Monday, July 30, 2018

how to handle mercury retrograde on a hot day Leo strength leo patience








Clean sun room
Clean garage ( finally my mother will be so happy)
Play with flowers
Talk to flowers
Be among them and fawn on them..they love that.


Speaking of fawns and nature..It is August among us! Okay, tomorrow.
It is a new sort of space our planet travels through and I thought I would ponder on some thoughts with regards to Mercury retrograde during August..when the sun seems to dry things up and the tomatoes are in and there are butterflies and bees desperately sucking in that sweet nectar!

This Mercury retrograde is also in Leo so some set backs for leonine areas of the chart.. and how one has  managed their life till now. It feels lonely, it does. Be lonely then. This is the time to take care of business and not fool around too long  being sad for yourself. You know what that leads to?
It leads to giving yourself reasons to do the wrong thing. Giving yourself entitlement  to rise above the rules and behave badly when no one is looking.

Your pride and resentment may crop up and your hate towards people from ten years ago is wasted energy. Stop and think about what you are thinking about a person. They have a right to change, hopefully they grow and do change,  and somehow you still carry on inside about that one time they hurt you when they were at their lowest.
Of course people do not completely change their true colors. they have their public life and their inside  intended thoughts..and they show that to family and friends eventually and sometimes continually for years..know what is real then and what is a nurtured poisonous seed you've rolled  around in your brain for ten years or so.
 I will not quote Black Panther much, it is too cliche' but "you become the thing you hate" when thinking about it every day like a crazy person so that each thought is about how bad things are with that guy or woman..in families it gets heated, it does. In the work place it can get that way too because you spend so much time together. Be more detached, Mercury in Leo can help us in that way! Know your real reasons, intentions and do not waste time on the phone all day. Take a nap like cats do.

I think with Saturn in Capricorn and Mercury Retrograde in Leo, we will indeed learn about some very valuable and meaningful life opportunities to with which to grow and become more skillful and displaying our skills..:) To be independent for anyone who says, "no, you must live by the "book" And you all know which book they mean!




Sunday, July 29, 2018

top skin care scents requests and aromatherapy ideas in my brain for fall and then winter saturn ideas comin






My mind, it plays with me and there are so many things I want to tell you and then I am out of time at the right time and must sleep, sometimes..really, man, I love sleeping. Think of it, organic white sheets, organic pillows, about three or six.. you can sleep on all of them or one, me? Never just one. Yes, to nice soft perfect weight blanket..mine is white with  bamboo so that it can breathe and be heavy at the same time..Us Lubras we have a thing with the weights and how they effect our resting time.
Please get rested before the next thing. Your body and brain need that. Lay down sometime and stop taking selfies all day..ha ha
I like them, the selfies to a point. Flowers are prettier always.

Speaking of which, I have pictures @eleneetha on instagram..Instagram is a great way to journal my gardening escapades where my place is an oasis garden hidden from the world out there..
I love the Instagram!
Social media.. free advertising for the ambitious some talented and some crazy talented!
Instagram, is interesting in that you check out styles that are from across the globe and you think and compare and somehow there are way many, many fellow soapies and gardeners and zombie lovers like me all over the planet. Pinterest is very nice too. I love it. It connects with others who love the same things but in a different way. Australia, more more Australia.
Yes, I am saying that I love zombies:) The Walking Dead and every other post apocalyptic well written story.which is Saturn all day and for about 7 or 8 years.



Saturn vibes bring out some wonderful stories you can tell your grandkids.
Saturn is grand kids, grand matrons and grand life having been lived.
Saturn in Capricorn is memories and okay, okay..memories are always recreated according to how you think now. Words grow in your brain as you age so remember this about your remembering. It is always embellished, somehow. The pain you feel about past traumas can crop up at anytime or place. Saturn in Capricorn is about structures and homes needing to be fixed or rearranged.
Saturn in Capricorn if you are a serious type is about being funny and having the ability of laugh at the irony and poignant realities we must face each day.
It is about limits in our lives and how our duties surpass any myth or fantasy we could convince ourselves about. Yes?
Where is Saturn in your chart right now?
That is the great question and a reason why you may feel great pain in your life in those areas.  Think structure..
think humble...
think serving your family...
your mom....
and your dad too. He is craving acceptance and adornment like when he was a boy and they never gave him enough because showing love and kindness to your son makes him weak..they thought that! See, we change as we need to. I am sure your dad is not begging for a hug, but a pat on the back is what he wants..look, some of those guys are jerks and have been mean their whole life fucking things up and now they crave love because in their own  mind, they are good and have always been the best..
We all think we are wonderful.


As Saturn represent restriction and constractions and rigid hard structure including bones teeth and heart which can be in hate and tighten up but good.
Open heart ideas..

Breathe by the four count.

in four out four hold four in four


Rose otto Sandalwood perfume potion

organic jojoba
4 drops rose otto
28 drops sandalwood

Apply on the heart and all over your boobies!
lol

(*not you Tonie, you get vetiver with rose and what ever you sweet heart wants!)







Saturday, July 28, 2018

That Moon though

This is the blood moon at the temple of Apollo in Greece.  Look how the early Greeks fashioned the position of the statue to hold the moon at such a time during 100 ish year cycles..
wow!  I love the way ancient man worshiped the stars and planned their lives around the cycles of our stars. This very intense reflection of the moon towards our star is so beautiful I could cry! I won't cry though.

Flat Earthers, take notes, everything becomes a round ball in space and there are no flat disks. Look at that Moon of ours which we need so much for any kind of good life here, one more and we may have not been so lucky, no moon, and we would  have not survived.. There are not demons dwelling in your heart, that is for dang sure. Your brain which creates them is where you should take a look at yourself.


Let us now become what we have been talking about all these years, I will say to myself as often as I can because guilt plays no hand in my day.
Mistakes and choices based on my ignorance cannot be nurtured, no thought will be spared to my own hidden perhaps intentional self destructive behaviors such as guilt, pity and impetuous liaisons..fem or male..friends or loved ones..You would be surprised how many people you can waste your day with and in the end, nothing good has happened and time has still ticked doing what it does without regard for your spiritual happiness.
(by the way, my blog, is really my own therapy and a good way to kind of help myself so that I can "spell" it out to myself.
yes it is all about me, me , me..and "spells"
lol
:)

I love the stars so much and we all know when I love something, I am loving it for life.


Friday, July 27, 2018

Happy Blood Moon babies!

There is so much and it is hot. I love it and my body is killing me but I suppose our star says that every day that it churns our living life fuel.
I walk about 4 miles a day give or take. I talk about it because you would be surprised how much you can't do when you cannot walk. I can walk, I am just saying.
I bought some new shoes, really good ones, Merill's..maybe they will please me for a month or two.

I love good shoes seeing as that I pound pavement all day.
My favorite thing is the dirt outside. Barefoot, no bracero..ha ha This is why I will make this place a haven all surrounded by high and low trees to shield my naked bod from the old neighbors..ha ha again.. My place is so hilly (baby bunny hills) and bumpy cuz the moles live underneath my place in the garden. They have dug tunnels and are nice and safe all winter. In summer,  The tunnels must get cleaned out cuz you can tell  it is more airy to walk on the grass..My plans are to have no grass in the back..none. The deer, he sleeps in the corner on the wild side. Mind you, I live in Livonia, Michigan, a suburb with older tree on this side of town. Like a hidden nature garden because of the old trees here.
Think about that! How few trees you live near to.
The blood moon is about paying your dues to your mother..remembering your mother and remembering that you were once a wee child with strange notions and here you are now weaving your memories in and out.
Your memories eternal is what the Greeks call someone when they die..
"eonea tis mnimni"
"memory eternal"
It is so complex a statement in life as well as death. Life is when you make the eternal memories.. Call it karma if you will, call it sins if you must..it is the kind of wave you decide to project and are making right now.
People!
It is the lizard brain not the devil which still continues to plague us or remain in our survival mechanisms. I see it all the time. Why else would we divide earth in borders? Why else would we kill each other over our spot?
The lizard brain will kill to eat or be eaten. He knows this from way back in there and never even thinks about it. He will be food in the wild for sure..I mean you do not even have to skin a human like you do a cow.
Mmm
Beyond meat er Soilent Green is sounding interesting..

"Yea, we add beet juice there to make it look like you killed something but you did not."


Humans, People and the advertising which keeps the colony thriving..like ants..we function through a lot of silent hormone type threads which can weave to be not just plain old wretched but even worse..Hitler, Stalin, Trump, Hilary, Her cheating man, all of them..I won't go there, I am not interested in them.
 I am interested in this super bloody moon and how it squares Uranus. How this square is very rigid and yet a lover of true art. true change of heart and looking deep within to find satisfaction in your endeavours..
 Uranus in Taurus always ask "are you happy and what can I do to hurry up and make it so?"
The full moon in square in the same theme says many things. This full moon can bring out the worse bullish behaviors in men with too much testosterone and one needing a quick fix. Or, women, yes, women with so much jealousy and anger that they cannot see the plain truth.
Taurus is changing big time because they will not just sit around the house all day wasting time being sad. yes people are vile(lizard brain) and you are not a part of that. They would hate on anyone who fit the idea  of what they should hate.
Do not fit their idea, is what I am saying.
Get a hair cut.
Clean the house and make it pretty. eat right too..doughnuts make you fat and heavy and there are steps to climb..
Clean every thing.

Food is a big one but I say, do not be fooled by the carpetbaggers of the aquarian age all with the finest labels and tricks to swindle whiles you drool..
I love you!












Wednesday, July 25, 2018

FULL MOON Lore in Aquarius, Blood Moon Ideas


(new logo, by, Sara Samples)



I know of some lore and that is what I will touch on before I allow myself the free rant about full moons and we will see what my brain hurls at us. Fears, dreams, night mares, hopes, wishes, universal love in aquarius...redecorate, learn new ideas, do not be a rigid tyrant,  yo.

Where is the full moon (aquarius)and which house? The house it is in, is relevant because let us say the full moon  and a lunar eclipse Moon  at that, hits your tenth house, well, there will be a big reload at the job front and how your boss, your dad or anyone who is in charge of the money treats you. There is pride and there many be of course the deliberate rivalry that can be harmless now but have long lasting effects. (about six months) Depending on what the leo and aquarius viibe  have going on for you and your aquarian house at the moment, and it will be something earth moving or moving in to a new house..there is movement and even mountains rumble, and people will die. Be thankful you are safe and do not live in the Himalayas right now and there is no LOL here sorry!
Sometimes you cannot pretend all is perfect and glorious and spanking spiritual when there is so much destruction and death in our world and all the media can do is bring up videos and secret tapes they made to stab someone (deserving?) in the back so they can make more money being proud of themselves.

"anastasia, you have mentioned money all day!" YUP!

Sometimes, just saying, you feel glorious and all is wonderful and pure and sometimes it's as if you forget that today many have died and mountains do crumble and they have no regard for our happiness.


Everything in our world today is is being rumbled throughout earth. There Has been injustice since the beginning of time and having insight to our true selves is where we must go otherwise the rigid authoritarians who have no regard for us will eat us, and, spit us out like the returns they except from all of us in the mail and how we have no real love for the things we buy, it is all driven by an unseen force.

RETAIL

There goes my brain again!


This full moon is exceptional because it is when the veggies come in, and we begin to prepare for winter by putting up safety food (in the olden days canning begins)and safety thoughts. Be aware of the insidious nature of man and do not fall for the hatred which seems to dwell among us and we carry on our days full of anger about people and ideas we really know nothing about and really have never met. Love your family not a tv person.

Be aware how your money flows and you must hunker  down and review where you are wasting resources for your greed or whore needs.
I have them, I love rose and I love all the oils so much that I must plan and plan and prepare for each event in my great life in soapmaking and potions. You cannot just throw things together with just one idea. There are rules and steps like a recipe. You must always follow your heart and always be proud of what you are creating and love it as if it is your lover from days gone by always ready to please you and delight your senses.

You must be made aware of your pride and how it really has a life of its own. Your pride in your religion, work, politics.
They all become one and if you are not careful you will have no thoughts that you yourself have thought but simply something someone seeded in your brain all wide open and ready to feel so good and there you go...one sided info going in all day..what comes out is individual sameness!

Be aware of  how creative and simply beautiful you are. You do not need selfies or to prove that you are amazing. Your work will prove this easily and abundantly! Live cheap for six months. Live easy for six months. Do not hate anyone for six months. Love everyone all day every day and more each day and today is as if it is already tomorrow.
I love you so much..
xxxxx






Friday, July 20, 2018

moon jupiter with neptune all in water

"moon is early and jupiter too late so don't be deceived by neptune's hidden ice rage"

the moon  wants to please and be happy and scorpio like only the best things. He loves to be take care of somehow too. It is a great thing with virgo here..I won't go there..thank you virgo people for being ninjas!
I am talking mythology okay, I do understand the laws of physics and know there are no men on Jup!
To me and in my mind's eye I think Jupiter has a real big influence as well as all the parts of our big magnet system! How can one say that these forces don't have any effect or make us rumble. I am rumbling right now!

For pisces it is an awakening in a big way of what they have devoted to lives to. Are they content at the moment and ready to take care of themselves again? Yes! Look, it is better that you close off some of the micro manage and take care of your physical needs. You know what they are. Do not be a martyr.

Aries men and Libra men..oye..Be charming like Hector at work. Everyone loves him, cute, sweet, never smells bad lol and don't you think it is time you engaged in something nice for everyone and not your hidden world of toys? Your fine bourbon mean nothing to me. How old is that bourbon, again?

I am not going through all the signs today because then it feels forced like I have to make up something.
I do feel for you Taurus boys and girls finally letting an old ache go. The longer the worse you will feel. right? Yea..naw, you will never be that. You will never allow anyone to penetrate your elegant grace and charm. I love my Taurus.
You know, it is about Uranus having been now for a couple years in to Taurus. what with such a hard force having passed through  the house of dark secrets and painful exiles.. It is about Scorpio finding something truly rare and good and it is about super fine exciting opportunities and rare learning curves that will mold you for the next six or eight years..give or take..in to who you will be then. the signs are already telling us.
A Taurus boy said to me he thinks we should talk some more because I nailed him the first day. I am not psychic, I have analyzed so many faces behind a counter through  my awesome life  that I can look at someones eyes and see everything. It is scary when I am right because I like to root something out and see what we have and go from there. It is about kidney lung meridian which I like to call the "party boys"
kidney
lungs
eyes
ears
throat
skin
Here is where we abuse our body by too much fat, bad food, that stupid gummy your friend loved, liquor, smoke...meds..worse yet..


Don't be the boy that lets things go in search of dreamy dreams
don't be the girl who holds bitterness over a lover not worthy of her and yet she grieves
please
you always want him to be noble but he never was and you are still mad because he never could be, noble, true or loyal..he cannot, he is the bug that will sting you and you'll carry his mark on your ass which is where he likes to bite..fuker..ass biter!

ha ha haaaaa
lol




My garden poem of the day~

daybreak  sun coming over the trees
shining brightly  in all its glory
cool morning dew beneath my feet
birds softly serenading the flowers for the bees
have a sit down here and tell me a story













Thursday, July 19, 2018

chiron in aries and what it means

It happens and it is a radical energy with chiron..the the last few times were changes that molded us in to what we are right now,. It is always about freedom and restrictions based on the extreme. You kissed a girl and did not ask, you are a raspit. You ran your mouth about some political thing that others found repulsive and rude..it goes on

Think about the riots of 67 and 68 back in the day when we were all too young to be racist. Us young un's!
I had just come from Greece and really could have cared less about skin color. Mrs Sorice, an african american 4th grade school teacher embraced me, who said that she looked like Diana Ross and I would smile not knowing who diana ross was..lol she was my best first american teacher ever. She cared about me learning English and I dove in. I saw kids snorting glue under bridges and was not inclined to go that route..good things!
I found out later as I learned all the dance steps to her music that Diana Ross and Mrs, Sorice did not even come close to looking the same..ha ha she just loved her music is all! "Ohhhh" :))

Think back still, after wwII when men came home and business began to boom because of new engineering and chemical inventions.
If aries is great at anything, it is making money..making things work and making mechanics become art..
I love that!
the thing is...
aries can have a low tolerance and maybe the inability to hold back jibes and even accusations. This may lead to a pack mentality which can be as extreme as a witch hunt..Then people become violent because they can't hold it in..

Direct your energy to new ideas where you get to learn a new way or teach someone younger (babes) some of your techniques and allow them to shine under a new wing..
try not to lean on your sword too much..
oaky

i am now going to go cut a tree some more and make a rose garden. I am  very excited!





okay so I saw a lovely little woman's garden on you tube and she writes little poems on plaques in each section of her garden..
here is one of  mine..
"as I sit in my garden with my cup of sweet tea, it is as if I am her and she is me"





Wednesday, July 18, 2018

astrology for the wicked during a retrograde deluge

The best thing about retrograde planets is that it is sumer and it is all good. the best thing about sumer is the fresh air.
The best thing about fresh air is the brains ability to relax and spread it s good methylated nutrients.
I want mine nice and salty..


Aries..it is time to realize the work ahead and be the rock star and organize and tackle of things which is what you are best at.


Taurus, let go of past disappointments because there is no justification for other people debacles and misfortunes. Turn these thoughts on your beauty and rare talent to construct art in your own profound way.

Gemini..yes people have been dicks to you. You seem to bring out some weird air now in people too stuffy for their own good. It is because you are a forward thinker and a little brash..hey man, you be you!

Cancer, I love you so much. Always the voice of reason and wisdom beyond your true years on this earth. I will follow you and love you and always listen with open mind.

Leo, bring it in! Bring and showcase your skills like a surgeon and like a boss. Be gracious and kind and do not think so highly of yourself that you create a wall of loneliness.

Virgo, when you do something too long, it does get boring. Move on and be ready for the next wave of your adventure, your journey.

Libra, your enthusiasm is limitless, carry on and be awesome always serving with a smile and always genuine and ready to delight and love your loved ones but good!

Scorpio, my scorpio, my beloved and my best friend. Moons count!

Sagittarius, are you finally ready to show a little compassion  about some things you may have been a bit callous about? I know..life hurts and you are no exception. No one is special.

Capricorn, if anyone can handle a retrograde it is you! Being alone is your forte and being a true salty and sexy whore  momma is what I love about you, my most smart and most wonderful companion on this rock! Miles away and years gone by and yet we connect through space and time!

Aquarius, bunny and hunny..you are a cosmic warrior and deserve happiness to go with all of your otherworldly explorations..enjoy your selections though!

Pisces, work hard, yes, kill yourself,  no! You always over do it and then suffer. You do not have to suffer and when someone is mean to you, instead of crying, say, "do not speak to me that way, please"
Just say it..make them feel the shame they try to impose on you! Moons count!


Monday, July 16, 2018

remember when everybody was a communist in hollywood? Retro planets and more pluto ideas

Now they are all either a me too or a kardashian fashion wearer and stroller through any street..just walking with a coffee and a phone. I would have worn those short crop tops as a young woman too though! I would have rocked it!

I understand the phone thing. It is addictive. I really try hard not to play on the thing..but man, it is my best friend in a way. Always there and ready to do my bidding. Logan's Run much?

I love the future and I love the past too. Mostly...:)
I Love Oils and skin care and I do not for sure ever think it is okay to was with detergent in a bottle.Like ants.
Or buy a product just because a new big butt star girl says it made her skin look good so now we all need it.

People are funny like that. I know because I work the retail life and the masses are the masses.
https://www.instagram.com/p/BlQJv0sA7gm/
Check out how ants gather around this drop of sugar syrup. It is how we also gather around the most interesting and the most frightening as well.

As far as "me too"
FINALLY
OH, AND YEA, DON'T BE A PORN HEAD EVERY MINUTE OF YOUR DAY, GO READ SOME YOGANANDA OR SRI YUKTESWAR OR JESUS or who ever someone pretended that he was because the idea is that you work other areas of your brain too.
Men can get away with themselves just a soon as they reach some sort of imaginary pinacle or achievement. The brain triggers all this rush of good hormones and then you have that awesome mix of testosterone in there and naked women all over the place..
eating brown rice and pea protein and smoothies and you have "chemistry" oops there goes the penis again..ha ha ha rawerrrrr ha
Men get out of control and women too but try as we might to be like men at times, we should not.
We should take the feminine and elevate its potential to a place that sex can exist with out rape or allegations where years and years and years go by with these ideas that women are nothing but the next pussy on the list.
What too graphic? You don't think all the misogynists in all of us say that behind closed doors?
Remember how I was married to the ultimate predator at one time, the ultimate hater of all female and dispiser of all darker skin?
I was raised to always show loyalty and not be like some wretched female of the kind which stands up for herself and says, "wow, no, you are wrong there buddy!"They beat you for saying such things. Truth!

Ah retrograde planets, they always make us review what we have allowed to happen and how long we did it and now what else?
Is there stress in your life or is it all made up stuff in order to impress some sugar syrup pond somewhere where all the other ants gather?

"may my sunshine soap business be the sweet nectar which soothes all us and many"
"_))

Yogananda says something really cool about how we should not wait for the nervana  or heaven to give us our rewards today, we should live our lives now with the most honor..and integrity..instead or lies which flow like that fake blue sugar water they seduced the ants with.


I love you!
You know this and even though we have not spoken, when do, it is like we are and have always been all along stretching our web of truth, laughter and good feelings to one another!
xx








Tuesday, July 10, 2018

How did I miss Pluto? FIVE PLANETS RETROGRADE

Five Five five..more on Pluto retrograde coming up..Saturn Pluto and Jupiter and Mars all over the place is break ups, corporate take overs gone bad and having to work out the kinks in an already difficult situation..
I will write more..one would think all this retrograde is catastrophic!
It is not. It is all ego and duty and earth rulers being dicks..opps.

I will write more on Pluto..

yes indeed four planets in retrograde





mars
saturn
jupiter
neptune
Uranus opted to stay out of that get together because he is all gung (and hung))hoe on doing and making a good life for himself. Something he has long taken for granted.

That day I was so shaken about  something that it went all the way to my core..
a very taurus/uranus conjuring!
It was something dumb with my kids and for one time, I saw some of the things I say to my dad or mom and it makes them all hurt the same way. They handle things more graciously than I do. I just cry. I say what I am going to say and cry. It shakes a person up.
Later, when I went to work, every one was that way. the manager, kids up front!lol
The boy from up front came and said that five planets are in retrograde..wow! LOL I thought about my day and responded,
"Great!"
Now you can finish all the things you have been putting off. Now you can face the dreaded black thoughts of letting something go for good. Now you can look in your own mirror and state what and who you are. Do you even know? You had better look and look hard because your true colors must come out or fade like an old photo! Is that what you want? :)
Work your brain, I say and not for the news you only want to hear, but all of the ideas which mold us and make us believe in things or people or even ourselves..

"I know what is good and what is bad, no one can change my mind!"
LOL
"what is good or bad changes ever  few years, you cannot base your morality on good or bad.."

"there are two kinds of people in the world, those who embrace nostalgia and those who desire better earth changes"
I translate these quotes from books I have had the pleasure of learning from. I am so lucky!  I live with high minded learners!
Being so attached to nostalgia that you forget we humans are one thing mixed in  like the  sauce of our earth mother..her dirt, her water, her calcium and mag and her yellow flowers on the hill you climbed as a child always your feet attached to her always your home attached to her, she is so amazing and so miraculous, our planet, how can we be so callous?
How!?
I am not crying. I am in love with her every summer,. I am her lover as I plow in to her  vulva with pure lust for her life in me! I am in awe and in love and I worship her in a way that transcends the human emotions some man made gods portray. Not Earth, she is strong with her iron core, all melted and well..I do go on!


Mars Saturn Jupiter Neptune

Mars:
get all your medical things taken care of. Cars need fixing?

Jupiter: Stop eating so much cake..jeez! Eat a melon, it is summer!

Saturn: Yea, your ego gets hurt all day. Why linger around people who suck and who hurt you and dissapoint? Do you like being this way? Get over yourself dude! You are not special and so you must let go of old ways and maybe get therapy not tinder!

Neptune is  tricky..here in my opinion, it brings a hazy sort of feeling and yet..art is back, real people like us are back in style because Amazon cannot bring you joy like I can..LOL
ha ha ha


Thursday, July 5, 2018

to learn your tasks aim for the happiest and start now

"we need everything so bring it all"

Here is what we will need,
good intentions,
 ability to carry out physical tasks,
 communications of what is desired and what will be.


Good intentions are the first things for me because intent causes a chemical reaction in my brain and yours, to create the sparks of neurons and the brain just goes with it. Now to turn those intentions in to a million dollars or more, that is something we all must realize based on capacity to accept and understand what we are capable of and deserve. I mean it is only a few zeros, of never seen gold anyhow. What are you so afraid of?
Commitment? Obligations?
Maybe yes?


Ability to carry out physical tasks..
A big one yes?
Eat right my friends and eat real food not some made of crap that looks like a burger. Make your food yourself so that you can understand what goes in to you each bite. That is my favorite and it goes further..
When your body has the right nutrients, your bones and muscle can be healthier and carry  your heavy ass to next thing.
That is the idea. I see all sorts of gals both fit and not fit..mostly not fit ,go for the fake burger! Okay, all of them are not fit. The fit people have a shopping cart that is clean and no boxes and no fancy two layer plastic and then fancy cardboard on top..None of that fancy labeling will make that food any better for you. That said eat more salad.

One of my favorite salads!
cut in bite sized pieces..
2 peppers
2 tomatoes
1 cucke
basil
1 onion

2 tablespoons olive oil
1 tablespoon red wine vinegar
salt pepper
eat

Comunication

My favorite because I love to talk and express ideas. The ability to convert thoughts into discernible sentences is, what makes me who I am. That said, many people love to take my time as if I have nothing going on except that moment with them which can turn in to 30 moments. They add up.
If karmas were real, mine would be that I nurture and have an ear for many. Somehow my talent may be to take the words people say to me and understand that person..somehow, I can see pictures of their internal workings and somehow I sometimes smell decay and black thoughts..
 You know, not everyone who eats brown rice is kind. I would even venture to say that all the restrictions people put on themselves and their bodies, do indeed  make them cranky and mean.

Never let that be me..
I am happy and happy as can be, see?
Life is bliss when you accept each wish your brain has conjuered
I live the life I believe in
and I have deep gratitude for each moment
no regrets no illusions and no fake ideas of happiness









Sunday, July 1, 2018

Good Morning July and good morning my July Babes all over the world

There are hot times of summer and there are really hot times of summer. I love it and you should too because it was not that long ago we were so cold our tits froze!
"wow, it is colder than a witches's tit out there"
As if any woman with a tit which a man could control would somehow have a hotter tit! See, what men have taught us through the years..of course it is religion and if you say, "anastasia, you always say that!"
yup! I do..maybe your modern place of worship is now a loving let us not burn anyone alive today, but man it was not so many moons ago. Look back to the trials of salem, and the thousands of humans who died in fires burning and burning for not believing and proclaiming to the church, "who do you renounce?"
"I renounce satan!"

Study  your faith, it comes from some men's dogma of what is correct and what is an abomination to god.
 Hey let us cover our women because they are so hot and sexy  that we have no self control over  ourselves and it shows in the way we say we are protecting them but  really they are scared we'll beat them..(run on sentence much)) so they do what is demanded by the right of god or a hollywood producer..either way..
It goes a long way and if you think you are modern, think again. think how many times you have gone to the doctor and he demands a mammogram for a perfectly great tit, boob and what not.

I would like to talk about Chris Hardwick and how things can go the wrong way in any group and you may be liberal or republican but if you are such a strong hater of the "other" side, oye, you can loose all your good this way..
"A witch hunt" Yea? It is! I mean maybe I am wrong here but there is a limit and a shady area of what is abuse and what is maybe role play...because some guy hurt your feelings a few times and you both indulged in rape (maybe, I mean I have seen enough porn))fantasies together but now you say that was not what you wanted even though all your letters say you did...and it really was not the problem during the bad relationship. In fact, he never one time replied with, "hey come back so I can rape you some more!" Nope, they fried him on the spot! Ouch!
Look, a bad man is a bad man..
Let me tell you the kind of man I was married to was a true psychopath..honestly those of you that know me know how much..
When he went to jail, he once again begged me to keep our family together and that he would work his ass off and all this crap I heard before. It happens, you get so attached to someone and forgive and forgive and forgive again and make excuses and how your love is so strong because god does not like a woman who walks away or one who  stands her ground and says, "no, do not treat me that way, I do not like those words you are saying or things you do to me."

That did not happen to Chris..
He got fired from everything! Done, Dead like the slow death of The Walking Dead!


Yesterday I had a woman complain for ten minutes  about how whole foods has changed and  does not carry all her favorite stuff any more and how it is bad now and changed and blah blah blah.."oh, sorry you can't have your good karma yogurt and eat it while doing yoga" ha ha ha

Even food is a religion! Most chefs are Men! OYE!!
Get over it anastasia!
No
Never!