Sunday, August 27, 2017

Hello Virgo

We are already shifting towards the harvest. I am going out today and picking all the peppers and I will pickle them for the winter.

lady soap maker went out one day
 to see if her garden grew
she picked all the veggies and the cucumbers and onions too. the garlic, the juicy redness and meaty tomatoes and she sang them a lullaby too. They love that. She thinks they care about her.

The days grow short and mid day gets hot and the nights are crispy cool
condensation adorning each new bud..they will not make it.
you want them to
they try
you both cry
take a deep breath
and here here is where hope makes its  preparation
where minding what is real becomes easy
where clean up is beautiful and everything you touch becomes more gorgeous each day
where sparkling light makes you seem that way because your thoughts have transformed you in to this moment
your face so peaceful
you close your eyes and breath in all the good, your body tension leaves you and you can accept what you  have here and now..right now..
and yet like a sweet just forming bud, too late in summer, knowing this , accepts and yet demands true space in space..your face is adorned in the same way..each line be it deep or just forming.

lady soapie went out one day and knew her garden would grow
she put in the time
her hands dirty and sweat glistening in the sun
there is no way it wouldn't, you know

life is a garden you hands and the things you touch your fruit..I want sweet juicy ones

and now here is my real poem
about moles

something lingers
lingers in my garden
its sweet little teeth taking sweet little bites from my tomatoes
He leaves little tooth marks on each one that is not ripe
he goes for the juicy the sweet and the ones I would keep
he dug a tunnel  right under one such fruit
he just ate from his front door
so cute
he begs for my pardon

Monday, August 21, 2017

and what a feeling HAPPY SOLAR ECLIPSE

How interesting that this last week was a doozy, yea?

This is rose of sharon, or wild hibiscus..I love it and they tell me it grows like a weed and I am glad. Let her cast herself across my whole yard. she  is really stunning! 
Her flowers, they close at night and open with the sun. 

Glory! Perfection! Pay Attention, be free of fear again and again!

Be stunning and be real
Be happy that you are here
what ever is divine
let it be what it is
nothing to do with you for sure
make your own divinity I say
what ever you want
make it real with each thought
with each thought, transform it in to a real idea
with concrete value
with loving intention
with hands that linger on the good
with mind that proceeds with reverence for nature and her beauty of which you are one with..


Saturday, August 19, 2017

you made me cry

guys get something clear and I mean the few very sexist men I have encountered in the last month or so.

Please and Thank You!

 I will say anything I want and you do not get to be all do not get to make a ticking time bomb over a topic.

you do not get to be offended by my words about your religion
cover your head, I don't care
your vestments mean nothing to me
you do not get to treat me worse than any person in charge
especially your gods be they real or imaginary
you do not get to spread rumors about me
you do not get to treat me like a  servant
you do not get to engage in conversation
that only leads to war for any of the above topics
you do not get to be mean to everyone just because you are having a bad day
your mom may be dying  or whatever is weighing your mind..there are many things which weigh our minds
you seem to think it is way to be rough with people and you create drama and bad hurt feelings
who do you think you are, Caligula??

ha ha ha

sorry I had to bring this to you as I approach my 60's but it took that long to find words to reply to your unkind racist sexist what supremacist attitude.
I have known and not necessarily  in the "known" sense,  vile white men and vile black men and they all had a penis, they loved that thing and they still do. I am sure!

talk about everything yo

Thursday, August 17, 2017

back to school feels real

It has been a nice summer yea? We have all been working on something and it has been received.
Received..yes..have, has, been, gotten, there, and in a profound learning rush, received all the things coming to us.

I have been honing in some some temperature issues and the dry weather all summer has surely effected the time and reason to make things.
I am not in such a hurry to just make, but when I get that alone time the, oh so beautiful witch time..yes it is good and works like a perfect storm.

This is now, this is the time )
to look at what is up and clean up your work space
don't cheap to yourself iether
it can come quick as an opportunity and then you are like "oh, what should I do??"
Well, don't just take whatever comes like a leaf in the that seed that makes so many new seeds for the next a field of what ever flower you want to your own made proverbial seeds and then..go out of the weeds and stop crying all day..

Think of me, at four in the morning..:) here saying, "hello, you look great, you are great and you are doing great!"

My beautiful friend said it best..
"I don't care, you are not making me hate anyone!"

Wednesday, August 16, 2017

killer bee propolis and skin care


3 mls propolis  you have to get a  good one not full of alcohol. Propolis in dried form is available on Amazon. I have a little bit left of a rare batch.

Red algae that is from a good source.  I love red algae for the complexion. It brightens the skin and guess what, studies show that the red components in plants shield your skin further from the sun.

1/2 ounce bees wax

more or less on the olive

2 cups rich unfiltered olive oil

When I first started to make this I learned so much about propolis. It is rough and ready to serve but you must concede and do the prep. It needs to sit in heat and melt completely , low heat , in a water bath, and it needs to go clear and the essential oils are last and still, need to temper as the solution cools to a jelly.
Making balms is an art form.

Monday, August 14, 2017

my weird customers thank you

I like top shelf and that is what I like and you are and have always been the tops

you other medium shelves please step aside
you mean what you mean to your medium lives
your tacky pants and golf shirts aside

you lower shelf dweebs who think you are on fire
it is because your ancestors were ready to burn your carnal desires
your need to survive turned in to worship
of anyone who would serve you
would treat you as more
I  know your anger has taken you you to  a lower even lower shelf of
dredges and trimmings and the meat mist of your bloody requirements
no one wants those
they sit and dry out like a bad idea..get it..bad idea..thinking, doing, being a good person..

I hope your brain starts to see the reality
that we are 7 billion humans here and you yourself, dude, mean nothing

Wednesday, August 9, 2017

what is the point of making soap if you can not grow and use your own botanicals now and again

I have been making garden soaps. Homegrown garden botanicals for our nutrition and pleasure.

More of them are on the way and as much as I would like to tincture a bunch of the herbs that I grow,  I do not because I would rather spend the money on jars for you and not just liquids sitting around..I do have many tinctures and extracts already from people who make them.
I made some mighty fine sage soap and super delicious cucumber soap and now black tomato soap?
I will think on it and you'll be the first to know.
Tomatoes are in. August is tomato month for sure. Today I will test the still and see what I can make of it..

Tomato Hydrosol??
Cucumber hydrosol??
Lemon balm hydrosol??
 Basil hydrosol??

Shopping List
2 ounces basil oil
4 ounces lemon organic

2 ounces basil
2 ounces rosemary
2 ounces peppermint

2 ounces basil
2 ounces frankincense
2 ounces patchouli
1 ounce clove

What tickles your fancy in any of those scenarios?

Me, I am super okay..I hate my schedule at work and I hate the constant surveillance and monitoring and adjusting according to  higher ups all stressed out because if one mistake is made it means gray areas..Now listen this does not mean I am not happy. It means that I must look at reality and not some pretend happiness while things that make me unhappy are happening..get it? job..
It is a way to mass produce and be more impersonal than is reality in retail and business. No one is your friend in leadership. they could have been your friend before they became leaders but the air changes in a split second and you know your place.
My place?
 It means nothing and if I had a choice which I do not, I would stack fruit somewhere. At least it is honest. There is some art to it for real not just slinging boxes and crap for masses who rarely say "thank you".
Once in a while they come and will tell me how I touched their lives and how they feel so good. I am happy to hear it and glad some thing good went through besides the scan and the scans and the other scans for returns and more scans, oops, you have sign in again and again,  to see the price and another scan to detect movement so the drones can get here faster..let them but do not forget that it does not matter in the least.
Even in writing this I sigh and accept that I should not care as much. It is real the easy thing to do and we are being trained to be little box checkers..ughhhh
Have you checked the proper box today?

What is art though? What is it that we crave to be so outside the box that something like checking a little box  has us all up in a tizzy?
Well, it feels like brainwashing because it is.
While we need to be clean and efficient, we might loose some spark of joy each time we check the box as if it will give us a big will. Money! We check the box.

I used to say, "some money is not worth being made"..well..yes..which money?

I am now going to say, "money bring to me to us  good things, money loves you and then loves me and we are happy as can be, there are bees buzzing and birds singing..and winter is coming"

Monday, August 7, 2017

Full Moon Lunar Eclipse and other ideas like why July is so fleeting?

Happy Birthday Leo..ha!!!

If you have ever had a fire on your ass it is now. If you've ever been driven about anything it is now. And if you've been lazy and thoughtless, it is time to not be lazy and laxified, as if you have servants..I know, it is hard..Be a beast on the hunt. It is your best thing. Be organized and thorough, it is your best thing and do not make bad memories with people that have actually loved you and cared for you, your new friends will never be loyal and true..learn to be loyal and true yourself and do not actually expect that in others when you are already ready to shut the door on their faces, watching as they get eaten by flesh eating zombies ready to suck them dry because that is what they are for, their best thing is sucking blood.

Speaking of which, I still love astrology and it is fun for me I can detect patterns in people more than a sign as to who they are. It is all about memories and how we remember each event and how we transform that in to our daily lives and full moons are always about money for me.
Libra, loves nice tings and clean places and works ass off for the money so she can eat nice food and sleep in clean dry sheets(very important)..
July is Tax month in Livonia so I paid that, I paid the electric so we can have air conditioning and I paid the 1200 hundred dollar car insurance bill. 1200 dollars each month! Fuks! We have 4 cars on that plan and Michigan is said to be a state where there is a lot of fraud. Yes there is! By the insurance people! ha ha ha!
 Laughter, okay, because in the end it is all imaginary money and we are going to die and we have no choice in living here on earth, happened to us. Now we are here and this is what we have become. A dirty slave based human civilization based on territory, and bloodshed..sorry but it is true..ah, yes and fighting for our gods as per usual. One God my ass!
There are 4 major ones watching as these little creature try to destroy themselves of property rights..hah ha hahaaaa I have paid my fee for the next six months.thank you for the opportunity Livonia. My place is so amazing right now! The flowers the life!

Good thing we have art and music and a whole lot of veggies! Good thing we have yoga and free speech or I'd have my ass on a pile of embers..yes humans did that, for Jesus! Seriously, it happened, I am as shocked as you but there it is.
God said "there are to be no other gods before me" and then 2000 years later,  Jesus said, " I am the only way you can see the big guy, me the savior of the world" and  and then 2000 years went by and humans spread themselves all over the place and pretended to be servants of god and chastity in the home was godliness..but as soon as they made big towns where everyone came to trade and sell stuff, sex with different people and sexually transited deceases like syphilis and bad living outside the godly home. Syphlis..been here since cities were born! Pretending is something we do rather well, don't you think? Good thing we have a church on every corner though.

I am not angry, I am just saying. We do not cut peoples heads off in a good human that has to be fixed, and if I were running things which I am not, I would make it so everyone has to be healthy. This means getting rid of many bad habits starting with, that healthy food and healthy life means you are not all bound up (pun)protecting your place here on Earth but that you are able to express that in something each day, be it your job, your hobby  or you love of creating through aromatherapy...mmm
cologne,, yuk..gross and nothing they make touches your health in any way, it is an illusion set up by marketing firms who have ever smelled dirt in their lives unless they went on expensive vacations where their lives were led by servants in the hotel..yea..I rant, I know it..
I hates it. I really do!
It makes me stabby..))I work with someone who wears this yucky horrid  Halston from TJ Maxx..I walk in to a cloud of poison every day and can really say nothing because you know, apparently is is not cool, they all are used to it and I am too sensitive..well, darn it all! Sorry I do not care for toxic particles to go in to my brain because they are so small and deadly and ruin your life..sorry, fuking cologne!

Wear something fresh.
What is fresh  to me is something other than fresh to others..

 I find lavender and lemon to be fresh, lemongrass, cucumber smell...mmmm

(cucumber lemon soap coming up, I am just waiting for a few more big ones (well they do look like a penis:) so I can peel them and juice them and add them to soap,mmm))

black tomato