I am about to go to the superior growers place and get some supplies for seed starting. I feel like if I get a head start on my seedlings, all there will be to do is the digging. This year my garden will be a long rectangle and better planned as to get the most out the plants I do love to grow, like tomatoes and salad veggies..like carrots which do surprisingly well for me in this garden.
It is dang cold in Michigan and it is typical for March so I am not worried about weather. Let it snow if it wants to!
Watch the ice, you guys!
Now for the best news ever..Blue Cambrian Clay Soap..oh yea, let us think about blue clay..sourced from the clear plains of the ecoregion of Scandinavian and Russian taiga.
This clay contains all essential mineral salts, micro - and macroelements such as, silica, iron, potassium, phosphates, calcium, magnesium, nitrogen (Si, Al, K, Fe3+, Fe2+, Mg, Na, Ti, Ca, S, C, etc.It contains silver ions and many other volcanic components from a time when that whole huge area was nothing but constant lava and Earth churning herself to make good things..mmm
I am thinking about the scent though. I know people like spa stuff, but to me a luxury soap should be more elegant and leave me with something beyonds its mineral offering. I want to smell like church and incense and trees..ha ha Always!
Speaking of medicinal soaps, I found the Hunza sulfur salt again at Zerbos so I am making an acne type soap with the blue clay and neem, tea tree oil with a splash spearmint for my girl. If you like acne soap, this might just be the one for you.
Good times!
xx
Thursday, March 3, 2016
Tuesday, March 1, 2016
she touched his butt, did you see, walking dead thoughts on 6/11 Knots Untie
"what?"
Rick said that after he killed yet another crazy man, scared and tortured this time by a new evil, by Negan. The evilest man so far on apocalyptic Earth, they say!
If the governor was maybe, Mussolini, then Negan is Hitler..and Kirkman takes themes of war to a very interesting level in his writing. never mind the drama that develops.
Look, I know Negan is coming, Rick and the gang have a big development coming up. I am so trying not to look and see anything which takes away from the anxious delight for each new episode.
You have to watch walking dead right away because if you even turn your computer on there are spoilers on every page. I learned about Carl a week before the eye thing happened. That is it! No more..er except for the talking dead extras. :) I love Chris Hardwick!
What is it about an apocalypse that intrigues us?
My parents lived through it. They had to bury the gold and things and hide their food and they lost people!. It always does come to food. Look in your pantry, how long would you last during a bombing or outbreak of some sort of virus that kills off millions at once? No frozen. Back to 500 years ago. You must build a fire in the rain as well as in the snow. Lighters and things being almost like money. I am keeping my wood burner for sure now! ha ha
(plastic can burn in the rain in small pieces under the wood. I learned that in costa rica.)
What would you trade with? Most of us would starve. The old would not be as useful and die fast due to weather and illness. people would live less in years that now because the death rate from violence and disease would be sky high..wars do that.
Hilltop People and Valley People trading and then you have the bad guy..the fucking asshole who has to be king and kill everyone who gets in his way and by gathering these forces, (his many men), he attracts goons who follow blindly because it gives them a little bit of that "out team is better and we'll kill you!"
Seems like they could trade with these new people and they made a crazy deal, or is it?
I know some people on line will get mad and ask all the questions, the "why's" and the "really's"
I do too, but it is because I love the interaction of what can be.
"it'll cost us"
Maggie said that..all these innuendoes, leave me in speculation. Who will die and who will live for another season or two? Abraham could die because all the signs go that way. Also, already, I see Carl beginning to loose patience with people. He is pissed. I would be! I do not blame him if he and Enid have no chemistry. she sucks..boring as heck fire on screen, right?
I do not want to think about who will die and who died in the comics. If the writers want to kill Glen, they will kill him and Maggie will be stoic the whole time..boring, and then what a surprize handling the dude in the bed..still, seems to me that, Carol would have been better with that old guy..Carol was busy recovering from being a killer.())) with Morgan also recovering from being a killer because of not being a killer..yea, he let those wolves go and then what? Everything went to blood and guts.
Jessie, Ron, Sam, "bye bye"!
"All that, all that is on you Morgan!" (my thoughts)
Rick said that many would die because they were already preparing for it. They are so fixed on a dream, a fantasy of life. I feel real life is like that.
Look at the migrants in Europe and how desperate they have become because they are cold and hungry and the world hates them and still they cling to their religion like it has helped them so far. They do it because of fear. God has not helped them. He did not help The Jews or my little boy uncles (1940's)who got bombed to death. evil is evil..and it comes from men!
Bering a blind follower who lives in a dream world..of heaven, hell and punishment, you get so fixed in your ways that you never get past it. You are the one yelling while someone is biting your face off in the next chapter of your already dismal life. You were so busy looking at the flowers, knowing that you are wrong, but by now, too far gone to fix anything. Too scared and too dumb from having your eyes covered by your own doing.
One can convince one's self with just about any idea and it sticks. I feel like the Alexandrians are like that and so are the other colony people, with only a handful of men and women who understand the reality and the perils of the outside world. Know your enemies!
I love Rick, he talks things through with his people and he strikes like a shark when he needs to.
Dang but that is sexy and I would touch his behind too!
Rick said that after he killed yet another crazy man, scared and tortured this time by a new evil, by Negan. The evilest man so far on apocalyptic Earth, they say!
If the governor was maybe, Mussolini, then Negan is Hitler..and Kirkman takes themes of war to a very interesting level in his writing. never mind the drama that develops.
Look, I know Negan is coming, Rick and the gang have a big development coming up. I am so trying not to look and see anything which takes away from the anxious delight for each new episode.
You have to watch walking dead right away because if you even turn your computer on there are spoilers on every page. I learned about Carl a week before the eye thing happened. That is it! No more..er except for the talking dead extras. :) I love Chris Hardwick!
What is it about an apocalypse that intrigues us?
My parents lived through it. They had to bury the gold and things and hide their food and they lost people!. It always does come to food. Look in your pantry, how long would you last during a bombing or outbreak of some sort of virus that kills off millions at once? No frozen. Back to 500 years ago. You must build a fire in the rain as well as in the snow. Lighters and things being almost like money. I am keeping my wood burner for sure now! ha ha
(plastic can burn in the rain in small pieces under the wood. I learned that in costa rica.)
What would you trade with? Most of us would starve. The old would not be as useful and die fast due to weather and illness. people would live less in years that now because the death rate from violence and disease would be sky high..wars do that.
Hilltop People and Valley People trading and then you have the bad guy..the fucking asshole who has to be king and kill everyone who gets in his way and by gathering these forces, (his many men), he attracts goons who follow blindly because it gives them a little bit of that "out team is better and we'll kill you!"
Seems like they could trade with these new people and they made a crazy deal, or is it?
I know some people on line will get mad and ask all the questions, the "why's" and the "really's"
I do too, but it is because I love the interaction of what can be.
"it'll cost us"
Maggie said that..all these innuendoes, leave me in speculation. Who will die and who will live for another season or two? Abraham could die because all the signs go that way. Also, already, I see Carl beginning to loose patience with people. He is pissed. I would be! I do not blame him if he and Enid have no chemistry. she sucks..boring as heck fire on screen, right?
I do not want to think about who will die and who died in the comics. If the writers want to kill Glen, they will kill him and Maggie will be stoic the whole time..boring, and then what a surprize handling the dude in the bed..still, seems to me that, Carol would have been better with that old guy..Carol was busy recovering from being a killer.())) with Morgan also recovering from being a killer because of not being a killer..yea, he let those wolves go and then what? Everything went to blood and guts.
Jessie, Ron, Sam, "bye bye"!
"All that, all that is on you Morgan!" (my thoughts)
Rick said that many would die because they were already preparing for it. They are so fixed on a dream, a fantasy of life. I feel real life is like that.
Look at the migrants in Europe and how desperate they have become because they are cold and hungry and the world hates them and still they cling to their religion like it has helped them so far. They do it because of fear. God has not helped them. He did not help The Jews or my little boy uncles (1940's)who got bombed to death. evil is evil..and it comes from men!
Bering a blind follower who lives in a dream world..of heaven, hell and punishment, you get so fixed in your ways that you never get past it. You are the one yelling while someone is biting your face off in the next chapter of your already dismal life. You were so busy looking at the flowers, knowing that you are wrong, but by now, too far gone to fix anything. Too scared and too dumb from having your eyes covered by your own doing.
One can convince one's self with just about any idea and it sticks. I feel like the Alexandrians are like that and so are the other colony people, with only a handful of men and women who understand the reality and the perils of the outside world. Know your enemies!
I love Rick, he talks things through with his people and he strikes like a shark when he needs to.
Dang but that is sexy and I would touch his behind too!
Sunday, February 28, 2016
As Spring Begins and me with some dam fine rose oil...Rick and Michonne banging and stuff and thangs..
This is a newer and more profound version of Lilith. Fragrant does not begin to describe her fantastic tenacity and glorious skin loving qualities. The glaze is 100% perfume and it provides for extra shot of tenacity of scent after the shower.
My brain is working and wanting more for Chi..khi, k hhhh ii. "Chi" means many things and it represents many things about being human and what we are and our energy force and how it all works.
I am reminded about that I must use better words. I must be happy. I must create and I will try not to cringe if I see Rick kissing that goddess. She rocks (Michonne) to me as a woman and athlete.
Can I just talk about pink lotus with fougere in soap? OMG, babies, OMG!
Sometimes this soap comes out too much geranium and nothing else and I have been really working on the proper balance of oils in order to construct my version of a woodland fern hollow with a stream near by and watery flowers in the quiet parts of a pond or quiets parts of a stream.
Moss, pink lotus, lavender, patchouli, tonka, fir balsam ( abit), vanilla, geranium..sigh, I love it, I have to say!
Friday, February 26, 2016
no events for me?
"I have these tickets to a thing, do you want to go?"
"no, I am making soap,tonight babe, you can come over if you want to."
"if you had given me notice before now, I would have"
"soap waits for no man" was my thought.
And made soap I did.. The time lord like he always should be.
I bought four ounces and all but one, are gone. How much in a brick of soap, then?
Lets us say 2ish because I used some in the ghost too.
They are so good. So so good.
Who wouldn't want to wash with frankincense?
I love it so much because it puts a base for other things to settle in and the fats are just right.
I have tried to review in my mind how I feel when I use frankincense. Boswellic acid being the main constituent here..I know people eat it. I would rather steam or massage, but hey, who am I to say? Someone who does not need to be a club..I guess that is it..and what is really so wrong about a few ladies chitchatting about essential oils? Nothing, women have done these things throughout all time, I love that part and it is better than a tupperware party or stripper birthday parties I was invited to in the 1990's..ha ha ha ha lol I went, yo!
The other day it kind of opened my mind a little, not a lot, but a little,..if you have a bad health problem would you inject frankincense oil like that young living guy does in Mexico? I mean, yes, I would, I think, no, sighing..
So a drop on the roof of your mouth hugh? I mean yea, one time a year..I will apply a drop right on my knees for the day and night. I love it. I will put a drop on the base of my neck, by the medula oblongada. It is a beautiful thing!
Is eating oils a thing now? How will this effect aromatherapy which has been studied for years? Will lavender become mass produced and owned by Monsanto? No. There are plenty of places that grow lavender..in the end people either love essential oils or they do not. (** all the lavenders from different places smell completely different from one to another..another amazing thing!)
In time...
I feel it will keep the lovers of oils and thin out folks who do not have money to drink prepared lemonade with lemon oil at what 4 or 5 dollars each? I had a lavender drink one time, at a restaurant made with an herbal infusion and it was good..I just love tea and not flavored. I am so weird like that.
I love everything, you see? I love the olive oil I get to choose for us, all from small farms and not a refinery.
I use a nice organic coconut oil. It really does matter for the lather to have just enough cream to foam ratio. If I could and it were just wild of me, I would use more expensive fats, but my balance of essential oils to fats must be well met. Good fats/fine essential oils..
Smell everything and see how you feel.
I would love to have more butters from other islands on Earth. babassu is nice. I mean, babassu is nice to say too. It does trigger a thought of islands and tropical places. Have you ever tried the actual oil? Gorgeous and coconutty! Marula from South Africa too! I love it. Nothing beats organic jojoba though. And remember how jojoba has no odor of its own. Not much anyhow. Rose hip oil? Potent, right? I can smell it on everyone who uses it for day time. Daytime, night time, who cares! I just want to make good stuff.
This is why I must get better organised and serve my little soap shop in the best way it can go. what is that, something grand? I do not know..I know this my ideas just glow
with rich colorful atoms traveling in waves just like sound..sound..words and invocations is what I like to push through
each time, your scent lingering and blending with the "spiritual" "air" that atoms create..your atoms, my atoms, they must be doing something together right about now?
Babassu babeness is on my mind now...actually..:)
"no, I am making soap,tonight babe, you can come over if you want to."
"if you had given me notice before now, I would have"
"soap waits for no man" was my thought.
And made soap I did.. The time lord like he always should be.
I bought four ounces and all but one, are gone. How much in a brick of soap, then?
Lets us say 2ish because I used some in the ghost too.
They are so good. So so good.
Who wouldn't want to wash with frankincense?
I love it so much because it puts a base for other things to settle in and the fats are just right.
I have tried to review in my mind how I feel when I use frankincense. Boswellic acid being the main constituent here..I know people eat it. I would rather steam or massage, but hey, who am I to say? Someone who does not need to be a club..I guess that is it..and what is really so wrong about a few ladies chitchatting about essential oils? Nothing, women have done these things throughout all time, I love that part and it is better than a tupperware party or stripper birthday parties I was invited to in the 1990's..ha ha ha ha lol I went, yo!
The other day it kind of opened my mind a little, not a lot, but a little,..if you have a bad health problem would you inject frankincense oil like that young living guy does in Mexico? I mean, yes, I would, I think, no, sighing..
So a drop on the roof of your mouth hugh? I mean yea, one time a year..I will apply a drop right on my knees for the day and night. I love it. I will put a drop on the base of my neck, by the medula oblongada. It is a beautiful thing!
Is eating oils a thing now? How will this effect aromatherapy which has been studied for years? Will lavender become mass produced and owned by Monsanto? No. There are plenty of places that grow lavender..in the end people either love essential oils or they do not. (** all the lavenders from different places smell completely different from one to another..another amazing thing!)
In time...
I feel it will keep the lovers of oils and thin out folks who do not have money to drink prepared lemonade with lemon oil at what 4 or 5 dollars each? I had a lavender drink one time, at a restaurant made with an herbal infusion and it was good..I just love tea and not flavored. I am so weird like that.
I love everything, you see? I love the olive oil I get to choose for us, all from small farms and not a refinery.
I use a nice organic coconut oil. It really does matter for the lather to have just enough cream to foam ratio. If I could and it were just wild of me, I would use more expensive fats, but my balance of essential oils to fats must be well met. Good fats/fine essential oils..
Smell everything and see how you feel.
I would love to have more butters from other islands on Earth. babassu is nice. I mean, babassu is nice to say too. It does trigger a thought of islands and tropical places. Have you ever tried the actual oil? Gorgeous and coconutty! Marula from South Africa too! I love it. Nothing beats organic jojoba though. And remember how jojoba has no odor of its own. Not much anyhow. Rose hip oil? Potent, right? I can smell it on everyone who uses it for day time. Daytime, night time, who cares! I just want to make good stuff.
About 80% essential oils with local beeswax and waiting...
It has become a jelly like substance which easily breaks down in to almost nothing on the skin. It is not only interesting with the oils I used..like chypre meets frankincense! There still specs of oakmoss. I did not stain it yet...interesting and smells like, Goddess of Air meets Yggdrasil..
This is why I must get better organised and serve my little soap shop in the best way it can go. what is that, something grand? I do not know..I know this my ideas just glow
with rich colorful atoms traveling in waves just like sound..sound..words and invocations is what I like to push through
each time, your scent lingering and blending with the "spiritual" "air" that atoms create..your atoms, my atoms, they must be doing something together right about now?
Babassu babeness is on my mind now...actually..:)
Thursday, February 25, 2016
thank you for time lord
I made this soap a long time ago because of The Doctor! Doctor Who? David Tennant and maybe Christopher Eccleston, not Matt Smith although I loved him so much and not the new guy..
My Doctor and my feeling of what a divine time traveler would smell like was David Tennant.
The Doctor smells like heavenly stability in the face of terror and he is not always kind but he does what needs done. I wanted to be like him so much. I am like him but in the human sense and with only one heart. Two hearts? I wonder if creatures in binary star systems might have two hearts?
Time Lord Soap
A Frankincense and Cedarwood experience. And, I feel like a nice balm would go really well with this as a gift. There should be little vials of love as an extra sometimes.
Time Lord
The Doctor's Wife is another thing altogether. She, The Tardis..ah what would she smell like? Super smart must smell like something..citrus, air, electric currents, old world flair, musky amber..and secrets behind nooks and crevices, intelligent wording to attract the best as she guides him (the doctor)with intent...
It has been on my mind.
The Doctor's Wife
She said, she said to him, "hello" whahhhhhhh!
My Doctor and my feeling of what a divine time traveler would smell like was David Tennant.
The Doctor smells like heavenly stability in the face of terror and he is not always kind but he does what needs done. I wanted to be like him so much. I am like him but in the human sense and with only one heart. Two hearts? I wonder if creatures in binary star systems might have two hearts?
Time Lord Soap
A Frankincense and Cedarwood experience. And, I feel like a nice balm would go really well with this as a gift. There should be little vials of love as an extra sometimes.
Time Lord
The Doctor's Wife is another thing altogether. She, The Tardis..ah what would she smell like? Super smart must smell like something..citrus, air, electric currents, old world flair, musky amber..and secrets behind nooks and crevices, intelligent wording to attract the best as she guides him (the doctor)with intent...
It has been on my mind.
The Doctor's Wife
She said, she said to him, "hello" whahhhhhhh!
Wednesday, February 24, 2016
dialogue
"Hey, have you gone to that new Arab store, they have olive oil cheap?"
"They had olive oil cheap until they saw me buying gallons every week, then they raised the price, I do not go anymore!"
"Why because Muslim?" He walked up close to me like there was a secret to tell..ha ha Catholic from the same region..God is geography, people live in places therefore people are gods..:)
"no, I hate all the religions the same:) I stopped because he raised the price because he saw me coming every week. the ass!"
yea, only on the one I buy and when I said something, he gave me the price and a pack of gum that day. Juicy Fruit. ha ha ha ha ha
It left me with something odd I must say.
He needs to study retail and how to treat people.
I work retail and man oh man, some days you just are done with requests or to have another question hurled at you even by the people you love. It is a strain to the mind after the same old music all day and of course the work team and how that effects you..."what..er ah..what, we need a dentist, the electric bill came?"
"Mom, are you listening?"
"yes, tea first and while the water boils, clean the kitchen and work space. "Now..listening"
It has been a nice few days and what a full moon we have had! I looked at it both at night and soon as it sets in the morning before the whole day thing starts. :)
I am of a mind to spit out the stupid stuff and move on from it. How about you? Libras are sure headed to some very profound change and I am glad. We all are ready because if anyone feels discontent fastest it the Libra mind set. We need to be a little bit challenged, it is our best thing.
The full moon is about exposure and no matter how hard you try to hide stuff, it will come out. Thirty years later in some cases and right away for other. Come, it will, truth. I can't hide it too well and it should be this way, right?
I do not know, I would not just blurt out my deep thoughts to just anyone. Oye, we do not have to say every thought. Or confess every dirty deed. I could care less about dirt. I dig it and will put my hands all in it.
It is who I am..
**expose your inner heart's mind to yourself right now, what needs to be set aside. Do not carry anger in your mouth, it will rot the words that come out. see?
Right now there is an actual storm brewing and it said to be a big. I am about to make OW balm for a girl who likes her wicked tempting ways..
I am so excited about this last batch too. Aged patchouli, just a perfect amount of bergamot and rose and amber notes all day and tonka and vanilla..neroli..mmmm
The UPS guy doesn't have to come to my back porch to drop off packages, but he does because he said my house smells so good.
Some days it sure does.
Today is that day. I love you and I thank you loads...
"They had olive oil cheap until they saw me buying gallons every week, then they raised the price, I do not go anymore!"
"Why because Muslim?" He walked up close to me like there was a secret to tell..ha ha Catholic from the same region..God is geography, people live in places therefore people are gods..:)
"no, I hate all the religions the same:) I stopped because he raised the price because he saw me coming every week. the ass!"
yea, only on the one I buy and when I said something, he gave me the price and a pack of gum that day. Juicy Fruit. ha ha ha ha ha
It left me with something odd I must say.
He needs to study retail and how to treat people.
I work retail and man oh man, some days you just are done with requests or to have another question hurled at you even by the people you love. It is a strain to the mind after the same old music all day and of course the work team and how that effects you..."what..er ah..what, we need a dentist, the electric bill came?"
"Mom, are you listening?"
"yes, tea first and while the water boils, clean the kitchen and work space. "Now..listening"
It has been a nice few days and what a full moon we have had! I looked at it both at night and soon as it sets in the morning before the whole day thing starts. :)
I am of a mind to spit out the stupid stuff and move on from it. How about you? Libras are sure headed to some very profound change and I am glad. We all are ready because if anyone feels discontent fastest it the Libra mind set. We need to be a little bit challenged, it is our best thing.
The full moon is about exposure and no matter how hard you try to hide stuff, it will come out. Thirty years later in some cases and right away for other. Come, it will, truth. I can't hide it too well and it should be this way, right?
I do not know, I would not just blurt out my deep thoughts to just anyone. Oye, we do not have to say every thought. Or confess every dirty deed. I could care less about dirt. I dig it and will put my hands all in it.
It is who I am..
**expose your inner heart's mind to yourself right now, what needs to be set aside. Do not carry anger in your mouth, it will rot the words that come out. see?
Right now there is an actual storm brewing and it said to be a big. I am about to make OW balm for a girl who likes her wicked tempting ways..
I am so excited about this last batch too. Aged patchouli, just a perfect amount of bergamot and rose and amber notes all day and tonka and vanilla..neroli..mmmm
The UPS guy doesn't have to come to my back porch to drop off packages, but he does because he said my house smells so good.
Some days it sure does.
Today is that day. I love you and I thank you loads...
Tuesday, February 23, 2016
Lets us make some good stuff..
I am offering a series of cleansers and matching balms for the next few months. Starting with, Red Kali.
red kali face scrub and mask
With Frankincense, vetiver and geranium oils..
This product is an extension of my love for the red balm I make with red algae and Brazilian bee propolis. It is super duper healing power from really amazing ingredients. I hope you check it out and that it pleases you!
There will be more....
The next one will be composed of French Green Clay and offer themes which will include oceanic factors and we all know the minerals that come out of deep clean water. We do..
They all contain frankincense on some level..and this will highlight helichrysum and chamomile.
Finally, a black scrubber with ground clove, activated charcoal and a little bit Aztec clay, frankincense, neroli and rose.
red kali face scrub and mask
With Frankincense, vetiver and geranium oils..
This product is an extension of my love for the red balm I make with red algae and Brazilian bee propolis. It is super duper healing power from really amazing ingredients. I hope you check it out and that it pleases you!
There will be more....
The next one will be composed of French Green Clay and offer themes which will include oceanic factors and we all know the minerals that come out of deep clean water. We do..
They all contain frankincense on some level..and this will highlight helichrysum and chamomile.
Finally, a black scrubber with ground clove, activated charcoal and a little bit Aztec clay, frankincense, neroli and rose.
Monday, February 22, 2016
whispering contests
more to keep the thoughts empty
to not feel
to be free from doubt
from worry
from loneliness
and sorrow
or hunger
think of hope in its truth
that everyday is a chance
a chance to be exceptional
to work
to fail and open your eyes from it..open your eyes to fullness
to focus on the tasks and not the hate
but to love everything you choose to do
everything you are is is now. Not yesterday, now. You brought it all here now..yea.. You are breathing each breath as cells reawaken in to something rare more rare still in the next moment..say words that define you, say what you really think..
refining
brain empty..no
brighten your brain will fullness of life and knowledge..
It is not a contest anyhow not for believing or not to be believing
not for fighting over the right
not worrying about every wrong
but
reviewing
changing
adjusting
being real
our ideas now,
It does not change a thing of what we are.
we are whatever we are..
There is only time between us and what is out there. It may seem like a long time but it is not even a speck of a flash
and terror can come in a flash just the same
keeping us awake or making us so tired and upset over things we seem to have no control of..
we do
we can be kind
I wish this..
xx
to not feel
to be free from doubt
from worry
from loneliness
and sorrow
or hunger
think of hope in its truth
that everyday is a chance
a chance to be exceptional
to work
to fail and open your eyes from it..open your eyes to fullness
to focus on the tasks and not the hate
but to love everything you choose to do
everything you are is is now. Not yesterday, now. You brought it all here now..yea.. You are breathing each breath as cells reawaken in to something rare more rare still in the next moment..say words that define you, say what you really think..
refining
brain empty..no
brighten your brain will fullness of life and knowledge..
It is not a contest anyhow not for believing or not to be believing
not for fighting over the right
not worrying about every wrong
but
reviewing
changing
adjusting
being real
our ideas now,
It does not change a thing of what we are.
we are whatever we are..
There is only time between us and what is out there. It may seem like a long time but it is not even a speck of a flash
and terror can come in a flash just the same
keeping us awake or making us so tired and upset over things we seem to have no control of..
we do
we can be kind
I wish this..
xx
Sunday, February 21, 2016
cleaning up (our act)
I have been perusing for bottles and jars. I want a nice looking product but nice jars are expensive. My vials cost normally under three dollars not 13 dollars for one. Man there are nice one out there!
OHHHHH...sigh.....
http://www.miron-glas.com/en/product-groups/8-Apothecary-bottles
If only I could just be consistant and always be able to have them. This means buying by the hundreds and not a dozen like I can afford.
There are black ones on Amazon and beautiful those miron glass violet ones that I love from Norway. Just gorgeous!
What is it about their workmanship that is so perfect?
So elegant!
So clean!
Look at that little chef, Magnus, (Not Norwegian but cold enough and northern enough)he can make a duck cost 500 dollars and it shows. :)
I want purple perfume bottles.
I have had those fine green ones for one tiny month or two and they were gone! The Old Whore looked gorgeous in them. I think I also sold some of my fougere in or two.
They were expensive and I loved them.
By expensive, I mean like six dollars each. I bet Miron violet glass is more than that. I will call them and see.
So 20% to 30%of your product must go to packaging? Yup..
Here is the next thing; You have to have a nice stick on label that is water proof and that means committing to something. This goes for any skin care in a jar. I am simple when I look at some items with frankincense and neroli in grapeseed oil going for 60 dollars. Yup! The jar and label cost 15 dollars and then the stuff and then the shipping..oye! Back to reality and having a clean line of products.
I have chosen blue and amber glass and the best that I can afford for us. We must have amber jars for basic goods and most of us use every bit of what we buy. I do. Make it good I say and use some good oils. I feel like if we all of us are to enjoy real and perfect skin care, the jar should be the last thing we worry about.
I mean presentation..there is an alluring factor..there is. The story takes you to a higher level of thinking. I want that. I love it. I love what is in there more.
I like grapeseed oil well enough. Not for my face or yours though. I have seen meadowfoam oil lately, maybe because I am looking, meh..it feels too thick on me and frankly I have always kind of not wanted castor oil too, even though I use it in shampoo type soap that I make.
I hope you have a good day,
and tell me something good.
OHHHHH...sigh.....
http://www.miron-glas.com/en/product-groups/8-Apothecary-bottles
If only I could just be consistant and always be able to have them. This means buying by the hundreds and not a dozen like I can afford.
There are black ones on Amazon and beautiful those miron glass violet ones that I love from Norway. Just gorgeous!
What is it about their workmanship that is so perfect?
So elegant!
So clean!
Look at that little chef, Magnus, (Not Norwegian but cold enough and northern enough)he can make a duck cost 500 dollars and it shows. :)
I want purple perfume bottles.
I have had those fine green ones for one tiny month or two and they were gone! The Old Whore looked gorgeous in them. I think I also sold some of my fougere in or two.
They were expensive and I loved them.
By expensive, I mean like six dollars each. I bet Miron violet glass is more than that. I will call them and see.
So 20% to 30%of your product must go to packaging? Yup..
Here is the next thing; You have to have a nice stick on label that is water proof and that means committing to something. This goes for any skin care in a jar. I am simple when I look at some items with frankincense and neroli in grapeseed oil going for 60 dollars. Yup! The jar and label cost 15 dollars and then the stuff and then the shipping..oye! Back to reality and having a clean line of products.
I have chosen blue and amber glass and the best that I can afford for us. We must have amber jars for basic goods and most of us use every bit of what we buy. I do. Make it good I say and use some good oils. I feel like if we all of us are to enjoy real and perfect skin care, the jar should be the last thing we worry about.
I mean presentation..there is an alluring factor..there is. The story takes you to a higher level of thinking. I want that. I love it. I love what is in there more.
I like grapeseed oil well enough. Not for my face or yours though. I have seen meadowfoam oil lately, maybe because I am looking, meh..it feels too thick on me and frankly I have always kind of not wanted castor oil too, even though I use it in shampoo type soap that I make.
I hope you have a good day,
and tell me something good.
Saturday, February 20, 2016
The seeds that actually sprout
I am all excited because Spring is almost upon us and that means fresh air and and outdoors. Enough with the dragging of winter, I say!
Enough with dragging yourself through the anger and contempt of stale wintry ideas. Enough with the hurt ass. Be smart right now not after the bad is over. That would like God, showing up after the accident to give hope. Like, The Pope, having clout over his dominion, ha ha! That is very funny.
ha ha ha ha He forgot that the church is not in control unless you are very poor and destitute, then the crowds come.
I can't help it some days.
I do read the news and try not to get involved. I try! LOL
I am involved in a deeper sense, involved and comited to in my future business and what I want here on earth, like right now, today.
I am thinking it is time to be a big girl..(scared pause)0)) okay, bigger girl.
It is time to grow up and serve my rare treasures in a better and more refined way.
It has been my goal all along, to improve and become smarter. Why else would I do it?
Because it is all I have? Not!
Because it is a worthy time bending experience? Oh, yes!
Because I like dirt and what comes out of it? Indeed!
I have had to tone down the addiction to make constant new stuff and thangs. This means really focusing on the best ones. My inventory will be as it has been, really amazing oils from dealers who care about each product.
I do not want to cross too many lines but a little bit musk might be in order. we will see and I will always tell you what is up so you are not guessing about animal ingredients.
I hope you have a nice day where you will remember yourself in all things and where you will go over all your boundaries to see where the breach might have been. Because now, is, the, time, to, change, and be polite to all people.
"There is only dark meat or white meat"
Rick, TWD
Enough with dragging yourself through the anger and contempt of stale wintry ideas. Enough with the hurt ass. Be smart right now not after the bad is over. That would like God, showing up after the accident to give hope. Like, The Pope, having clout over his dominion, ha ha! That is very funny.
ha ha ha ha He forgot that the church is not in control unless you are very poor and destitute, then the crowds come.
I can't help it some days.
I do read the news and try not to get involved. I try! LOL
I am involved in a deeper sense, involved and comited to in my future business and what I want here on earth, like right now, today.
I am thinking it is time to be a big girl..(scared pause)0)) okay, bigger girl.
It is time to grow up and serve my rare treasures in a better and more refined way.
It has been my goal all along, to improve and become smarter. Why else would I do it?
Because it is all I have? Not!
Because it is a worthy time bending experience? Oh, yes!
Because I like dirt and what comes out of it? Indeed!
I have had to tone down the addiction to make constant new stuff and thangs. This means really focusing on the best ones. My inventory will be as it has been, really amazing oils from dealers who care about each product.
I do not want to cross too many lines but a little bit musk might be in order. we will see and I will always tell you what is up so you are not guessing about animal ingredients.
I hope you have a nice day where you will remember yourself in all things and where you will go over all your boundaries to see where the breach might have been. Because now, is, the, time, to, change, and be polite to all people.
"There is only dark meat or white meat"
Rick, TWD
Friday, February 19, 2016
The Year Of The Monkey Ideas and Defining Yourself
I will daily define myself by the things I love.
The monkey must have his boundaries. It is an essential part of the tribe and its smooth harmony. Also, The Mother, grandmother, sister, daughter, is very important in Monkey culture. Yes, there is an alpha leader but women are among the most in numbers and run the show. It is cool. And the theme of women being empowered in our society is cool.
I will love that!
When you define yourself by the things you hate and not the things you love, you are going to be in turmoil and sadness your whole life. By your whole life, I mean now.
One time, when I was starting out at my job, I was still fresh out of the wild life in the jungle and a little scared and the girl who was supposed to be my boss, was showing me her "pet peeves" about how she like the vitamin jar to be just at the edge of the shelf and how she likes things done.
I was quiet for a reason that day, I can tell you. I was quiet because we lived with monkeys and lizards and she is worried about the thin line of how a jar should sit on the shelf. I think I was stunned by the triteness of it.
I made sure I was keeping in line with the line.
Later she was fired for a drug problem because it seemed she was mastering and the practice of other thin white lines..
I saw it happen over a short period of time. I liked her well enough, but we never got close.
An over compensation towards the tiny things while overlooking the big picture..sigh..life..
What struck me then was the smallness of it all and how complicated the thing is.
There are rules and just because one eats brown rice, that does not mean they are good, wise, loyal and caring.
It means they eat well and evolve in their own way.
Drugs help everything..
There are bad ones, yea?
You are defined by your behaviors and your words.
I want mine to be good and mellow not some fcked up mess of a song I keep singing. That will not happen because I never do sing a dry song for too long.
I want to enjoy a cup of tea and rejoice about my daily doings.
I want to experience truth in every form even if it means I must change.
I must change again my babies. You must change again. You know it, it will happen from right under you if you waste too much time with nonsense, silly intrigue or time wasting hanging out..
I have been changing all along and you may have been with me the whole way like my children who are all so awesome and lovely, to my readers who visit and might cry over some poignant thought I may have invoked.
I will daily define myself by the things I love.
Today I will list my shallow things I love.
I love the walking dead and well, I love you, always.
I love salad
Tea
A nice coffee
That stupid show I am watching called, The Originals,
Soapmaking,
The Old Whore and oh, I forgot to tell you.
I joined a new lovely market place place on line, called, https://ecohabitude.com/
https://ecohabitude.com/products/20740/old-whore-soap
I looks nice and clean and I will maybe have a little more broader "cast" for my old whore.
I have a nice brew of her wickedness brewing just now. It is already about six months old because I keep tweaking it. Yesterday I put more neroli and tonight I will add a triple rose brew I just bought from Eden.
I should say that this old whore is really special and rare and I will express that in the way you "will" feel after a wash.
Like
"mmmm, that is nice on me, yea!?"
Thursday, February 18, 2016
How real is real Reflections On The Year of The Monkey
I don't know much, you see, but the lines between right and wrong are thinning.
The vibe is in a rushed and emotional state because ....
The Year Of The Monkey!
emo (rants, indignance)
fast talk (shedding lies as if water flowing)
bad nerves ( scratching your ass wondering if someone will help)
bad words (striking aimlessly with false or ignorant claims)
insults (snake poison vibrations in your heart)
silver back (worthy leadership, knowing your place)
hierarchy (worthy words which (witch) enlighten)
alpha types (the teachers who teach by learning)
oohhhh
ahhhhhh
meeeeeee
eeechhhh
And then, the evolution begins in our minds. We suffer and learn or kill each other. Monkey bites are horrid and can even kill a man to death! lol
You see, we must accept that we are part of nature and a part of everything on earth. That is above all that matters..
However we were seeded here through stars living and dying is a reflection of something greater than this simple place we exist in, this home, place of work, this seat here in this oh so fragrant space.
I look at us from the outside for a reason. Someone has to. You want to go sometime and see what there is from a higher tree. Yes! Let's!
The vibe is in a rushed and emotional state because ....
The Year Of The Monkey!
emo (rants, indignance)
fast talk (shedding lies as if water flowing)
bad nerves ( scratching your ass wondering if someone will help)
bad words (striking aimlessly with false or ignorant claims)
insults (snake poison vibrations in your heart)
silver back (worthy leadership, knowing your place)
hierarchy (worthy words which (witch) enlighten)
alpha types (the teachers who teach by learning)
oohhhh
ahhhhhh
meeeeeee
eeechhhh
And then, the evolution begins in our minds. We suffer and learn or kill each other. Monkey bites are horrid and can even kill a man to death! lol
You see, we must accept that we are part of nature and a part of everything on earth. That is above all that matters..
However we were seeded here through stars living and dying is a reflection of something greater than this simple place we exist in, this home, place of work, this seat here in this oh so fragrant space.
I look at us from the outside for a reason. Someone has to. You want to go sometime and see what there is from a higher tree. Yes! Let's!
Wednesday, February 17, 2016
To all you all who doubted Rick all this time..ha...nasty reviewers Episode 9 Season 6 SPOILERS DAHLING
I know it is their job, but when reviewers say things about The Walking Dead, they have to. They have to hurry up and watch and be first to say stuff.
I need to mull things over and think about what can happen. What has happened, and then weigh out the evidence. With real life too.
You know I get like Rick more than Daryl..I am more like Rick and fcking Carol when it comes to practical issues. Except, taxes and economics..that makes me mad and edgy.
But Rick has more than tax issues to worry about and fix.
He is in a bad spot because, Morgan and no one would listen. He coaxed and cried and yelled and almost had to kill some of them for them to learn. And the weak ones still died. They had to learn or die.
Learn..that, bad things are out there and you may be one of them.
You may be a zombie brain eater because it is the easiest way for you to live this life here as this creature. Sucking off of anyone who gets close enough and then at the last moment striking like a snake and you bite the closest person next to you just so you can be fed in that one spot.
fucking zombies..ahhhh ahhhh life..ahhhhh
I digress..
As we can recall when they were relatively safe in the house, that fcking Ron bitch just couldn't be normal and nice and he had to have a fight where he almost killed Coral and fcking shit, the zombies got in..
(in human terms and reality, those zombies would be the guilt, anger, drugs, sex, super emotional political affiliations, your gods... and utter hate you may carry around like one of them, piss off, all of it! I want to live!)
Ron in the end couldn't even rise above this horrid situation a little bit and Jessie, a bad mom all day and giving looks to my Rick like that? No way. Rick is mine, I want to show him the future. lol ha ha
So, the kid who should have listened to his mom and she should have dragged him to the safe place where the baby was going, with her hand on his mouth, and then she should should have given him a what for, but she let him make his own decision.."no, mom, I won't leave you"
"Okay.."
"not, okay!"
Michonne, once again, has shown herself to be a true Ninja! One who knows when to kill. My Michonne, you are a goddess! Did you see at the end how she held that baby as if she is so in love with her and Rick and the whole relationship is right between them?? He can trust her with his life and his family. I love loyalty, it is a beautiful thing even in the center of chaos.
I want to talk about Daryl. He is really something, right? It is exactly as it should have been. There was a very good reason why Abraham (ginger boy) found that big gun thing!
Me,
"Oh, Yea, chew on this!"
I loved the connection between Sasha and Ginger boy..dude, she likes him! I am really loving the thing between them and Sasha is smoking hot!
I am not gay but dang, I love a strong and talented woman, no matter her color.
Carol, though, I struggle, Did she basically kill that boy with her words? It took him longer that if she had shot him near flowers but the seed of fear she planted in that boy Sam, is a little insidious. She had to do it? Man she is cold. No wonder she is so upset right now. Everyone has to find ways to cope, but when what needs done, needs done, she sets her angst aside to do the works that needs done..I love her bravery and willingness to be insidious if it means to not be afraid. And yet, one must reflect on one's motives, that is mindfulness that is what should always be honored.
People do not and they suffer or die.
Carol will not die, I hope not, she is so real to me.
There is so much to say about this episode. Like how Morgan will develop this character or is he destined to die in the place of some comic book character Kirkman may have written.? I do not know. I know that Morgan was kind of right about things but he just couldn't adjust. He is the reason the zombies split from the herd and came to town!
He learned by embracing religious rules (from a psycho who staved a man to death)!!
There are no rules in this apocalypse. There are baddies out there with no moral code to begin with so it just goes more bad from there. Truth!
Do you know who adjusted? The priest. He finally shed his guilt and anger and took up a real sword not just words from a book. He just had to mention how God gave them the miracle of courage.
Look he is a priest, it is what they say. :)
The wolf guy redeemed himself before god just in time (is he saved?) and then he died! LOL
Denise was okay from that. She got her shit together fast and became a doctor instead of oatmeal girl kisser..and is right now fixing Coral.
Wow!
What an awesomely awesome show!
I need to mull things over and think about what can happen. What has happened, and then weigh out the evidence. With real life too.
You know I get like Rick more than Daryl..I am more like Rick and fcking Carol when it comes to practical issues. Except, taxes and economics..that makes me mad and edgy.
But Rick has more than tax issues to worry about and fix.
He is in a bad spot because, Morgan and no one would listen. He coaxed and cried and yelled and almost had to kill some of them for them to learn. And the weak ones still died. They had to learn or die.
Learn..that, bad things are out there and you may be one of them.
You may be a zombie brain eater because it is the easiest way for you to live this life here as this creature. Sucking off of anyone who gets close enough and then at the last moment striking like a snake and you bite the closest person next to you just so you can be fed in that one spot.
fucking zombies..ahhhh ahhhh life..ahhhhh
I digress..
As we can recall when they were relatively safe in the house, that fcking Ron bitch just couldn't be normal and nice and he had to have a fight where he almost killed Coral and fcking shit, the zombies got in..
(in human terms and reality, those zombies would be the guilt, anger, drugs, sex, super emotional political affiliations, your gods... and utter hate you may carry around like one of them, piss off, all of it! I want to live!)
Ron in the end couldn't even rise above this horrid situation a little bit and Jessie, a bad mom all day and giving looks to my Rick like that? No way. Rick is mine, I want to show him the future. lol ha ha
So, the kid who should have listened to his mom and she should have dragged him to the safe place where the baby was going, with her hand on his mouth, and then she should should have given him a what for, but she let him make his own decision.."no, mom, I won't leave you"
"Okay.."
"not, okay!"
Michonne, once again, has shown herself to be a true Ninja! One who knows when to kill. My Michonne, you are a goddess! Did you see at the end how she held that baby as if she is so in love with her and Rick and the whole relationship is right between them?? He can trust her with his life and his family. I love loyalty, it is a beautiful thing even in the center of chaos.
I want to talk about Daryl. He is really something, right? It is exactly as it should have been. There was a very good reason why Abraham (ginger boy) found that big gun thing!
Me,
"Oh, Yea, chew on this!"
I loved the connection between Sasha and Ginger boy..dude, she likes him! I am really loving the thing between them and Sasha is smoking hot!
I am not gay but dang, I love a strong and talented woman, no matter her color.
Carol, though, I struggle, Did she basically kill that boy with her words? It took him longer that if she had shot him near flowers but the seed of fear she planted in that boy Sam, is a little insidious. She had to do it? Man she is cold. No wonder she is so upset right now. Everyone has to find ways to cope, but when what needs done, needs done, she sets her angst aside to do the works that needs done..I love her bravery and willingness to be insidious if it means to not be afraid. And yet, one must reflect on one's motives, that is mindfulness that is what should always be honored.
People do not and they suffer or die.
Carol will not die, I hope not, she is so real to me.
There is so much to say about this episode. Like how Morgan will develop this character or is he destined to die in the place of some comic book character Kirkman may have written.? I do not know. I know that Morgan was kind of right about things but he just couldn't adjust. He is the reason the zombies split from the herd and came to town!
He learned by embracing religious rules (from a psycho who staved a man to death)!!
There are no rules in this apocalypse. There are baddies out there with no moral code to begin with so it just goes more bad from there. Truth!
Do you know who adjusted? The priest. He finally shed his guilt and anger and took up a real sword not just words from a book. He just had to mention how God gave them the miracle of courage.
Look he is a priest, it is what they say. :)
The wolf guy redeemed himself before god just in time (is he saved?) and then he died! LOL
Denise was okay from that. She got her shit together fast and became a doctor instead of oatmeal girl kisser..and is right now fixing Coral.
Wow!
What an awesomely awesome show!
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