Tuesday, October 31, 2017

thin vale of earth and sun happy birthday scorpio babies mine

For those of you that may not understand Samhain or  Halloween it just means the light of earth is perfectly in line with being just under the line of our sight in the northern hemisphere.
Humans, people made it magical.
Is it magical?
If you think an entity will come and serve you somehow, no..I have never seen such "miracles"

Is it wonderful to set your mind to the tasks at hand for winter and the cold?
It is crisp at first and then it is not.
It is a thin vale..yea...
Enjoy this night and think about what you will learn while hunkered down..hunkered down I say!





I am making something for winter and Scorpio's need for incense with a crispy  electric tone..Sagittarius' need for class to behold, Capricorn's needs to serve and do a good job..not sacrifices..choose what works for you. Nothing should hurt or be so hard as to be a struggle..
With planets in Libra now and this is very nice for her, Libra I mean..she gives way gracefully to deeper meanings..



We must have some oils which will serve us with these characteristic intensities...

Sweetness In Life Mango Butter Cream
Frankincense
Myrrh
Labdanum
rose otto (one drop)
cinnamon (not cassia, one drop)
oppanax
pine
balsam fir

Does that kind of get your mouth watering just thinking of it?
You know, I love labdanum.
With rose otto! MMMMM I am making a hair oil just with roses..no absolutes..only ottos..mmm
(Bulgarian roses are stunning and do not compare to Turkish and I use both..one must as Bulgarian is 10 dollars a drop)
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Monday, October 30, 2017

Pisces the rock star of today

Quiet stealthy and always always sees through your shit.

That is Pisces

You get a flighty Gemini Libra combo and you might have illusive, hard to get to person. It is better for them.
People say Libra is flighty or flip flops..yes, for which oil she loves more toady..for life things,  for life decisions like taking all her kids to Costa Rica to follow a foolish abuser..oops
that is me
People say, oh anastasia, "you have had such an exotic life". Yes because when you leave the safely of home, there are strangers and let me tell you this among the thousands of words and ideas I attempt to convey, nobody is gonna love you more than home, a good family friendship, not some stupid thing about dying races trying to retain their genes so hard..
There,  in the jungles, there were vagabonds and wife steelers ready to take over and it was The Americans and other ex pats who took over.
Most ex pat women came home with the kids and the men stayed with the mistress and drinking every night..and the penis..course

My mother raised me to make bread not drink in a bar every night ..oh wait, that is who made their bread every night, me! ha  ha
I walked home at 1 am and had to and it was breathtaking and hard..at night, it was scary.
I got to see humanity from a new perceptive and it changed me slowly in to a stronger person because after all my love and power of love and love love love of Shiva, Yogananda, I let it go and found that love is something altogether unnecessary in any of it. In fact, I say one must finally look at danger with disdain not some compliant drone pretending everything is okay.
You look at them and say, no, not me no way!

My sandals broke today and I walked in the rain and none of the expats who passed me by even stopped along the way
I walked in the dark fearing the ghosts but it could have been a big cat stalking me
I took it for granted every night
and then one day I called my mom
I told her everything
I told her how they were
how a local stole my best knife
it was so big almost a sword
In those lonely quiet moments
i listened
I sang
I sang songs to direct my brain
I passed the big house where some Hollywood guys lives

a big giant place with fences and bridges that they had to blow up a mountain so he could have it
They all fight to this day for water as there is not enough and the money crunchers, they wait they drink beer and they deliberate.









Saturday, October 28, 2017

It is time to make a fire

You had better. Light a match if you have to but do it.
Why?

Well it is to ignite a force of thoughts with in your brain so that you can make them happen..your thoughts are your intentions.

What are your intentions, anyhow?

Sometimes the future is shaded with unknown yet to be experienced events. It is really what you are doing with your life now that will reveal the results now, right now..what you made yesterday and how it will touch someones skin. What you kneaded with your hands and whose shoulder needs a a tug from and clean deeply satisfying hand.

What are you refusing to see?
Why do you make things hard?
What are you refusing to see?
Is it a child you birthed? Is it me?
Is it the corporate trash that rules you 8 hours a day?
Do not cry for them, they are not your friends!
What are you refusing to move forward from?
Your head might hurt from squeezing your thoughts too tightly and then you are all achy all over?
Which thoughts are you squeezing so tightly? Which ones are frozen and won't budge?

Why do you cry for the wrong things? Like?
New clothes and new purse and better hips and better lover mate for sure because I have not met more than ten good men in my lifetime.All the make up and but firming will not make him love you more. All the fight to change your children's mind about you won't make them love you more..they won't love more till they are past 24..truth! They love you enough now...

Sorry boys but you suck!
While we fight for the romance and nurturing and birthing  your babies, you think working for that makes it okay to  and fuk other women..you have so many pathways to do  those things now a days, and since the beginning of cities..really... you are lost in your filthy fat world of greed lust and fitful feelings of happiness. You come home and pretend you are good, after even all that. It was and is so!
Ladies, you know it is true..a good man is one who makes  home improvements not sitting in front of a screen trying to troll women and porn..
How many of us have heard, "I pay for all this"
I think that is is good to have our own thing as to never ever be abused in that way.
Tyranny is subtle and then you find it it every corner of every activity you share.
Morning must be hard to accept for men like this because some still wake up and reckon with them selves, yea? Do they think about  the night before and here is where there will be  sweeping  it deep I inside the brain and color it something else in order to feel better..and they'll go  about the work day in modern times all the while strutting with deep dirty secrets..
What too much man hate?
I do not hate men, I have sons and yes they are dumb, really dumb sometimes. Do not think I have not thrown a few swords at them (words)!
I expect them to be honorable and greedy for knowledge and not some pretend worlds where they live to be worshiped by women.
I hope that at least three of my seeds of wisdom have penetrated in their brain and someday it just sprouts and they see things differently perhaps or they change their mind about certain values not fitting in our civilization as easily as they used to.
My daughters, are fierce and so smart. we will talk of them another day.. I have raised them to see injustice and question everything.
It was the books and it is still the books!
I am reading Thomas Payne next!

I hope you have a wonderful fall day..my fire pit is ready!








Wednesday, October 25, 2017

The brothers karamazov

I am not a great or even marginally good writer. I just get excited and want to tell you all that is on my mind. I am a talker too. I talk to people all day and lately they will write me. I know I can manage my thoughts to cast them in to my products, to weave and to say and to ponder and to listen too..I love you!

The Brothers Karamazov..each chapter is so complex and so beautiful written that I am in awe and have to go back and ponder on these ideas so eloquently put together and always about God, what is he, why is he and what is reality..I am not done with the book yet. I can only take a couple of chapters and I am saturated..
Ivan goes on about why he questions the church and god and Iotia is a monk in the monastery..that was school in those days, man! Orthodox Byzantine Orthodoxy..
I know these things because I was immersed in the church since the beginning in my village. The priests were allowed to beat you! Ivan goes on to give examples of humans creation of what is right and how God wants it.like the young boy who threw a rock and it hit one of the dogs of the chancellor or some guy in charge,  and the dog limped for a minute..how hard could a child throw a rock, hey? Well he freaked out about his dog and then asked who did it and they took the child from his mother and put him in a dark cold room for the night and then in the morning they brought him out and made his mother take off all his clothes and made him run as they set the dogs on him and tore him apart in front of his mother.
later she got on her knees and said he  was a just lord..
Can you imagine the fear of a child all alone in a cold closet in Russia? He was about six,  I think.
Ivan says that we created our image of god..how else could such cruelty become?
It makes me shudder in fear of what some humans must have gone though in just the last 100 years.
How if you think our world is bad bad now and has no morals well, look at  how we are free of tyranny on that level.

Each inquisitor goes in the the jail cell before they would burn heretics alive to recite why god wants them to die this way because they simply spoke freely and the church heard about it.
They would say, "you stay silent..blah blah..God...blahh"


Yes it hurts me and while we decorate for Samhain Halloween and celebrate our harvests, we should look in to the part of our cells that have memory of  women's suffering and men's blood poured all over her belly, her creases and her mountainous breasts and all while she feeds and breathes for us..our mother earth is not a person or a goddess or some god that can save us..she is organic made of billions of years of broken and reconnected particles to make continents and enough dirt for us to respond to..I love her more every day that I am here,
she is dirt, dust, peptides and high tides
 I want her to  be happy, I want to know what is actually  sacred, like each thought I  may weave to create a beautiful day and to make a grand design of my own filled with all sorts of self created options..
How can I not enjoy all of them, I must, that is my duty for now....




Saturday, October 21, 2017

today I woke up got up and felt the spin of Earth

I knew it was going to  be a great day, right. Shake things up and all that, I thought to my self.

I have made some adjustments in my life since last we spoke.
Came to some conclusions.
Had to alter my plans slightly..
This is ongoing and always leads to a shake up. Like when Amazon bought Whole Foods. I stayed quiet because the whole thing is out of my hands.
"How is it?"
"How do you like it now?"

I can deal, what ever!
Who cares anyhow, right?
The red tape required for my compliance has been met with and...what ever!


It will be three years from now when I will leave that place. I think we should think about making eleneetha's a wider spread hot whore of a woman where is shall  radiate her wonderful scope of ideas  to all people on earth who enjoy luscious sultry heavenly suds..yes!!
Like our mother earth she will say,
"Plow in to my sudsy vulva
Enjoy the wondrous secret gifts I give."

This will be my mantra for a while and I hope it inspires you to buy more things and your words and ideas will flow easily though space and time to reach hungry many luxurious bodies and minds.

Have a wonderful day!









Saturday, October 7, 2017

boil and bubble as my cauldron sputtles along

I am right now in the middle of a project distilling myrrh. I ordered a kilo and well, we might as well use it up. It grinds different than frankincense. It is softer and harder at the same time. Once ground up, it feels oily and even buttery.
First, know this, I am not even close to being close to being a great cook or distiller but I say, it is wonderful to try.
I try hard as we all might know. I make good food so how else could this go?

Myrrh. I want to tell you about it and I want you and me to experience what it is.
Resinous
very smokey at first
I almost thought it was too much you know?
As the steam built up I could see the drops of water coming down the glass tubing and allowed it to continue. It has been about 3 hours so far and we are no where near the end point. The water is thick and oily. I smelled it till 2 am on my hand..the left one, the one I try things on.
There is a bitterness to myrrh. that is what breaks down some of the hazy daizy days from our brain.
There is a softness which came later as the material broke down and became steam..a little sticky.

Myrrh, further more , is very calming. It brings a calm which makes one understand without having to proclaim anything. (by "one" I mean me))
I find myself wanting to speak but too tired to admonish ..lol

(some lady came in and gave me political cards so I can put the president in jail with her))

"please, no, you are not going to make me hate anyone" I thought, and took her card as to be polite and threw it away later.

I learned that phrase from a smart person. it stuck with me.

The witch says nothing until it is her time to speak, I will  get better at this.
Speak to your higher self, it never defeats you.
For sure the time will come when you will
you will,
myrrh is about moving forward
or so we say and  the time to cast is here right now and every day

you will speak what your heart says and delight to the highest realm of your realm
tell me this, what does your heart say?

the witch she has will
to cast ideas
to create  a platform for wisdom
survival
comfort
understanding
being quiet
eyes that weep, yes
they will  borough in to your heart and find your truth without words
the kinds of things that make a home where heartfelt and loyal love abides over the sorts of
testosterone raged vibes.

The time is near and nearer yet
the darkest night
the time when you face you shadow
love the dark one inside love the lighthearted  ideas you might always describe
smile at me more often
I hope you do
I am going to check on my brew...

Myrrh

smokey
resinous
buttery
leather
allure









Monday, October 2, 2017

Samhain Casting fall and the big stuff

I will try to contain myself. I will try.
I am going through my mind to choose what products I will highlight this season.
Samhain is going to be awesome this year!
I am getting the fire pit ready each day but gathering wood and baby, I am going to light that thing!
It will smell up the neighborhood with holy water and frankincense sizzling (continuing to sizzle) while I dance naked around the fire chanting, "Oh me my  goddess with in, rise up and win me over :)rise up and spread your fire in every hungry cell, burn out any dark thoughts of fear and fail"


I have been distilling frankincense. I order it from a man in Yemen and he ships fast. @lubanfrankincensesupplier  DHL is expensive, yes  and  his selections of frankincense are wonderful. I say, I can't stop now!
I only got about 1 little of hydrosol out of 16 ounces of frankincense tears. Maybe I am using too much per cook? Nah!
I am calling it a cook because it really is a long time boiling and steaming and dripping and smelling wonderful silky notes of piny, churchy, holy like..crisp, peppery, deeply alluring...you tell me.
Hey, I was raised in the church. There were nice things about the rituals.


My hungry cells are yearning for your reality, your honesty and never could be jealous or vengeful. Those things bring only sadness and hurt feelings.They always do..see? You can escape and still observe them as wrong and never right.
Also, and they say this in every language, you are who you run with. Must be why I have you still loving me after all these years.

 I love you. I want to always please you and bring you smelly things so that I would rub your hands and your feet
I want to nurish you with words that fill your mind
I want to show you that being kind is being kind
always you  see, they are in your mind
what comes though your lips has weight
what comes from your heart has pain
from longing and desire
and feelings of things  you haven't even felt yet.
Throw them in the fire!


The Hojari frankincense tho..dude! I don't know, I am so in awe of distilling it is crazy.
I am right now cooking the last of the ground of (goo) of frankincense (crack). After hours of cooking, this material becomes like glass almost, like candy. It is crumbly and crackly and I have been dumping it in the fire pit where it will burn clean and with the wood and make me so happy you see?

Casting is casting, it is planning and thinking and quietude.














Sunday, October 1, 2017

"hello" chilly fall nights and new ideas for skin

I like stuff that helps my skin and makes me smell good. I know, I am making lemongrass soap and even using it. See, we can all change and love everything if we want to.
It is wonderful on the skin. So open your heart to lemon grass!
It has raspberry seeds..yummy..
https://www.eleneetha.com/listing/534500844/organic-lemongrass-raspberry-seed-and

I say, the old whore is brilliant this batch and if you get one, you will be washed with something freeking amazing. I sometimes cast that batch for a longer than usual time.
https://www.eleneetha.com/listing/58013653/old-whore-soap

Organic Vetiver Soap
One of my best batches ever.
https://www.eleneetha.com/listing/117925384/organic-vetiver-soap



Casting, collecting your thoughts and collecting the ingredients which form small yet profound realities..

Casting, spreading rumors not based on reality and only to promote yourself.

"Unknowingly" Casting To Manic Crazy people.."saying every thought" and then wondering why the wrong impressions about you.

Remember about this, every experience does make you smarter. so that you never should never have to engage on dangerous grounds and then cry if you're  hurt by the sharks or the manta rays that can dig up any crab beneath the sand.
(We are all  but food and sex..another little rant idea  right there :)
We are in an ocean of everything and you and me are but a smallish spec and where we all (Earth) are is a small blue dot in space filled with dark matter which holds us all.

Casting is now, it is developing higher skills which retain the thoughts which we mold in to realities.
Casting is being in a secret and hiding for a while. it is honing and it is becoming real. You are real, that is for sure. You are what you always wanted to be. right now. You should be proud of this.



(Fromm Walking Dead ideas)
Remember when father Gabriel said things about  Rick and tried to make him look like a dick in all of Alexandria and Michone had to knock him out because he was in a rant and all covered in blood from fight with the porch dick?
What was he thinking when engaging with the married woman? Dangerous waters my friends lead to facing real dangers.
Rick, he got it together and really got sick and tired of having to constantly bow down to old standards. he chose to be who he is.
I am not Rick and the zombies are in my own head.
by the way, the smartest fish live by hiding and planning their activities..
I know I have been watching a great show about sharks on Netflix!