Thursday, April 18, 2019

Jupiter In Sagittarius you deserve to be happy at your own expense









Soon you will see Jup go in to Capricorn. I feel like it is good good because Capricorns all over the world can laugh a little more after grueling lessons and life support systems that needed mending. of course this can go as far as you want in your mind. It can take you to places in your memories that still hurt.
Yes, the more you tell a story the more changes you can remember and change the story. I see that however, even though the story changes and alters because your mind is different now thirty years later, or five, you can still hurt just as much at how you let someone hurt you in such a horrid way.
I do not care about how trivial it may  seem to others. Your pain  is all your own in all your own way.
That said..no you do not have to release it and be happy about your lessons. No one has the right to physically or mentally hurt you. They will. You will remember the pain of it. The hurt and the anger..be silent. The anger is what it is. it is okay for sure!
Humans do  feel all those things daily and lying about it is just plain childish. Say your truth momma!


Sagittarius is my 12 house so I already feel it. The thing is I am calmer, and I am accepting of inevitable realities that have nothing to do with sentimental lovely sayings about women and how we should be.
It ends with my family right here. I will honor my daughters as heads of my family not someone I have to give to another family.
I saw that in my mother and how the whole lot of them treated her. It started with my fathers father who from day one called her the fly on the wall. Miya..the dirty pig! He loved me! Who wouldn't?
:)
They had like six or seven kids like me. Who grew up and they all lived in that big house. My mother the outsider in a gang.(so to speak)
It ends with my boys right now I say. My mother has coddled and babied all the sweet boys in our family.
I will push them all the same based on their provisions and offerings to our family.
My daughters though..well lets us say that through all of my painful fears, we have survived the zombie hoard and continue to thrive in the apocalypse..lol


Long ago....
Me at 13 years old having just learned enough English to read some books after three years here having come home from classes at the school..
My grandfather had come to visit us from Greece and he asked me "how was school?'
"good, we learned about evolution'" I told him in Greek.
He flipped out! Started yelling and carrying and yelling at me about how ridiculous, "we do not come from monkeys!"

"Correct"

"We do not come from monkeys!"

"We all came from something and separated"

He flipped out more!
I never spoke with him again.
Not because he was wrong, but because he took it out on me.
sheesh..wtf, yo!
It is what it is!

Who do you and your opinions think you are?
Well, what I see, is you are as far as what you have made of yourself.

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