I have a hard time being clear or is it that hard to accept the things I say

My daughter says that...she is so smart.

okay then..I will tell you one thing..

merry solstice to me
merry solstice to you
may we speak with delight and may we greet with some and
I love your butt too

ha ha


I do not know if you read this blog for soap ideas or whatever crazy thing that comes out of my brain, but I am happy that you do and I feel like we know each other and that we are close, I feel ya..lol
see there is an invisible web of something, energy..but,  it is like a web and thing our energy, our good intention take energy and make sparks that happen..(true) and also there...wasted thoughts, all get on it and it expands so that we all are thinking the same way in our own unique tendencies and observations..that is why inventions come in cycles and political changes occur almost simultaneously throughout earth.
Why we are still in our gods phase and why we still argue and kill each other and eat like fuking pigs while eating pigs..ewee...

I am making soup with veggies today and I will try to be more clear. It is hard because I do not like having these conversations where I have to explain myself..I am a nervous person with hives when I think too fast..lol
:)

Orders are on line only.
I do not do deliveries, had I my own driver and how nice that would be..wow..I love that idea..my own driver, driving me and taking me and picking me  up in a warm car..how nice.. well, it is another story,
I do not have a store front..
Orders are on line only..
this way is best for me.
I can manage the inventory and no one is upset because I ran out of lavender sage soap or another favorite.
They are all favorites. just take a look at this dirty girl here..(fuking Negan has me cussin)

Dirty girl here...

dirty girl soap nuggets two dollars each
organic raspberry seeds
organic olive oil
organic coconut oil
shea butter
honey
glacial silt
aztec clay bentonite
organic jojoba
more honey
a drop geranium
frankincense
mandarin'
grapefruit
a drop petitgrain

lavender and oats

The last thing I am going to make in soap this year? Lavender with oats?

Maybe..You know how I get, you give me money, I buy oils and we go dancing..

It is all about the oils and never about me. 

Remember the chick who does not like pine? I  gave her a soap too, you know that. I don't understand how anyone can't like pine from white pine, but hey, maybe I have to be more choosy about who I do business with. That is the one thing I learned this year for sure.

About what my soap is worth and who get to have some. Not everyone for sure. No way. look, I make art, to me it is art, I love flavors and cooking and beautiful ideas..my ideas..yours. It is all up to you and how we respond to one another.

I feel like at work..you know, my other thing, women my age which I will occasionally meet, do not know me, what I have gone through such mountains and trials and my face shows the strain, I know it does..that is the witch part, that is the dark witch in mythology whether it is isis, or lilith or ceridwen..yea..I am for sure more ceridwen.

I feel like they do not know what I have seen. They got married and settled themselves in the subs..shopping for the right way to impress. No not all..not all..

Still,  there is a cast system and a tone to our humanity which cannot be denied..

I was wrong about us all being the same.We are not. Some are pretty and get to do more and go their own way. Some stay and drain your chinick till you can't breathe and they stress you out so bad you don't even know what to do first in your own tasks and they are wanting you, to be with you, to talk to you..it is nice for them..to be in a lighter place..they can't make their own light so they want to shine under yours, to get some of that luv..your love..:)

There are those who behave as a friend,  only to slide a little insult here and there because they can't just be fucking happy to see you shine, they have to say shit..fucking fuks! LOL

It is the holidays, they all come at you one after another and it is too many people, all day..

I am generally super happy always so that is why I an a valued member of the (team), all day, a thousand faces. I was actually brave enough to hide on my break and not speak for ten minutes to anyone..how nice it was. 

A bunch of shit happened so what

now you gotta run and hide to fix some broken stuff'now you might shame yourself 

for being such a cunt

I am not in charge of all you good

you must actually start

burn some sage, make some art

do it now before you rot

I am not your servant

I am but your enlightened host

watch as sprinkles of starlight leave a trail

let me see yours, I don't care, which :)

I will and be glad to will my good intentions and your good ones too

I will be happy for your success and your gratitude

 I love gratitude

It makes me happy and not rushed...

today, I  took a rest in a comfy bed, before that, I made soap for us..it is beautiful, kind, forgiving, rare, rich, super lavenderish and clean...

"lavender"

"take the space you need, you do not have burn out so that someone else can ignight.."

Lavender soap

4 ounces lavender oil

4 ounces shea

8 ounces organic oat ground up

32 ounces organic cold pressed coconut oil

80 or 90 ounces cold pressed olive oil

colder than a witches tit

I wonder what a tit has to do with anything? Is the witch naked and that is why her tit is cold? Is she big titted and her tits are always cold from jigglin?
I want to know. Why just the one tit? Does she have just one tit? Is it because she has to hide in the woods so they don't kill her because she won't follow their creeds? The fuking whores, chasing women and killing them..whores!

This season, I will remember how many died so that you and I can have a tree in the house. How many died so that they can have livable wages and money to buy things with, like food.
God hates that by the way. he said so..kill the people who worship other hods and if you bring a tree in the house that is bad and god punishes you and you family for generations..he loves generations of suffering for not killing a sheep the right way.
Still think that Christmas is Christian only? Santa? Christian? He is isn't remotely Christian.
hahahaa

Hey did you know in some states, that, if your religion is involved and you commit a crime based on your beliefs, they can consider its punishment based on your religion? Yes, there are people who want no separation from church and state and for their god  to run things. Like our new vice president..
see, I think he is lying. He knows evolution is real but the voters are dumb and  don't want evolution to be real to so he lies about it to the group and then they all believe it.
"yea, see, we are better.." They will say and think.
Not true no matter what they think.
No one is better and the witch out there in the cold hard woods is just like us, like you and me..but she does not speak your words and then you want to kill her. She knows trees have a way to communicate yet to be defined. She knows she was seeded here just like you and them.
Seeded..brought over by hot exploding fire breathing stars, churned out and spit out and flown out and pushed hard by heat and force so great as to not even be imagined yet..so so so hot and forceful as to push it all the way on this rock and more of course, more more more..to mars and saturn and all of them..
She is like you and me. You do not like that but it is true. You want to make up a large giant god to protect you after you die and keep you safe just like in fairy tales. You want to say that if I am good enough, if they are good enough..it is all lies..you are and are not good enough unless you strive right now in this short life to be. Our morality comes form within us, our home, our neighborhoods, our mom, our church..our pastor...having sex with boys in the alter is creepy, dudes..wtf!

Your thoughts and you actions show on your face. Are you sad or angry or desiring things which make you nervous so you take it out on the witch? Is that why you say that? "Colder than a witch's tit!"
I know! I see you doing it. It is a trigger for you. You are greedy for sex and what you deem and unholy and so you hate the witch you are fuking..the old whore you fuked over and over and then deemed her unworthy of your god's rules. The witch whose tits you would gladly whip and not give one care..ever hear of the Madonna complex?
 Men have been programmed for ages to behave this way about women..I think it is time we said something...
The torture of innocents, children and young boys, just not the young virgins who were as young as 9..Mohamed married Aliah and had sex with her at 9 years old..she was 9 not he. I don't know how old he was. It is creepy and I am thinking, "what a farce" The obsession with youth can go quite far with people that think they will not get caught..and frankly I would not want Santa lurking around my kid's rooms to make sure they are good.
"Do not sit on his lap. What are you thinking?"
I did not do that with my kids..I told them santa is mythology, my husband told them the lie..they loved the lie because he always made it look super cool..
that is how lies are..all polished and fake and we are all pretending...
"oh, come all ye faithful, joyful and triumphant.."
lies.."oh, bring money..god needs loads of money!"

I know people come to these blogs to be uplifted and hear wonderful inspiring ideas..I am all for it.
I want real happiness and not just the facebook kind..
Do you?

yesterday, I had a wonderful day with family and my loved ones. We at a great meal and had dialogue in a real way with our word to each other and not the computer. I felt a feeling of real gratitude and comfort because, "I love these goons", I thought to myself!
Plus I haven't had my tits whipped..now there is something to be glad about, I should post that on facebook!
xx

Hello

Uranus retrograde and get ready to screw up

Remember when I told you that we shouldn't overreact because things will break? I did at some point, I am sure:)
Well if you have already not felt this impact, I will say that the magnitude must rumble
and then if your not careful you will tumble down and dark hole you can't get out of
each step up and then half a step back.
Uranus being a higher octave of mars see? It fits into our myth as to always want to win. A race of homo sapiens..the mind and all that.
We don't want to be but we are a collective radiant thought inspired race of humanity.
We want to race against time and pretend and we want to be on the top winning side..oye, god forbid, ninx on that thought! Winning is complaix :)and fundamental only in crowds..
for me to win is for me to give and be free of want..that is winning..
Broken walls and giant chasms  between us does not change how our brains work together here on earth or they may yet to be defined ways in which our other planets shifts effect us electrically..How our sparks fly and what sparks burn things out.
Sudden realization, news and lovers are to be expected and not always for the seeming good..I am getting too far in the philosophical ideas..I am excited about so many things that I might just sing soon or cry, I don't know which.


Anxiety much? I am and you know why? I have had to face some hard truth for me. I am running a business and the post ruined a box , a very expensive box. I was  saying to my daughter, I said, "can you imagine every week's profits as good as this?"
She raised her eye brows at the prospect of such lovely thoughts..and then bamm, Uranus, package fucked up beyond repair..I am so upset at me, the thing, the time and the money and all of it..putas, I said be fucking gentle, handle with care and all that good stuff. I put it all in a big nice box too..oh man..
It is okay..I am okay and maybe the customer will be okay..it is a ball breaker for sure. I gave her a complete refund and did my best as I could. I  .am also sending her some new wrapping and labels and a glue stick if she can repair any of the product.

I feel better and want to say that if this is all that happens to upset me then my laaaife is  good...I will now continue packing orders a little more thoroughly and not fret and be free from guilt and worry. You know what I always say, "some money is not worth making"? Maybe it is true to some degree, or are there simply hills and valleys and words said and repairs made and maybe things broken..yup, living is this way and not just quotes from the facebook on how they think we should love each other.

Do you want me to talk about god some more?
ha ha ha ha
I have to make candles but maybe next time. :)

ultimate truths

the ultimate truth or should I say, An Ultimate Truth
"some things are meant to be enjoyed for a little while and then they are gone.."
Everything really!
I said that to someone and they kind of hugged themselves and said, "no way, no no no.."
I laughed a little..
"oh yes, and no matter how much you cling to that, it will still happen and you know why?"

Because some things are only meant to be experienced for now, right now and right this day..and no matter how much you cling to your desires, it is still happening and will happen again and again until you get it or don't get it. Some humans coast through like content with simple things and some are greedier than others..I am greedy for frankincense and patchouli in any combo. Don't give me, "it's the only way", I want to experience every way there could be and frankly I do not have time in my life to complete all the possibilities. I do not cling to any of them but I do have fond memories of certain oils. Very fond memories. That is the whole point, to leave a memory that lingers for the good, of all and not always just you.

If you don't get it, well you will cry a whole lot. You might even scheme to have it. It is what greed is. When you are so attached to someone or something and they are changing before your eyes  and you don't feel the same way anymore, or they constantly request forgiveness and you still hoard these concepts where you must maintain a certain social standard of someone else's template. Maybe you have your own template already and that means letting go of your baggage.
There will be a tomorrow whether you open your eyes or not, and it will happen the next day too.
There will a strong lavender and there will be a smokey pine and stinky spiknard. It is the magical  qualities of each oil that transforms us.
Also here is another one,
"when you are hearing "I am sorry" more than "I love you", walk away. Don't stay..they are self absorbed bullies, they are and the longer you wait, the more entrenched in muck of sadness and depression.they are mood vampires, they are lairs and make you the same way because they need a escape)) goat to be mean to.
You are more worthy than a hair on their pubis..mhoowhhaaaaa!!
It is never too late to be free of manipulation and selfishness..
It is always time to say what you want.
Do not rely on others to help you on this. You are alone in it.

xx
I am going..lol
have a good day..

hello snow and winter broom corner

I was going to take a picture of my broom corner but it s too dusty to show you. :)
It is cold out there so I wont be sweeping just yet.
We have a huge storm system over us right now and they say I am quirky and strange because I have been feeling it for a week. I pulled a muscle playing with my grandson is what actually happened. I know, it is hard to accept for me but I am not as limber as I once was and I was not drinking enough water.
Water is the key for muscles and everything really and yet we don't even care about throwing away Styrofoam cups from sonic! How many coke cups have you thrown away lately?
I can't, it is too much for me to ponder on. this is why I love soap making and cooking so much, you can enshroud yourself with good vibrations and thoughts, direct thoughts which mold what your mind set forth...and make good stuff!

I am packing orders tomorrow and it is going to make you so happy. I know it because you love what I make, I do it for you, and only you.


I think I make myself clear about life enough that you do not mind my frankness by now. Look how I have changed.
I am okay and I have to be super firm at a couple of locals..you meet them at the whole foods and they turn fuking weird. One wanted to return the  pine soap because it is too strong but she wont go to the web site to even see what I have.. "just give me three of any smooth soap, no scrubbies"  this is her quote with each order because she one time bought one scrubby soap from me and she does not know how I remember things perfectly and that I know she is a virgo and I understand..to a point..another one,
the old lady who loves lavender tried to return a "gift" of lavender mailette spray because she never smelled a dry lavender before. She brought it to my job! I almost lost it.."some thing might be wrong with it" I smelled it and it was dry mailette lavender and I couldn't believe it. " I gave you this as a gift, throw it away if you hate it.."
I tossed it in the garbage..you think I want her cheap energy in my house after all the negative stupidity? Never!
I told them both, I do not do returns..I do not do returns. I will never sell a soap that has been to someones house for two weeks and the back to me and then to someone who I love. Who raised these people? How did they get like this? Don't you think they have bad manners? Am I too sensitive about pine?
Hey, man, Uranus is retrograde! I am!

Sometimes, it takes me a while, and yet, I will always reach an ultimate end of my patience, even with myself.

It is all true and I feel free and clear enough to say it.


You either love aromatherapy or you don't..nuff said, right?

Also anyone who is against white pine absolute makes me think they are not worthy of me. Wouldn't you agree?

breath now anastasia and hold it and stop..


I feel like what I do is really special not just another toy for bored somewhat rich suburban housewives with nothing to do but yoga and shopping..
rwaaaarrrhahahaaa
..ha ah..okay I will really stop....



It must be the frankincense. I put a bunch on my knee. I felt it as it penetrated in my skin and it made things really nice.

I have made some new soap, I took my time and prepped so good for it. I hope you try a few. I went back to my recipe with 80% olive oil and 20% organic cold pressed coconut oil. The beauty of these two fats together make me so happy. Smooth, creamy and decadent..all for you.

I have few nice gift sets I am making for my peeps and for now, I will clean the kitchen and go to work..which I love because the people I work with, they are kind and doing their best. I will do my best too.
I love you for reals baby and even when there is dust in the corner near my witch broom. I pass it every day and don't really mind. My broom is ready to sweep even the most subtlest of mean vibes..
I love you and love vibes..good vibes and comfort vibes, lots of money vibes, great customer vibes and excellent skin care.

messy head so cold and winter is here

the messy head is me on any day of the week the cold is out side and the winter comes like on a wind and it gusts and the leaves fly and land on us, and it snows. I covered the fig yesterday with rope and blankets and I might keep adding. Last year I covered it so good that it actually produced for me. This year she was harder to tie up because she has rooted herself pretty well in the south east corner..which is naturally the best corner to start with in witchery. You tend to begin at a corner. My bed faces east. You? Where does your bed face? Are you under a window? My window faces west and my bed faces the window away from the heater.
I was fukin hot all night and freezing at the same time..my blanket weight perfect but just too hot. I had the window a cracked open too so as to not be too stuffy and hot all night. Maybe I am done with the duvet? Too much linen is heavy and stifling.
A messy head is what I am..like Liz Taylor from the sixties with out the liquor..lol
I have actually begun to connect with  my hair a little. All these years with a mop head in a pony..so I cut the hair and it looks so nice. I have also lost lost about ten pounds off of my skull and the scalp is so happy.
Yup..a woman gets older and she is done caring for people and must tend to things that are weighing her down. One thing is, the blanket..ha haaaa
next, the sticky floor at the moment because one of my kids decided to pour hot water  in the honey jar as to get all the honey out and I spilled it..ha hahaaaa Now I have to clean up all over again!

Nothing is weighing me down..ha ha ha ha
I love you


So, the honey though.. I was saving it back for a scrub. I didn't tell them before hand but some one loves honey around here. It is okay, they needed the honey because my soup was inedible. I added too much hot Hungarian paprika and it was a fail because I was not wearing my glasses and used the wrong canister of Hungarian red stuff! Dammit! I ate a bowl and maybe that is why I was so hot all night long. Hungarian hot paprika is hotter than anything I have used in my life yo! Wow! I did put about a tablespoon in the pot thinking it would be sweet and then the smell of it make me realize what I had done. It was sad and I will remember from now on to check the containers more thoroughly...
The bad soup goes. I won't cook today because I will eat salad and bread and olives. Maybe a tomato, something light on my body.
I am sure of one thing about hot peppers, they will help with all sorts of maladies like cold and flu because red components in veggies and fruit are made up of these really tiny particles which kill bad stuff and also help the heart, your skin, hair..everything..eat more spice, just not spoonfuls..:)

Nothing is weighing me down..not even me
I am not sorry that it is time to be free
no sir, no way..
It is time to not be sorry that I am what I am


Nothing is weighing me down..except that there's not enough Rick in The Walking Dead!

working with jasmine

Jasmine grandifolium...

I mixed this 10 mls of absolute with ten mls linden blossom absolute and grapefruit oils..
I have one drop honey absolute which I want to wait to see if I really might not need it as my will my idea of what I want is a jelly with a sunny yet super dirty jasmine coming out of a big snappy citrus grapefruit snappy..linden? Oh yes, now, linden? It made me really happy, is all can say about linden. It is so odd and so nice and so pleasant and so effervescent even. Attracting, jasmine is all about attracting wealth  and my song is all day shreem, shreem, shreem..and my breathing is four by four and my mind forgiving my uncomfortable thoughts and I am sure comfortable with most of my choices..

La Reina De Abeja

The Queen Of The Bees

The jasmine makes you feel like thick stomach quiver and then you might want more, one more whiff to see if you actually felt that way..yes, I do..each time.. like hot night with creatures all calling to each other, some we can't even hear super sonic, ultra sonic..it is real and so are atoms all spinning around you right now..it is so fucking cool I am having to breath it all in right at this moment and be still to ponder on jasmine.

What is is this secret dirt she makes and why? why? Does she bide her time? Does she know she is classic and beautiful at every phase?
I think so, but remember about the mistress, the secret lover, the mystical forces yet to be known?  That is jasmine all day long and lasting through the night. Even now, I can close my eyes and can a nice little dose of 2-Benzenedicarboxylic acid..nice word there which is why I make other words to describe my idea of jasmine scent. seductive
female
lover
sex
fine things
There is a place for jasmine for me..she brings me nice taps on my back when I say great things which inspire, and make people feel free
to say any thing they want to without hurting each other's feelings and to not have to say every thought....it is all about confidence and poise.
Attracting is what I want for you..attracting with your mind, your actions and your ideal wants and conditions. Attracting loads of money. People want to give you money and you always have enough..
Jasmine is wealth, it is goodness and it is smart thinking and quiet words.
It is looking good, it is secrets, and secret love affairs and stinky sex..:)

finding your stand in aromatherapy

When I started this love and study of scent, I was a young woman reaching out to something real and something I could get my hand in to. I played with mud pies and made stuff even as a baby girl at three and four.

My memories are of women admiring me for my muscular and bigger thighs. I always had the legs, I did. Later in my life, I kicked really hard with them. It was my best thing and I wish I could move as well today, but our bones slow down..especially when they kick you back, you know, the people, some kick back..
Those mud pies though. :)

I am making more creams tomorrow. There will be something as a balm this time because my girls who love oily balms are feeling like I only go for the whipped things. Fine, I well make for you this loveliness, my beautiful, black goddesssessss.
as per a fragrant request by someone that I would kiss a heart and speckle and song or word or two for.

here it is..
my Reina de Abeja

Greek extra virgin olive oil
avocado oil
organic jojoba
Barry's bees wax
jasmine
grapefruit
linden
and a drop honey absolute which is all I have..but it will be enough because the beeswax from Barry is full of honey and smells wonderful. I am going to whip it as it cools like a mayonnaise of sorts..not too much but I want the honey to be in the mix and not on the bottom at then end of use. I actually like that stuff on the bottom for a nice oily face wash!

Balms are for cold times and there will be more. I enjoy them so much and we have plenty of perfect jars as vessels.

I am also making a serum of frankincense and patchouli..that too will be an amazing offering and you should get one before I use all the frankincense I bought on myself..lol
 I have been inhaling frankincense for days, it is in my hair, and on my knees because you know why?

I walk easily through my day, I carry each foot as high as it needs and I always have a song in my heart for you...

This is what is stuck in my head now but hey we know that we are influenced by who we hang out with!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_hgTX-WyRs

women do hate women why are you surprised Madonna?

We as women do have natural inclinations to hate on other women. It is hormonal and a protective thing we have built in our evolution in order to gain a comfortable home to make babies..after that, after women get past the baby phase, well, they become hags, crones, old laddies and hateful old bags..yes they do friends..we all will..
It is in new habits that we can change all that, but that does not mean ordering up a more mean old hag than  to run things, or someone who continually lies so that the truth is not the truth and never could even be described any more, so jumbled and tweaked that it was. Lies and debauchery have no gender, their delivery is different, that is all..

I am not one to care care about too much of the political lies the spew all day and night to  basically keep things running so that they can eat better and more than the rest of us or for sure the feeling of power and all that, maybe even some them actually care and want to change things to a better stand point.

We are the ones who change our stand point and I really don't care if Madonna can't sleep right now because her tyrant did not get it, but I do care that women said  some really nasty things about another woman simply because they wanted to follow the favored team..where all the righteous people go..
oye and oye some more!!Same old story and they love it because it feels good and not because it works. It feels good to be on top and look pretty.


Oh, wait, you do not believe in evolution? Well, what do you think the gasoline you use to drive around is? Yes, it is dinosaurs and plants and dead stuff..if we can see clearly how old things are and then you claim to me six thousand years..we have trees older than that!

Wait, I was not going to go there..I had to tho just for a sec.
:)


I find that what is actually happening is people are being dumbed down. Skills which took an ability to communicate as a work force, are being whittled away because they cost too much. A specialty is not so special when every one gets a bit of it. That is why even our stores are evolving. New skills are meant to happen at this point and when they finally set themselves in a common days events we will have already transformed the methods while events, jobs and feelings are left at the way side allowing for others to take the place in a new way on an old platform..

This is an idea which scares me a little :) because it shows a race of humans who use liquid soap!!
Fuking liquid soap!! I can't even ..!! LOL
It contains metallic and plastic components which make your skin feel silky! It says so. And Vegan nail polish, we need that and it has to say..
It is so real and so ridiculous at the same time..why would nail polish  a completely synthetic substance not be vegan? Why?? You know why. Because someone who has never read one book ever, and has only spent time sleeping or watching the tv, that is why...Watch The Office, and laugh..laugh so hard...
I am reaching out today because, I get in a mental panic about the dumbing down of people and why we do it to ourselves..
Is advertising actually God? I feel like we are all always looking to shine and out shine..but all I see are fat lips and high heels and tights and high heels and well, it is pretending..everyone knows when you get home you take that shit off!
You take a nice shower with vegan soap :) and put the lotion with rose in it and then you sleep like everything is alright..
(from the office.."alright, alright, alright...")


I hope you have a wonderful day and sing  to me some more when I say to you, "you make everything alright".

Cool you almost made sense

until you said you are a creationist and think the earth magically appeared in flash by god's hand..now you are afraid to even look at me because of one conversation we had and you were left speechless..heh..no answers? God is love? He makes deals to give you a better baby and find your keys?
I myself prayed to Lahiri Mahsaya when I was trying to come back in the states with my kids on a bus in Mexico) :)
lol
I know he is dead and I knew I was pretending, but still, I was scared and looked with in..we all do dig deep to make ourselves calm down and handle situations..yes? A little ancestor worship much?
Yea...


Creation on the scale of our universe is the most amazing thing I have ever learned about. Nothing in any human book can compared to the wondrous freaking universal laws..they have not much to do with us and our daily workings..these particle exist even in spite of us..(my idea there) Like air is not a spirits, rather,  made of matter..like volcanoes are not gods but only melted rocks... which are churned deep inside this giant living breathing rock..big breath there..it is that exciting!



I am here for you, really, after all the bull shit and pain and good heart and positive thoughts from the secret, you still need to argue about stupid things only based on stubbornness. And yes, I was once a devote and all that good stuff. I am still devoted, I still meditate and do my breathing.. it is not based on childish notions when I know now about a little more  chemistry and how things turn in to other things..look at language and how words become a way of life..think and say better ones and often friends..it is a key in my humble opinion.
A key in to better relationships and that actually begets better..

In that respect, I must say, this season seems to bring out some of the best in all of us. I wonder if it is because we all at the same time, we think the same good stuff, family, giving, hugging, laughing, singing, talking and disagreeing and forgiving..bring the tree in and let us attend..xxxx

December 1st astrology ideas on the coming year

Aries..observe and act wisely. Do not ponder too much on the details unless you are tending  to be blind to the whole  truth a little because you can't handle the truth. The truth is, you can and you should instead of worrying about who did what.
You have your secrets too, you know that. The problem is that and I do not think it is a problem at all but it does hurt some peoples feelings especially if you are an Aries man..you get mad so easily! Dude!

Taurus..ha
art and waiting and feeling like you've worked your ass off and continue to make it good as any bull can. I would say that there are some wonderful payoff's coming for you.


Gemini..things are really good, and you are the best that you have ever been. I know it stresses you out when bad shit happens to less fortunate family members. Calm down and focus on what needs done at this moment. Be kind and a little more forgiving. Sneaking around? Maybe but some of you are in a strange place of what is socially accepted and what the real self wants..a little pot and your mate is like "no, pot is for whores and vagabonds" lol
Tell them to grow up! If only real problems  were so easy, right? It is always easy for you because you are so pretty!


Cancer..you always make  me feel so grateful and contented. It has always been that way. You want so much, grab what you want then! Take it! They are all wanting to give it to you because they, we, know that you are accountable.


Leo..jeez..enough vacations baby! You need to get your ass up and work unless of course you are planning to now become a trans gender artist living in the slums to "see what the poor live like"
I feel like you have a tendency to change the truth to what you want it  to be..that is why Leo people are such great entertainers! It is time kids. Be real and be free and don't bring lies to the table in order to justify your life as it is today. You have had all the choices to make..no one else can take the blame for your life! That said, don't look back, move foreword and stop complaining all day.  I am not mad at you, I just say what I want.

Virgo..you are in love with love. I know this. This is why you are compassionate and supportive. Until you are not!  Until you are not..
Be here, we need you to BE here, not some dream in the past where the food was better and the sex was better and you sit and make loved ones sad because they might feel they can never measure up to your illusions of love and  the past and how great it may have been. You have your sad memories too. I know. You may hold them as treasures not to be let go because as soon as you do, poof, they dissolve and you must be accountable here and now again..
I love you, do what ever you want tho, so then later you do not have to blame others for your choices.
It is deep. (Rick aka Andrew Lincoln)


Libra...
wait..that is me..okay, smart, smart,. observant, alone and never alone, creative, centered and enjoys a dirty aspect of humanity, fair, somewhat open minded..lol...hate injustice, can be a stickler for the rules..and then maybe too much complaining. I like to call them rants because when you are on the computer writing, many more things can come out than you would say in person face to face. That is the beauty of finding an avenue to express your thoughts and wonderment..
I love you, my Libra ways!


Scorpio...take charge and know you are loved. I love your moon in Scorpio if you have one.. and I love your scorpionic rock star ways. You show up what I need you and you tell it like it is. You always support and revive my thoughts and heart.  Scorpio is both an eagle and a scaly creature who hides under rocks. they can anyhow. Or they have someone doing the hiding. It is hard on them but they seem to take the pain and still carry on. If anyone can keep it real, it is Scorpio.



Sagittarius..look I love you and wonder when you will stop following myths and come to some sort of conclusion that the old ways are not better than now. Some Sag men need the freedom right now to play a little but they are serious under the jokes. they are shrewd and put in effort and as in Gemini they are so beautiful...horse face and all.


Capricorn...while everyone else is busy pretending they are wonderful, you have stayed quiet. I respect that because I am not as quiet. I love the way you open to to me and show me ideas like a muse like a song written just for me and it is always changing too. Like some days you are Benny Hill and then you say words like Shakespeare. Your logic and your wit and the way you can laugh at all of it.. (Daryl, aka, Norman Reedus)


Aquarius..good, you've calmed down a little. You have the ability to change and see the world for what it is, next year is a stellar year, where you will really become more down to earth and more real with your loved ones. Some of you may think you can stay young forever because you are more and you are different and you will survive..you will but the clock still keeps on ticking, even for  you.


Pisces..almost like Virgoan memories flooding your psyche and not always for the good. You have traveled far and now it is time to give it a rest a little. You have given and boosted wealth and now it is time to know that there is always more and you have powers to change minds, I really would like it if you changed yours. I do like it that you help but please take a moment to care for your own needs. Tomorrow they will all still need more from you...they...




I love you and l love science..these little astrology ideas are me going back to some sort of memories which have flourished because every book that I have read has brought me here. I am healthy and happy to be with you every day. I am happy that I can make beautiful skin care and I can try to be happy even though someone liked and then unliked one of my items..hahahahaaa
who is this person unliking things?
xx