How I have to listen and I have to know reality.
Reality is this..You must take care of yourself physically and not just say you'll do it. Try to put feelings away right now because it is all business and maybe no fun.I hope you rest and take care to heal your body. Your heart will be fine and dandy if you just take better steps. Stay away from ass holes who try to pour their bad day on you.
They will always have bad days. How is it on you to listen?
It isn't.
Say how you must have the things or they will continue to bother you and drain your cup.
What do you need to be happy?
I ask and ask and must remember that what you need to be happy changes as the years go by.
It is okay to change your mind. Go in your own mind and see the truth of you and then tell it to your own mind again.
Maybe you forgot how it is like to be served..tell it. Tell that, you deserve the most good!
** I thought I would say hello after two months not being able to sit and write..if you can call this writing..lol
