It should'n't make any sense, but it does.
Mars is going to get involved soon too so get ready for even more interesting times.
Gemini....Gemini.....gem..you little gem of mine with energy brimming with laughter and songs.
Time
Give your self a little more and see what comes back.
Every moment you are away creates a bridge of time which is lost
and can never be regained
your memories are colored by what you are feeling now and if you always try to be happy and kind sometimes still, problems happen!
Feelings you've nurtured well up and you cry a little because things and people and life and what is it all for?
the words you mutter
the ones you utter
and the wounds you lick
not paying attention
being to trusting
being mentally lazy
get your head out of the sand
What do you need to be happy?
This is a time to figure that out and not live in some dream or fantasy. Dragons on Jupiter are not real. And Mars is not real like a human and Mercury goes retrograde three times a year.. isn't it funny that is progresses, in astrology from each element each year in order to have fulfilled some sort of completion in one area and moving on to the next one..so next time it will be Libra..(I will look on that)
I have Mars in the fifth in Gemini..no wonder I am so momma like..mahhhhommm! Last time the retrograde mercury , it was in Aquarius..Now Gemini(air signs, words and thoughts)
So, yes, there is a strong connection to each planet in our solar system. Very strong yo! If you tell me that Jupiter has no effect on you, or very little, I will say, "Non" Its gravity does so effect us!
It does! It is so big and not that far away..we can see a 400 year or more old storm just raging with sulfur and iron and methane and all the chemicals once made in stars to have formed us.
Of course they effect us! Planets like Jupiter Mars, protect us like a shield.
Like beings from myth who can carry planets on their backs and have super natural powers to change reality?
I wish it were so and then all I would have to do is pray to the gods and try to beg them to make our lives easier and more fruitful with lots for actual fruit trees in my case!
lol
This is a time to move on, move out and change some more.
Buy nice things for yourself.
Do not go buying a house, it will be a pain in the ass later and take more time away from real things.
Also, the Gemini effect may bring too much detachment, insecurities and many more difficulties when too much thought is given to things that may not be in your best interest. You cannot see that so you wander and skim and feed your loneliness with food or drugs or too much running here or there.
This can easily happen when one is self absorbed as well as spoiled from being too pretty..LOL
Jupiter will go in to Gemini later this year. I believe it will very much make an impression to Mars this summer..
breathe in and be free from worry
the gods are each vibrant brain cell ready to do your bidding even before you think it. You inner mind has decided for you.
Trillions of cells working together and magnetically holding each atom together to form us..
I love you!
Monday, May 11, 2015
Sunday, May 10, 2015
Saturday, May 9, 2015
aliens
Of course there is life on other planets!
It is not what you may think in any case. Have you thought about bacteria which may exist that would blow your mind. That yes, time is different up there and goes slower, but look...
if we were to travel to another planet it will not be for many years, perhaps never. We cannot stop fighting over our gods first off! After that what ever is left (energy, money) is spent on the sick from all the refined chemicals we make.
oye with the aliens.
If ancient aliens came here, (which I do not think they did) they would have left a mark. Everything is about evidence in this case in my mind!
And you cannot tell me the government is keeping a conspiracy to hide this from us the populace.
If that is true, you and I have been living in a cave.
What with all the information now streaming, nothing is hidden and thank odin for that!
Aliens
a higher being (like humans) seems to need a whole lot of organic components made in stars to be alive and traveling through space is hard on the bones. really hard and all the background radiation and dark matter are also very hard on the body. That is why I think aliens did not come here. We may have been seeded through an asteroid and somehow through a bacteria a a switch our dna that made us different from other living creatures..I do not know.
The natural order of things seems to be..stars, big ones, exploding and then all the dust coming back together in a more orderly way and smaller longer living stars forming galaxies or star cities. The dust turns to rock, collects water which has always been in space (god is water?))no god is hydrogen) after that things begin to change and make basalt, then granite, then continents, moss on stone... and crawly things that eat other crawly things then us.
We are a part of the earth and literally grew in it and from it.
Aliens may one day communicate with us but it will be through computers. There are studies now which have potential to send consciousness in a computer and sent the computer to hostile planets instead of actual humans.
It is expensive and dangerous to travel space..
that is why ancient aliens did not build the pyramids. Slaves did. And there were many mistakes so they had to be re built so more slaves.
Paul
"masters be good to your slaves, slaves, obey your masters"
Think about it, One step on a planet with some bacteria you just breathe in and all your internal organs melt. Or consider the changes in gravity. Some would crush you. Even in our neighborhood, we have planets with such pressure that things get crushed after a few minutes. I think the last craft we sent to Jupiter lasted 11 minutes..
Can you imagine the strange creatures that may develop on other "earth"like planets?
No way?
A mother spider, after her babies are born, makes a chemical in her body which liquefies her insides so her babies can eat her.
wow!
Can you imagine the diverse and toxic substances that could inflict a galactic traveler?
So no, I do not think we came from an ancient race of aliens. I also do not think a higher intelligent race came here. There would have been more evidence because you see each one of us leaves a mark here. you know sediment and layers of dead stuff?
ha ha
The birds are singing after a night storm. I will be singing too.
It is not what you may think in any case. Have you thought about bacteria which may exist that would blow your mind. That yes, time is different up there and goes slower, but look...
if we were to travel to another planet it will not be for many years, perhaps never. We cannot stop fighting over our gods first off! After that what ever is left (energy, money) is spent on the sick from all the refined chemicals we make.
oye with the aliens.
If ancient aliens came here, (which I do not think they did) they would have left a mark. Everything is about evidence in this case in my mind!
And you cannot tell me the government is keeping a conspiracy to hide this from us the populace.
If that is true, you and I have been living in a cave.
What with all the information now streaming, nothing is hidden and thank odin for that!
Aliens
a higher being (like humans) seems to need a whole lot of organic components made in stars to be alive and traveling through space is hard on the bones. really hard and all the background radiation and dark matter are also very hard on the body. That is why I think aliens did not come here. We may have been seeded through an asteroid and somehow through a bacteria a a switch our dna that made us different from other living creatures..I do not know.
The natural order of things seems to be..stars, big ones, exploding and then all the dust coming back together in a more orderly way and smaller longer living stars forming galaxies or star cities. The dust turns to rock, collects water which has always been in space (god is water?))no god is hydrogen) after that things begin to change and make basalt, then granite, then continents, moss on stone... and crawly things that eat other crawly things then us.
We are a part of the earth and literally grew in it and from it.
Aliens may one day communicate with us but it will be through computers. There are studies now which have potential to send consciousness in a computer and sent the computer to hostile planets instead of actual humans.
It is expensive and dangerous to travel space..
that is why ancient aliens did not build the pyramids. Slaves did. And there were many mistakes so they had to be re built so more slaves.
Paul
"masters be good to your slaves, slaves, obey your masters"
Think about it, One step on a planet with some bacteria you just breathe in and all your internal organs melt. Or consider the changes in gravity. Some would crush you. Even in our neighborhood, we have planets with such pressure that things get crushed after a few minutes. I think the last craft we sent to Jupiter lasted 11 minutes..
Can you imagine the strange creatures that may develop on other "earth"like planets?
No way?
A mother spider, after her babies are born, makes a chemical in her body which liquefies her insides so her babies can eat her.
wow!
Can you imagine the diverse and toxic substances that could inflict a galactic traveler?
So no, I do not think we came from an ancient race of aliens. I also do not think a higher intelligent race came here. There would have been more evidence because you see each one of us leaves a mark here. you know sediment and layers of dead stuff?
ha ha
The birds are singing after a night storm. I will be singing too.
Friday, May 8, 2015
my offering to odin
you should have one too
ask (your inner Odin) for guidance
about the next thing you should do
ask for enlightenment to know you are he or her
ask for courage
ask for control of mind and will
my offering will be a secret only for me
but my web of power will extend
to places full of glorious enchantments and free willing debris
I will collect each thing like moss on a diamond it will connect
to form my desired outcomes
my meditation,
it is simple and pure
may it be a honey wine infused with flowers having been chanted to with vibrations
it may be a smudge of sage and violets having been collect as if in church or sacred temple because the earth is our sacred home.
may be an anointing oil for beard and hair
for my ladies, would add oak moss and with woodsy woods and clover blossoms elder flowers and sage.
for men, I would make it with juniper and pine
I would add the oak mossy notes and lavender with sage..
It is a ritual for your mind to collect all your fine attributes and bring them to an organized and very comfortable platform.
invoking now...
honor in earth
honor in planning
self control
http://www.odins-gift.com/poth/L-Q/odinchant.htm
ask (your inner Odin) for guidance
about the next thing you should do
ask for enlightenment to know you are he or her
ask for courage
ask for control of mind and will
my offering will be a secret only for me
but my web of power will extend
to places full of glorious enchantments and free willing debris
I will collect each thing like moss on a diamond it will connect
to form my desired outcomes
my meditation,
it is simple and pure
may it be a honey wine infused with flowers having been chanted to with vibrations
it may be a smudge of sage and violets having been collect as if in church or sacred temple because the earth is our sacred home.
may be an anointing oil for beard and hair
for my ladies, would add oak moss and with woodsy woods and clover blossoms elder flowers and sage.
for men, I would make it with juniper and pine
I would add the oak mossy notes and lavender with sage..
It is a ritual for your mind to collect all your fine attributes and bring them to an organized and very comfortable platform.
invoking now...
honor in earth
honor in planning
self control
http://www.odins-gift.com/poth/L-Q/odinchant.htm
Wednesday, May 6, 2015
a small wee bit of color in green after green
There have been a few things blooming like magnolias which you only get a days worth of awesomeness and now the rododendrons.
I love the colors that happen in sprintime!
I love you my cherished readers and soap friends.
Let us now rejoice at how amazing we are and how we conjure wealth and goodness from seemingly nowhere. just like a star forming and radiating goodness and life so we reflect this. always there is wonderment on earth when we continually evolve like this.
In that regard we are special in another more universal look, we are not so much.
Viking,
"why is your god so greedy for so much gold and wealth?"
Interesting, intersting, since gold is made in stars at the point before they explode in to oblivion and land on some rock forming in cooler spots in its nebula..
dude, I am crazy about this!
How we are so much a part of something so much bigger and more complex!
"well, who made god?", said a boy I acused of worshiping a human sacrfice.
"good question, boy, good question"
I love the colors that happen in sprintime!
I love you my cherished readers and soap friends.
Let us now rejoice at how amazing we are and how we conjure wealth and goodness from seemingly nowhere. just like a star forming and radiating goodness and life so we reflect this. always there is wonderment on earth when we continually evolve like this.
In that regard we are special in another more universal look, we are not so much.
Viking,
"why is your god so greedy for so much gold and wealth?"
Interesting, intersting, since gold is made in stars at the point before they explode in to oblivion and land on some rock forming in cooler spots in its nebula..
dude, I am crazy about this!
How we are so much a part of something so much bigger and more complex!
"well, who made god?", said a boy I acused of worshiping a human sacrfice.
"good question, boy, good question"
Tuesday, May 5, 2015
yia yia's food
The old people!
They are so fixed with their food!
Take my mom. Overweight, has had every ailment and it all happened when we came to amerika.
Is it the food here that makes us sick? That and no fresh air!
In Costa Rica, I walked at least ten miles a day and maybe saw an air plane one time a week.I felt so strong there. stronger for sure. here, I am achy and worn out.
There is something clean about the country and everyone knows it,. And, humans have replaced lead with other harmful chemicals in our air besides the heavy carbon atoms that have never been more dense in our air. Not even when earth was all volcanic!
The foods we eat grow in soil in which all these heavy metals and harmful particulates have settled in to. Our layer on this planet will be really interesting.
Is the the wheat? I love bread but I know my body hates white flour in large doses. I love a nice cold coca cola with ice and pizza. everyday? No.
I do not buy sodas not for many years. Only when my parents come over, they bring sodas.
Then there is that Warren Buffet..84 years old and fixed and sadly a dangerous exploiter of humans for his own wealth! He influences how the masses will eat and drink having invested billions in Kraft Foods and Coke!
He said that they are better because people at Whole Foods aren't smiling. He means the customers I guess.
Maybe they are not smiling ( he would not know because he does not shop there)but I was at Kroger the other day and they were all mostly fat and not smiling!
He is evil through and through, yo!
Why?
Because he already has billions of dollars and he still has to take anyone down who might be a small threat, he has to try because like many in his age group, he sees eating healthy and a hippie thing that only lesbians and liberals want?
Okay, I might have over stated my point, but there is an air of stubbornness. It keeps people at a hoard level and still hungry for his 1/4 can of sugar water!
I am about to eat said flour with cheese in it. My mother brings these things over. She wants to make me fat! It is like their mind is blocked.
"mom, you cannot make cheese pita all the time"
"why not, you think it will kill us"
"no, but it isn't healthy, mom, really."
Next time she comes, she will bring fruit until she makes more tiro pita (cheese pita) again.
They are so fixed with their food!
Take my mom. Overweight, has had every ailment and it all happened when we came to amerika.
Is it the food here that makes us sick? That and no fresh air!
In Costa Rica, I walked at least ten miles a day and maybe saw an air plane one time a week.I felt so strong there. stronger for sure. here, I am achy and worn out.
There is something clean about the country and everyone knows it,. And, humans have replaced lead with other harmful chemicals in our air besides the heavy carbon atoms that have never been more dense in our air. Not even when earth was all volcanic!
The foods we eat grow in soil in which all these heavy metals and harmful particulates have settled in to. Our layer on this planet will be really interesting.
Is the the wheat? I love bread but I know my body hates white flour in large doses. I love a nice cold coca cola with ice and pizza. everyday? No.
I do not buy sodas not for many years. Only when my parents come over, they bring sodas.
Then there is that Warren Buffet..84 years old and fixed and sadly a dangerous exploiter of humans for his own wealth! He influences how the masses will eat and drink having invested billions in Kraft Foods and Coke!
He said that they are better because people at Whole Foods aren't smiling. He means the customers I guess.
Maybe they are not smiling ( he would not know because he does not shop there)but I was at Kroger the other day and they were all mostly fat and not smiling!
He is evil through and through, yo!
Why?
Because he already has billions of dollars and he still has to take anyone down who might be a small threat, he has to try because like many in his age group, he sees eating healthy and a hippie thing that only lesbians and liberals want?
Okay, I might have over stated my point, but there is an air of stubbornness. It keeps people at a hoard level and still hungry for his 1/4 can of sugar water!
I am about to eat said flour with cheese in it. My mother brings these things over. She wants to make me fat! It is like their mind is blocked.
"mom, you cannot make cheese pita all the time"
"why not, you think it will kill us"
"no, but it isn't healthy, mom, really."
Next time she comes, she will bring fruit until she makes more tiro pita (cheese pita) again.
Sunday, May 3, 2015
merc retro news
Get ready to really put some time in is all I am saying because you are already busy and things fall apart when you are this thin on resources.
It can be as simple as people not showing up for work.
Or other family members distracting us from what needs done. Just because you might be in a crisis at the moment, does not mean you get to set aside your duties. They wait and you will be held responsible for the outcomes of each event in your realm.
Also, one must be mindful of not living a life in a state of emergency there by neglecting to be mindful of ones behavior and what they produce in their short time span here.
Time and what we leave behind..
Do we die and go through all the seven heavens?
nonsense,
and I do not know. It seems that all memory fades one is unconscious. The only thing you leave behind a memory in each cell of you and your meat suit..which gets passed on to your kids.
I am very busy myself. Many events in my children's lives makes me think about when I will let go and live for myself and not everyone else. Honestly, I do not know what that means. Am I supposed to take a cruise then?:))
They do grow up and want to leave and that can be quite a thing to adjust to.
Perhaps I will talk about that later.
For now though,
I have a bunch of I should do's
and a bunch of don't have time for's
Will do's
make new propolis balm
make lavender soap with clay ( one of all time favorites for summer and bugs)
I am making a soap with that pine and cedar distillate I bought , I think , to me, it is one of the most lovely scents ever! It will be chypre but with woods and a ambrette seed oakmoss combo I happen to have here.
It is the forest and the glen and it is fresh and clean and renewing flashes of clear thoughts.
I used it last night and I slept like a baby once my neighbors stopped yelling from the party they threw last night because of a boxing match.
I do not follow boxing anymore and I would rather watch Vikings on hulu..
Pretend violence is to me better than real head banging..each punch delivering millions of dead brain cells on contact!
I had to close my window they were so loud! I must have gotten up during the night and opened it again. Ah, fresh air!
For today,
I am wearing old whore over ambrette, oakmoss and labdanum.
Have a good day and think of me often because I think of you every day and praise you for being my friend no matter what I say or think. That there is real babies!
xo
It can be as simple as people not showing up for work.
Or other family members distracting us from what needs done. Just because you might be in a crisis at the moment, does not mean you get to set aside your duties. They wait and you will be held responsible for the outcomes of each event in your realm.
Also, one must be mindful of not living a life in a state of emergency there by neglecting to be mindful of ones behavior and what they produce in their short time span here.
Time and what we leave behind..
Do we die and go through all the seven heavens?
nonsense,
and I do not know. It seems that all memory fades one is unconscious. The only thing you leave behind a memory in each cell of you and your meat suit..which gets passed on to your kids.
I am very busy myself. Many events in my children's lives makes me think about when I will let go and live for myself and not everyone else. Honestly, I do not know what that means. Am I supposed to take a cruise then?:))
They do grow up and want to leave and that can be quite a thing to adjust to.
Perhaps I will talk about that later.
For now though,
I have a bunch of I should do's
and a bunch of don't have time for's
Will do's
make new propolis balm
make lavender soap with clay ( one of all time favorites for summer and bugs)
I am making a soap with that pine and cedar distillate I bought , I think , to me, it is one of the most lovely scents ever! It will be chypre but with woods and a ambrette seed oakmoss combo I happen to have here.
It is the forest and the glen and it is fresh and clean and renewing flashes of clear thoughts.
I used it last night and I slept like a baby once my neighbors stopped yelling from the party they threw last night because of a boxing match.
I do not follow boxing anymore and I would rather watch Vikings on hulu..
Pretend violence is to me better than real head banging..each punch delivering millions of dead brain cells on contact!
I had to close my window they were so loud! I must have gotten up during the night and opened it again. Ah, fresh air!
For today,
I am wearing old whore over ambrette, oakmoss and labdanum.
Have a good day and think of me often because I think of you every day and praise you for being my friend no matter what I say or think. That there is real babies!
xo
Saturday, May 2, 2015
simple needs
I have been working with birch tar. It is smelly, smokey and I spilled a bunch of chya loban on a whole block of birch soap. Just on top and it basically stained the whole brick and they cooked together. I meant to drizzle. It is one of those things in aromatherapy when it is an "oops!" I spilled on my hand and everything. i have washed and washed and still, it lingers on me.
(cooked as in went through the saponification process)
I finally see why this (oil) choya loban is so special.
The smoke does eventually go away to radiate frankincense. A sweet resinous beautiful memory of what it was destined for.
I am in awe, really.
The birch, not so much and then, yes! I go for another mind blowing smokey whiff! Such a volatile material.
I have to say that it is one of my most favorite trees on earth. I have one birch tree and it is so cute and growing just fine. You can even drink its sap or juice. It seems to have healing properties right from the tree as a kidney tonic..drink up! If,you can find someone who grows nice trees, otherwise...you grow your own birch tree. Talk about Paleo!
I am making soap later and this time I will make a vanilla zombie again as I have enough vanilla co2 to make a soap with. I also have a couple of whole beans that I will grind really well and add to the soap.
I am intrigued about this dry finish with the choya. I might just make a small batch of soap with a single note of Choya Loban. I think it is worth a try. I will let you know of course:)
Vanilla Zombie
zombie because it is kind of wrinkly and ugly..vanilla because, it is so wonderful and simply delicious.
Have a wonderful day.
:)
(cooked as in went through the saponification process)
I finally see why this (oil) choya loban is so special.
The smoke does eventually go away to radiate frankincense. A sweet resinous beautiful memory of what it was destined for.
I am in awe, really.
The birch, not so much and then, yes! I go for another mind blowing smokey whiff! Such a volatile material.
I have to say that it is one of my most favorite trees on earth. I have one birch tree and it is so cute and growing just fine. You can even drink its sap or juice. It seems to have healing properties right from the tree as a kidney tonic..drink up! If,you can find someone who grows nice trees, otherwise...you grow your own birch tree. Talk about Paleo!
I am making soap later and this time I will make a vanilla zombie again as I have enough vanilla co2 to make a soap with. I also have a couple of whole beans that I will grind really well and add to the soap.
I am intrigued about this dry finish with the choya. I might just make a small batch of soap with a single note of Choya Loban. I think it is worth a try. I will let you know of course:)
Vanilla Zombie
zombie because it is kind of wrinkly and ugly..vanilla because, it is so wonderful and simply delicious.
Have a wonderful day.
:)
Friday, May 1, 2015
Diigin it
I
It doesn't look like much yet but it is a start.
The soil will be drenched with compost before I plant any thing else.
So far it is snap peas and some onions are creeping out:
I'm so happy right now about the garden patch!
I love dirt.
There is a whole lot of weeds to sort out if it too! Just like life and people and just like a garden patch, you get to work it and change it within your abilities and the passing of time. At first you don't see them, then they creep out and you have to work hard to get them out of your way. The weeds ..()))
Breathing and thinking about how thankful I am to have such awesome people around me and this awesome place I can dig, like...
My soapies and my fams and all the flowers.
Springtime is the best.
Thursday, April 30, 2015
what do you think of..
When you think of your favorite scent?
For me, this changes but I would never on any day or night turn my back to frankincense and rose.
Good rose and not the kind that turns your stomach. I suppose most absolutes kind of do turn your stomach though.
You just can't stop smelling them while trying to figure out what draws you near to them. Like jasmine for example..oye! A bad one can ruin your day, man!
Spring is full on here in Southern Michigan:))! My wild geraniums are so happy and really multiplied since I moved them away from the wormwood. The yarrow came back out this week as well as all of my roses seem to be ready to go. I have three peonies as well. That should be awesome!
I am wearing a man's thing I made with cyprus blue and labdanum, hay, yarrow, sandalwood and clary sage and a basil top note that helps us radiate abundance and joy!
I like the way it dries and turns in to an amber musk on the skin.
Modern Man is what I called it over at eleneetha's place.
Wednesday, April 29, 2015
the 70's
As in day time temps not the years..ha ha So, I will go outside and spend an hour cleaning up some more.
A whole lot has been brewing for years now with "race" relations and I am a little ticked that whole towns get to be destroyed and for what? To prove that police are totally military state and your kids need to be home studying for their next exam so that they are not distracted by anger all day.
What do I know, I fight with my one boy all the time. His perfect life is sleeping till three, making music till dawn and eating healthy while smoking ciggies..
so dumb they are, and we were in the 70's.
"tin soldiers and Nixon's army..la la lalaaa"
I just remember all this anger and my dad being held up in Detroit in his first day going to work when we came here.
Of course the police force is angry. Of course the poor live under the poverty line but guess what?
It turns out that the buildings they live in are loaded with peeling lead paint and guess what else? They get a government payment for having been poisoned, and knowingly I might add.
We knew lead was poison a long time ago and yet continued to use it every day and in every way. It is like everyone is in a mass hypnosis by lead..which brings stupidity and anger. no matter the color of your skin.
So, we continue and we think and we we ponder on what is next. I do not know. I know that we must find a balance through science and knowledge and truth and all the clergy praying after the big fail, means nothing to me! They pretend to be chosen now?
"I say that in 5 years it will be robo cop there and and many other violent towns first and then all over the place.
" drones, they do not see color", I said to a man who likes to come to my store and talk to me.
"oh yes they can!"
"Oh so then they can forecast based on all your criteria?"
I have the solution, make everyone move to the country so that they can detox and then maybe the police will chill out and the poor the ravaged and the disabled can read books on honor, business, mathematics, our physical place in the universe, and many other beautiful time passing activities! What is a case of toilet paper gonna do for you from the CVS, dumb ass?
What does it really do? You fucking live here and you do this? I am so sorry for you Fredie honey..really, but based on your criteria, I am also weary of you. I am also weary of police who hide in their armed cars behind buildings so that they can rob innocent drivers. yes, it does happen.
When I was in Costa Rica, this white boy from San Jose came to my place ( I was teaching English at that place) to sell me crack pipes..I laughed and said to him, he needs to get his life in order and that I would never be interested in selling such devices. He was cracked out! I think they have another term for it now, like tweaking. I never notice this until someone points it out to me.
What do you think is precious?
What is precious to you?
For me it is lavender peppermint soap for my sweet london girl and for me, more lemon soap with salt.
That last one is all gone and we loved it.
I bought a whole lot (for me a whole lot))of vanilla co2 from white lotus, so the vanilla zombie is back but this time with aged patchouli and cacao absolute. I know right! I am awesome to the core!
lol
A whole lot has been brewing for years now with "race" relations and I am a little ticked that whole towns get to be destroyed and for what? To prove that police are totally military state and your kids need to be home studying for their next exam so that they are not distracted by anger all day.
What do I know, I fight with my one boy all the time. His perfect life is sleeping till three, making music till dawn and eating healthy while smoking ciggies..
so dumb they are, and we were in the 70's.
"tin soldiers and Nixon's army..la la lalaaa"
I just remember all this anger and my dad being held up in Detroit in his first day going to work when we came here.
Of course the police force is angry. Of course the poor live under the poverty line but guess what?
It turns out that the buildings they live in are loaded with peeling lead paint and guess what else? They get a government payment for having been poisoned, and knowingly I might add.
We knew lead was poison a long time ago and yet continued to use it every day and in every way. It is like everyone is in a mass hypnosis by lead..which brings stupidity and anger. no matter the color of your skin.
So, we continue and we think and we we ponder on what is next. I do not know. I know that we must find a balance through science and knowledge and truth and all the clergy praying after the big fail, means nothing to me! They pretend to be chosen now?
"I say that in 5 years it will be robo cop there and and many other violent towns first and then all over the place.
" drones, they do not see color", I said to a man who likes to come to my store and talk to me.
"oh yes they can!"
"Oh so then they can forecast based on all your criteria?"
I have the solution, make everyone move to the country so that they can detox and then maybe the police will chill out and the poor the ravaged and the disabled can read books on honor, business, mathematics, our physical place in the universe, and many other beautiful time passing activities! What is a case of toilet paper gonna do for you from the CVS, dumb ass?
What does it really do? You fucking live here and you do this? I am so sorry for you Fredie honey..really, but based on your criteria, I am also weary of you. I am also weary of police who hide in their armed cars behind buildings so that they can rob innocent drivers. yes, it does happen.
When I was in Costa Rica, this white boy from San Jose came to my place ( I was teaching English at that place) to sell me crack pipes..I laughed and said to him, he needs to get his life in order and that I would never be interested in selling such devices. He was cracked out! I think they have another term for it now, like tweaking. I never notice this until someone points it out to me.
What do you think is precious?
What is precious to you?
For me it is lavender peppermint soap for my sweet london girl and for me, more lemon soap with salt.
That last one is all gone and we loved it.
I bought a whole lot (for me a whole lot))of vanilla co2 from white lotus, so the vanilla zombie is back but this time with aged patchouli and cacao absolute. I know right! I am awesome to the core!
lol
Monday, April 27, 2015
natural does not mean natural
Now they use terms like, "phalate free" to describe not natural scenting.
They just can't fucking stop!
I am not really mad but, wow! It has been proven over and over that chemicals in (on mean eventually in)) skin care are bad! No, they kept using lead in the rice powder because it was malleable and easy to smooth out skin tone.."oh, wait, it actually degrades the skin so bad it causes scarring"
"fine, we'll stop making it!"
"Oh, now, we will make some other thing that isn't real so that when your children grow up not knowing the sweet actual smell of a daisy, then you will have forgotten all together what is real and what isn't."
Always with the concessions. Who needs it!
Skin care is all fake out there with their aloe and their safflower oil. Cheap, over processed, both! Perfumes? With their beautiful description of flowers and leathers? Fake, fake, fake poison!
So what do we use to wash our faces with? Do we use a cream that smells like este lauder... a milky solution of oils and stabilizers?
Sorbic acid, for gosh sake, and worse! What good does that do?
I love using black seed oil as a base for face wash.
Sometimes if I am really gritty, I will use soap after a good oily face washing or scrub. After that, I will tone with rose hydrosol and follow with a nutrient rich oil combo.
Here is my serum for the month of May:
https://www.etsy.com/listing/206496148/anastasias-healthy-aging-serum?ref=shop_home_active_2&nc=1
organic red raspberry seed oil
organic black seed oil
organic rose hip seed oil
organic cranberry seed oil
organic blue berry seed oil
I use this emulsion neat on my face and allow for the fatty acids to hang and protect as they gently do their thing, repair and protect. I know, I know, the black seed has a tone. It does not matter to me. I feel like it helps me. I will take a little in my palm and apply on to my face as a wash or add this to clay for a cleansing mask.
I hope you have a nice week. :)
They just can't fucking stop!
I am not really mad but, wow! It has been proven over and over that chemicals in (on mean eventually in)) skin care are bad! No, they kept using lead in the rice powder because it was malleable and easy to smooth out skin tone.."oh, wait, it actually degrades the skin so bad it causes scarring"
"fine, we'll stop making it!"
"Oh, now, we will make some other thing that isn't real so that when your children grow up not knowing the sweet actual smell of a daisy, then you will have forgotten all together what is real and what isn't."
Always with the concessions. Who needs it!
Skin care is all fake out there with their aloe and their safflower oil. Cheap, over processed, both! Perfumes? With their beautiful description of flowers and leathers? Fake, fake, fake poison!
So what do we use to wash our faces with? Do we use a cream that smells like este lauder... a milky solution of oils and stabilizers?
Sorbic acid, for gosh sake, and worse! What good does that do?
I love using black seed oil as a base for face wash.
Sometimes if I am really gritty, I will use soap after a good oily face washing or scrub. After that, I will tone with rose hydrosol and follow with a nutrient rich oil combo.
Here is my serum for the month of May:
https://www.etsy.com/listing/206496148/anastasias-healthy-aging-serum?ref=shop_home_active_2&nc=1
organic red raspberry seed oil
organic black seed oil
organic rose hip seed oil
organic cranberry seed oil
organic blue berry seed oil
I use this emulsion neat on my face and allow for the fatty acids to hang and protect as they gently do their thing, repair and protect. I know, I know, the black seed has a tone. It does not matter to me. I feel like it helps me. I will take a little in my palm and apply on to my face as a wash or add this to clay for a cleansing mask.
I hope you have a nice week. :)
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