights on earth based on the belief that that there is an all mighty god waiting to judge you as a sinner..stop it.
"uh, since I am a sinner, why did he make me that way?"
and "who made him?"
How is he so favorable to one race over another here on earth?
I would ask this of any leader or any of my children or of my friends,
I would say that he should just show up one day clearly, and tell everyone, on earth..everybody..ok..clearly, not with sheep or fire breathing dragons in the sky..clearly..not with donkeys or blood..human sacrifise and threats! Honestly!
"hey I am here, now stop wasting your planet and be nice to each other..make something good yo, "hey you, with robes and a your mean angry demi god over the cartoon, put the sword down or I am comin after you in three seconds, mister!"
This god seems to wait and give cryptic messages and sends himself down here to save us and that didn't work he said he'll come back some day and everything will be sunny. How many years has this god been watching innocents being tortured by weather, by their own kind? He must love it or he would not have created it??
Wow dude, really..maybe I will think about a better way now..this whole idea is kind of scarring me more than any zombie ever could.
How can he make a forever torture chamber for humans? (hell)
One christian asked me recently, "when is the last time Christians did something so bad as to cut peoples head off like the new highlighted terrorists at this moment?' I said, "as early as when Hitler decided to kill all the Jews in Germany because he was Catholic and hungry and it was cold I guess..
"That was a long time ago", he said..
It was not a long time ago. In Bosnia and in Syria we see the same thing all over one religion over the there. In Ireland where they fight over God whether he is Catholic or the more tyrannical Protestant god.They bomb things for him..wow! Is that what The Lamb Of God, brought?
The snakes were people..in Ireland, when st. valentine came there and killed them..
The real day is today..it was today not the 14th of Feb.
They called "Pagans" anyone who had fun and wasn't them.. lol
"You are a Christian, do not say that!"
"No, I cannot say that I am"
"What do you believe in then, Astrology, The Stars?"
"Silly.."
I can see the stars and pretty much measure them every day. There is a formula(to everything) and I can count them, had I the time.The Sun making its way back fulfills every promise, ever year in which I live on the earth. Will I come back better or having to learn more so I can reach Nirvana?
Will I have suffered enough like Jesus and finally be free in Heaven to live in constant serenity?
If I do enough Kria, will he speak with me then? Will he change time itself to make me happier?
At least the kria helps your body what with the rhythm of the breathing and control of ones will.
I can dig that..yoga is wonderful.
But now, I was saying about mercury retrograde..the do for others in the extreme..the see other's fears and help them and the where is all my money and why does everyone need so much of it all at once???
One must give themselves to each idea and every deed, with this desire to make it always good, the best thing..always mindful, which actually makes your will strong.
What is "Will"?
we should study this..
Imbolc
cleaning and preparing and planning
creating while being still and then soon, the doing.
xo
Sunday, February 1, 2015
vivid connotations
vivid dreams
what is my mind storing
fear and tears and intrigue
what is my minds eye searching for
awareness and intellect
what is real now
winter deep winter
to rest
to ponder
to protect
and then to proceed
what is my mind storing
fear and tears and intrigue
what is my minds eye searching for
awareness and intellect
what is real now
winter deep winter
to rest
to ponder
to protect
and then to proceed
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