nelson mandela 1964 speech

 I listened to his speech yesterday and this morning I read it and can't stop..It is a long long speech and he spoke with out notes or teleprompter and yet, he remembered facts and statistics effortlessly out of his head!
Here is but a short excerpt of this speech and I hope you at least skim through the real one.:)



Nelson Mandela's speech before he was sentenced to life in prison

Pass laws, which to the Africans are among the most hated bits of legislation in South Africa, render any African liable to police surveillance at any time. I doubt whether there is a single African male in South Africa who has not at some stage had a brush with the police over his pass. Hundreds and thousands of Africans are thrown into jail each year under pass laws. Even worse than this is the fact that pass laws keep husband and wife apart and lead to the breakdown of family life.

Poverty and the breakdown of family life have secondary effects. Children wander about the streets of the townships because they have no schools to go to, or no money to enable them to go to school, or no parents at home to see that they go to school, because both parents (if there be two) have to work to keep the family alive. This leads to a breakdown in moral standards, to an alarming rise in illegitimacy, and to growing violence which erupts not only politically, but everywhere. Life in the townships is dangerous. There is not a day that goes by without somebody being stabbed or assaulted. And violence is carried out of the townships in to the white living areas. People are afraid to walk alone in the streets after dark. Housebreakings and robberies are increasing, despite the fact that the death sentence can now be imposed for such offences. Death sentences cannot cure the festering sore.

Africans want to be paid a living wage. Africans want to perform work which they are capable of doing, and not work which the government declares them to be capable of. Africans want to be allowed to live where they obtain work, and not be endorsed out of an area because they were not born there. Africans want to be allowed to own land in places where they work, and not to be obliged to live in rented houses which they can never call their own. Africans want to be part of the general population, and not confined to living in their own ghettoes. African men want to have their wives and children to live with them where they work, and not be forced into an unnatural existence in men's hostels. African women want to be with their menfolk and not be left permanently widowed in the Reserves. Africans want to be allowed out after eleven o'clock at night and not to be confined to their rooms like little children. Africans want to be allowed to travel in their own country and to seek work where they want to and not where the labour bureau tells them to. Africans want a just share in the whole of South Africa; they want security and a stake in society.

Above all, we want equal political rights, because without them our disabilities will be permanent. I know this sounds revolutionary to the whites in this country, because the majority of voters will be Africans. This makes the white man fear democracy.

oh there is more..yea..what a guy, he spent 27 years in prison and then became a leader of the whole place..

that was so comic book and your life might be

Mine is! My life, my family and my friends..I am still discovering my life, mostly!
I work with some pretty smart girls and I say girls because they are all younger than me. We all make mistakes. I am older and not wiser to the beauty of manipulating the masses as to make them buy their food and sundries in just the most enjoyable way. I do have to step aside often both  for customers and fresh young nuggets ready to climb the corporate ladder. "go on then, I think..:)
Listen, I love it to a certain point and when I see people buy 100 dollars dinners for their family because they forgot how to make stuffing, I pause. I know, they all have jelly bellies and watch too much telly and never read about anything real like atoms and words that make them think, they are at the doctor and then the hospital to visit a friend, they are many of them so sick. Sadly some read only books that agree with them and visit Facebook which only agrees with them in all sorts of pictures and now they come to Instagram and pour their poetic hearts out each time they break up. sigh
it doesn't matter was my point anyhow, if you've sort lost what I was conveying..lol

no wait, I remember my song!

Jelly Belly
jelly belly
you know you watch too much telly
eating and eating and worrying about the government
you simply want to loose yourself in the sedative entertainment
geared to hypnotize easily  allows your brain to retire
you forgot that it takes fire and you have to start the flame
what will you do
will you cry in your room about your lost loves and your lost money
who cares about you honey, don't you know about refrain and do what needs done and say to me words that are true so you do not have to remember and make up fantasy stories..
I am stepping aside whenever you need me to, so you can pass, don't worry, I love you and want the best things..glory, money, great sex and more money..
do it with class honey
say to me words that make me feel sunny
sing me a song
I want that
Remember to work out so your ass won't sag..too many of the masses  can look up in there..they want to so bad, it hormonal..and your tight pants!

yeiiii!!

a little Black Friday sale at my shop

https://www.etsy.com/listing/480849314/black-friday-mediterranean-sunrise-with?ref=shop_home_active_1

I put a few things on special for today only. I hope you get to buy one or three bars of soap for winter. You like to exfoliate, I am here for you. We aim to please. I mean me and my royal inner self.. lol

I just read my last post..man I do go on ad on:)
This is what happens when I learn stuff, I rant and become emotional in a way. Know this, in real life, ia m the same and my voice is to say in all honesty what new things I am learning yet..oh man, I am so excite.

Enjoy your day today and don't go crazy spending shit tons of money on stuff you think you must have..you can do without a whole lot of stuff. a whole lot, and soap is not one of those things.
xx
ps, I am about to go wash with some lavender soap  right now!

soap
good smell
fresh skin
good thoughts for your day while hot water surrounds you
soft towel
delicious vanilla fat on your skin
mango butter and shea
yea

November the week of thanksgiving and the lie I love you more

You know, after you slaughter a bunch of brown people, you can sit down and pretend that god did it for you and you are so so so thankful.   The Jews do something similar on Passover. It is crazy shit what you can spin and as long as we all agree, it must be true, right? Humans, we are the same all over earth so do not think I can honestly accept that Babaji is living in the mountain! More pretending on that one. I also know that Elvis is not still alive meditating somewhere.
A bunch of worthy people sitting down and being thankful that they just slaughtered a bunch of other humans already living there...good on them! Or, we would maybe not have been here sharing this note. and they say evolution is not real..
Thanksgiving though..dude..
That is the real thanksgiving and aren't you just a little bit offended that the myth continues based on some collective creepy lie and the  need to actually gather together one time a year and act like you love each other and pretend other things rather than the truth.

Some truths are that bad that you cannot say them out loud. people even get mad. They want to pretend that Santa is a friend of Jesus and heaven has mashmallows and clouds everywhere while their brothers are writhing in melting hell which the soul has no meat sit so I wonder how that would feel.
We are just a meat suit.  A mutant  of meat using other meat for energy.

Yes be thankful..of  course you should. your problems and most of us, are first world. There are people living so much differently and with less and it feels so bad when you are hungry. There is food and not enough of of it so the constant yearning would continue and then you kill something and eat. You kill the other guys that eating your food and you kill the food so you can eat it...look how we have evolved to what perhaps every creature that would dominate a planet would do by now. We have man made habitats for our kill. Also, I am not paying 50 dollars for a bird I do not care for the taste of!
Listen woodsman scientist fellow who loves me, bring me a wild bird I and I would really consider your company ..wild not some health food crap or kroger bird filled with so much hormones that all I taste is salt..just like the cross, you have made a bird a symbol of some sacrifice which was really a massacre  because so many already here people were slowly driven out to extinction by you being the ones who brought filth and  disease..jeysusss!!

"hey we're here now, give us all your shit and and leave this area!"
"where will we go?'
"go west, it is nice!"
"There are other tribes living there and it is far, why can't we stay here?
"because I like it here, we insist and you will do as we say, anyhow, so you had better get packing!"
"it in the middle of winter!"
Bammm
a bunch more already living people, dead and gone!

You say that I am a spoil sport? Someone who wants to rain on the pretend party?
I am not good at pretending.
Open your eyes and get your life in order..stop pretending god loves you more..I love you more, me, I love you more..and I would show up with a smile on my face.

things that hold you back

having to have something right now
having to be anxious about electronics
(I mean how do I know how to hook up a cody so I can watch the walking dead in there alone?)
I did that once..I bought a phone so I could text a man and then he wasn't interesting..ha ha ha..I liked that phone. He was so lovely at first too. With his strange arty ways.
I like an Aries boy. They are willing to do for you..they will pour everything in to giving and then when they don't get their way, oh man..it could be as small as shoes in the wrong spot and they freak out..
fun fun weird people.
I wonder how and who raises these kids who go out and break things and get jobs where they do nothing but fuck up.
I find it interesting is all when I meet women who are only concerned with my hair color. It is time to grow it out, get over it. Why do I need that fake brown hair so I can look younger to appease some social system which despises the older generation.
By the way seniors, please do not eat when speaking to me close up. and no one else should either but it happens most with some really older ones. They love the crackers with the avocado dip. We make it fresh, it is good and they get a sample and then come right to me to talk about b12..ha hahahaaaa
eeewooo..
you have to be nice.

I am busy until next year in retail so I hope to make not some amazing soap but that every batch and every oil and every grit I might have added touches your skin and makes you so frikin' happy that you fart!

don't look at me now a poem for Rick Grimes TWD

don't look at me now with your cast down eyes
I am not your savior either and that may well be the surprise
the dying wishes for doom may be your trip in this life
where the zombies are nothing to the monsters that arise
from shame and fear and ignorant cliches

fear not my demeanor
fear not my  submission now
your dick down my throat, really, it is a short way to my throat..learn math..

thank you for reading my poem for rick:)

enormous feet

lol

I have boys and one of them has size 16 shoes..ha ha ha
that is so funny..he is a big man anyhow. A wonderful ocd fakin good man. He washes his hands and he keeps himself clean. Sometimes I feel he dawdles, my sweet one..dawdles and carries on on the one thing that must happen and life is his own little bubble and he is happy. We all are. We are the happiest we have ever been, all of us. Yes people die. People get sick and get old and get mad..sure..sure..and they do go away, good..some have to go away to become what they are so that they can be at happiness with themselves. You need a safe secure home for all that to happen. there are rules to everything. I should say recipes you always have to tweak.

Another boy will sleep all day until he "really" needs money and then he goes and does "jobs"..I do not like a man sleeping in my house all day and have made myself clear more than one time. It sinks in..you just have to always be clear on what you want and what needs to be said.

As a parent, I have hurt many feelings. I had to. I always told my daughter the dangers of being alone with boys and how quickly they can spread your legs and then it is over..
"mom, eweeee, you're gross!"
Sure sure, I am gross..he!

Being clear on what you want may be an art form and one must nurture those aspects of living day to day events. memories and fun and the perceptions of what it was have changed..we now know that our memories are like a photo that keeps changing and evolving based on our perceptions of reality today. I am not saying what one remembers is not true, it is just not the same.
Don't think that I am forgetting the pain of being burned by that hot soup or the pain of being burned by jealousy or back stabbing..we all have.
Move on, allow for time to forgive itself..it is nothing about you anyhow..when someone is evil and mean based on their authority, that is on them..

In the space of the short time that you are here, on earth, okay:_), you body's cells have continued to evolve, regenerate over and over and over. Even you brain has built all sorts of new areas of receptors based on what your true desires have asked for..asked or intended or steered..yea..sure sure

How much tv have you watched today, or facebook post have you had? I would say to my kids, and myself, don't fill your brain with other people's ideas and desires are, make your own..

that lasted one season..where was the full moon in your chart, I was fourth house taurus..almost fifth..oohh la la

So then I wrote a couple of papers on what god should be and they had me read it to the congregation after church. My ears were ringing so I do not remember what drivel it was but I am sure I had developed some sort of interest enough for all the old men to have a little charming bru ha ha

Ever read your stuff out loud? Notice it is never what you think you wrote! That is for sure because I know when I read some things I wrote, it sucks..the feeling of illiteracy is grand and yet, I am  talking so you might as well get used to it. Dammit, I am taking communion on my period..I broke the rules. I walked behind the altar all the time. Women, are not allowed to this day!
:)
I was like 16 or just..Jordan was 18 and he was always only interested in my soul more than my body seeing as that he attracted ten girls to one or two boys...he spoke gently and I always have liked that.
I think the Greek society stuff is coming back to me now, because I see my cousins and my ex cousins all the time. People and families like to stick together. There is nothing wrong with that unless they are criminals and break your stuff..lol All the boys I had crushes on are coming in to focus in to some sort of a dreamy "oh, yea.."
Seeing as that I am have Taurus Fourth house issues and it is so wonderfully exciting..so, I will focus on cleaning up, letting go of old clothes, smelling good, art, flames, old flames, no flames but fun stuff as I head towards some amazing wonderful friendships.

Remember how some things are only meant to be happening for a short sweet while and you can not go back.

I am always tweaking my ideas about astrology, I love mythology and see no reason why I can't incorporate focus on fourth house issues as much as any one who cannot know ever know and only make up,  who says, "here, give me all your shit, no, here take the weapon I killed your people with, and now, hold it ,  you just break down and give me all your shit, I will kill you so bad you ..""
Oh Negan!

I hope you enjoy my rants, I love speaking to you in this way. It is my way of being in real time..or is it not even about time because we made up that word too??


my song of the day

you can't go back all the way
if you try you will cry at the decay
as time and space  move so swiftly
that sometimes you feel as if you are standing still
you are not
there will be rot
anger and chaos
in each day
rise above the fray
do not get stuck in some pretend pile of thoughts
that is how you rot like a zombie
barely understanding this moment because you get so stuck in yesterday's wonderment
you can try and still you can't go back all the way..
I say, move on, go forth, ponder new ideas, creativity flows..comfort easily met..money easily had, clean floors baby and my feet and your feet easily go forward..
They are good, you get to have coffee
and beer and a sandwich and a bed..how nice it is to sleep in linens
soft smells of sandalwood wafting through your pillows
make a memory now
make it good anyhow
make it rich and rare and soft and fuzzy and smile at me as I smile at you now..and no, low brow.
I am smiling..
"oh you can't go back all the way, it is to cherish and rule this day, right now, to laugh and sing and be my fre,,eh..nd..my lovie, my nerd butter belly booley..
xx

1974 and jordan bajis

You fall in love with a face, and I was young. I thought Jordan Bajis was the most beautiful greek boy ever ever and he invited me to bible study. Everyone was happy. We were trying to find truth and meaning in life. I thought it odd that all these boys were all of a sudden interested in me and good boys according to my mom's and dad's standards.. greek and good family..greek and church goers..lol..they were. Oh, Pete Samakas, what a babe he was!
It was nice with Jordan,  he took us through a guided meditation prayer thing and his sister came down the steps and said "yay, god" and it is all I can remember about her shallowness.. Of course she said that. She was one of the rich more refined greeks and her hair was straightened..haha the things you remember..
I was introduced to the crazy fat family by Jordan who said they were more advanced in the study. By then I had read the bible like all the way in three months and skipped over all of the harsh god of the old testament , he was awful with even his instruction on how to abort a baby..dude, Leviticus is nasty. I wanted the one god that songs were written about like Elton John's song Levon..oh man, I knew that album inside out.  "and there is no one there to save him, if he did..la and I think it's going to be a long long time till touchdown...sighing singing..
So I went to their house one Tuesday with Jordan and his fine ass self, and we sat down to experience this higher prayer business and the mamma came out and started  the prayer with the most loud business chanting things and then they all started writhing and saying starnge made up words that "only god can understand" and I was frozen..
I did not know which sounds to make to to rightfully talk or speak  to god  and felt uncomfortable there..was this what god wanted? the one who would  always forgive me and never drown me or burn me alive....man oh man, they scared the fuk out of me so much, and Jordan went off to college (he was much older than me)and I began dating hunkin Nick..I wish I knew about vetiver then, we might still be together...naw..:) Nick is fine I am fine..be fine too..remember?
I love you..my vetiver and I am glad you came when you did..

tonight is the night bro

and yes, I am dancing like Danny De'vito in that movie he was in with Arnold. Have you seen him in "always sunny in Philadelphia" so funny that show. I can only watch a little bit because it is too much some days. :) All of them, from that hunky one who with the episode "Cool Mac" I friking died laughing! xxx

FULL MOON SUPER MOON
your true nature coming in to view.
Your truths as it were.
what do you value most?
what do you desire now?
FULL MOON SUPER MOON
brings forth gifts
 My word! Your words..they all mean something..lets us now talk about "Love"
What do you Love? What is it that you value most?
Right now, you have an opportunity to develop kinder modes of doings..it is not always what you want or believe, it is about what it is and patience is the way.

Your words.. They are the true weapons men use and some dumb ones with the guns.
Sorry, you do not need it, your kids are smart and will find them. When that sperm donor left, I sold every one of them. I sold them because the neighbor came over right away and offered me big bucks and then he said he would feed my family all winter (we lived on a huge  hill.  :) if I would be a mistress with him. I didn't. why? look, he said his red truck was better than sex..lol I said no, but now I wonder if it would have been not bad to be an actual whore for a dude who liked red  trucks. I must have been really hot then! Plus, lol, a little bit of time after that, it snowed and I ran out of heating fuel and had to go buy diesel at the gas station down hill and had to walk because it was like five feet and no plows!
lol
I have been having memories of that house in Kentucky I loved it so much. You could make an apartment downstairs and it went right out to the hill and the woods. Damm! Remember when I pulled grapevines till my hands bled?
I loved that place as I have loved every house I have been in. This one? Oh man, trees, food, nature in a small controllable space all my own? Yup! My mom near by, yup! Papou with visits and gifts, yup.






So full moon magnets got you pondering on things and stuff?
At least you are not Rick having to deal a visit by Negan and his goons. What a dick, Negan!
I mean who doesn't want to be loved, right? I don't know, I want to be comfort with all the loyalty. I think Rick, he tries to be good. He does and then he kills when he has to. In real life tho, the weapons are swords and knives.
Rick is going to decide what his next move is. He will think on this like a man and transform it in to something spiritual almost.
I love The Walking Dead!


Have you noticed that I haven't spoken much about the bible? Don't worry, soon I might share some thoughts on my last book on the "God" by Dan Barker
okay just a few notes! :)
The patterns in  the templates in  all the early books is fascinating because there is constant repetition of phrases like "I will bring famine and pestilence and the sword on you" and then they repeat it word for word..and over and over. You have better keep all the rules or else and guess what, I make deals with Satan and one time  he bet me that one of my best men was only good because I was watching..(job) so I let him torture the guy so he could prove he loves me  and will follow my rules. Negan all day! Yup! and yes this is still god talking, I let Satan kill all ten of  his kids and burn all his sheep and kill his cows with a sudden pestilence..and .. sigh!
God makes deals with Satan now? Bets and gambling for someones true love for him?
Well, Job got on his knees and said, "oh glorious lord god, your the best, no really the  very most wonderfullest best"
Wow!
Tell me now that "god is love"..by the way, he is a jealous god and that is why he brings that. He hates women as whores, and when you look at other gods or stray from his rules, " I will raise your skirts over your face and shame you" some books translate that in to "I will rape you"

Tell me now how your gods are love!

I am just saying and well, it is the full moon and I do not think we should always hide behind a hazy wall of lies we tell ourselves in order to be in charge at least a little bit..
I do not want to be in charge, I want to make the old whore tonight! I have everything I need to make her but good. I might even raise my own skirts..ohh la la
Under the full moon, I will glow my good thoughts  and reflect and soak in delight and soak in comfort and family, great business...my powers transformed in to rich layers of joy and healthy relationships..
The old whore because love is dirty and sweet and self love should be the same. the old whore because she has been alone in her thoughts for a very long time and says words to herself, on  her  behalf bringing happiness overall.
Her opinions change as they need to. Her hair always wild and her witch notes always developing, always attracting, and always graceful in her poised readiness. be ready baby..

WONKY ASS FULL MOON

What is with the electronics? The printer won't work right, we need a new router like all of a sudden. And as always, I am observing and testing my awesome abilities.

This full moon is powerful magnetism at work though! Big reflecting, big exposing and realizations..

It is so odd to me because I am seeing things in people all day long. It is crazy interesting and I am very good at my job. My other job, in retail at a swanky grocery store in the richest area in the US..yea..everyone who has money is not cool, or smart, or interesting, or at least versed in something real besides shopping..no they are not. I look at them and know which ones are rare. I know because i am ten feet high.  That is where I have always stood. In my mind okay, high like higher learning, higher realities and for sure meditation on what is best.
People, though?
Really??
Well, the whole time you thought so highly of yourself as to put that person down in your mind as soon as you approach? To think that they are not as worthy of you, or to think that for sure you are more special in some way that he or she is not..let me say that some of those who you deem lower, only seem that way to you and  the whole time they could see right thorough your bravado and picky nature.
When will people learn, they are not more special just because they must have just that certain tea?
fuk off, I like all the teas, ya fuk..mhoohahahahaaaaa Oh man, it is so funny, right?
Not all the teas, I am willing to try them. some are not organic..it is cool. I like a nice black tea.
Look, I work retail, the people I meet are not like us. They don't even read because they are out shopping for their special things they must have. they do not meditate, because it takes time away from shopping for just that right melon. I get it. You  want the best.  In costa rica, the bad melons were sold to the people (the rest imported here for our consumption) and the mangoes fell off the trees on the ground. We picked them up and washed and ate them, there has never been a taste so sweet here after they import them.. the melons that were dented, were so good, so good.
You see, how some may have forgotten the true beauty of food, when everything has to have a name to represent their higher tastes..because they use the most expensive butter?
(I am laughing because it is true))):))

 The other thing is, it is cold here and crisp and frozen grass.

I am an enabler for the most part. It is for me to learn to be not an enabler and not afraid to say what is on my mind in order not to hurt someones feelings.
 Our feelings get hurt! That is for sure! You know why? It feels like a loss. That is why. We hate to be wrong but we get to be wrong sometimes. I told a girl one time that I would never use Now Foods brand oils to make skin care, just for laundry or cleaning.
Well, I have smelled the oils, the citruses are not bad. I have smelled worse orange oil in a store and store lemon smells like turpentine. gross! I would never put that in anything, not even the wash.
I smelled Now's lemon and a nice bergamot..not like Sunrose, but very tolerable..if not pleasant.
hmm, what smart company in so many ways. Give people what they want by buying shit tons and selling it cheap.
No way is it for me, but, I can tell you honestly, I would use the orange..if I had to  I suppose. The patchouli is not bad. Like I have said, I have smelled worse.
I buy orange and patchouli from Sunrose, she really has a refined nose with citrus oils, the patchouli, amazing and her bergamot, deep, rare, sublime, perfume, soft, lingering, delicate and woosey..it is something nice. I use also Eden's bergamot. Gorgeous. It will turn, so keep all citrus in the cooler, you should.

I have been meaning to tell you. I have some great news. I have been gifted by Jake, Remember him? He was the one who was messing around with distilling for us a couple of years ago?
 He gave me his distiller! Oh, man, what a boon!
I want frankincense hydrosol and I want really good resinous essential oil of frankincense if not just for me and my own. You? Are you my beloved? If so, please understand. This is a beautiful thing and I am so excited, I am scared..
With reverence and joy, let us attend..om
I have a sweet man in Yemen who supplies me with some rather amazing hunks of resin. I even have black frankincense and a really dank brown one. (@lubanfrankincensesupplier). He is honest and sends on time. He takes pay pal and it is very very cool. He has this frikin myrrh..well, you know, I am already thinking co distillations with frankincense.

We  will talk. be well..eat food..smile at me..do not drain me..do not fight with me..I love you anyhow..I just do..that is the reality..I love life and I love you! NOW, here and now,  full magnetism with the moon and me, should radiate but good.
( I wanted to write it that way)

when there is so much beauty and your only worry is who didn't become your king

oye..when you're  sick so sick and won't take a supplement because it is not kosher because your needs are the most special..

when you go on facebook and do nothing but complain about "this county", "these kids" and "those people"

When you come to work and act all sweet until the boss leaves and then go back to being a cunt.

When you do the same at church, you know, pray, sing and then go home and abuse your wife.

When you lie to your loved one just so you can sneak around and do wrong and maybe she won't find out..she will, he will, and you suck.

When innuendos  enter you vocabulary and you slip and  say mean things because your criteria for happiness is based on that one thing you just have to have and it has to be that way because you are special and your needs matter and your way..blah blah

when you think you can compete with me..don't..
I don't compete and don't care to.
you know why I don't?
I am happy and really, that is not the point. I will perish when I do, having done and still doing my duty. I live for that because I am glad about my choices, and, I am glad about my friends and I am ecstatically glad about who I am talking to right now..:) you! I am so happy some days my stomach hurts from it. I have always been this way.

I love each moment here and the adventures and tears? Well, yes, I have cried. I still cry. Just not as much because the truth is, the older I get, the easier it has become to be grace and poise.
I also have plenty of people here who mark my words and correct me..
That is the beauty of family and closeness with real friends and real people and real family life.
They all came home and hugged me yesterday. They ate my food and I got kisses and then they told me I am awesome...

There are many things I want..none of them are as sad and shallow as the herd's choice in their kings and saviors..
 I want a new table..I am looking at this one below with out the benches..I will use some of the chairs I already have and collect a couple more to make kind of a country feel without being too pretentious.

reclaimed wood table

let us talk about the oils full moon super moon

I just now,took a big whiff at the modern man cologne I made a couple of years ago and man oh man has it changed! I think the clay sage is the best thing in there. There are many more things in the modern man but the clay sage really pulls me today. Clary sage is about femnal flow and grace. Modern Man began with blue cypress and lavender but you know, there is plenty of patchouli and labdanum and tonka and clary and a little bit holy basil. It is so friking good I must say! I did something perfume and I actually like it. You know how I am about alcohol..not my thing, I like oil, I just do. Clary sage though, so good, so mellow and so forgiving and accepting.

I  have two boys who use this cologne so it has has time in my shop to become itself. Not many dudes at eleneetha's?? It is cool, babies, you come when you are ready.
Do you have time to become yourself or are you dragging your heart around and creating innuendos in order to satisfy your need to stand out?

That is all full moon stuff.
Be aware and since it is closest it has been  in many years, it will pull and push and hold and break shit..it may already be in the process of adjusting and rocking our world and lo and behold, we are already rocked, it is morning and the birds are still singing.

One thing about your fears, sometimes they mean you should be ready and look at why you are scared..sometimes your fears are real omens. well, beware of being exposed for who and what you are..this cannot be stressed morfe poingnantly.

I keep trying to tell my younger witches that I can see through all that anger and really, I don't care for it, but I will be gracious for only so long as we all know..even my patience which has lasted years can dry out.
heh!

Super    Full    Moon

Money True Values Who Are You How Do You Contribute


I am super stoked for us
I am ready to share my heart
I am ready to open to goodness
I am always willing to listen
I am always willing to stand down and think
I am always secure in myself
I am always fair and honest
I have everything I need at this moment
I am always relaxed and poised
my close friends have been with me for many years
I create like minded groups of humans that think higher thoughts
learning
no religion
no separation (unless it is church and state)
no lies and no more lies
no greed or jealousy a form of hate
jealousy is for sure a  form of hate jealousy a form of hate
jealousy a form of hate
jealousy a form of hate
jealousy a form of hate
it is don't lie to me or your own mind
I love me and I can love you
I don't have to

I do want this for you, constant joy
constant wealth
constant good health
constant self realization

open your mind now
get all you can in your head to work....no your head won't explode if you change your mind!
xxxx