something new brewing

As I  was making this blend today, all the oils seemed to fall in my hands as if they were waiting all winter for me to adore them into a usable composition! This place smells so good right now!
I love to see and use a green tea soap. I love speckles of green tea throughout the bar and do not care about shiny purples or striped designs..
This is frankincense bergamot, rose, smokey vetiver, a few drops patchouli and loads of green tea, lime!





I think it is really something special which is my real specialty..to present one of a kind scents for brief joyous moments in our time...together:)

I believe my product is really focused towards a certain group of men and women who know exactly what they want and also love sexy deep vibes from vetiver and patchouli!
Vetiver in most things as far as I am concerned..is wonderful and deeply satisfying!
The root system of vetiver offers many good things for Earth too! It grows all on its own, not much wants to eat it, it smells grassy and dirt, fragrant sweet.. and makes your mouth water, literally...the root does. The root system of vetiver is very strong and is able to to hold together the top soil in the tropic areas  so that the rains do not allow all the soil to wash away..cool right?
The energy is therefore very sturdy with profound deep inner convictions which do not easily get washed away.
Memories for vetiver lovin' types are always happily painful or something they simply have put away and gone on with life.
There is vetiver in this soap..and rose:)
 I had made a vetiver smokey rose balm last fall and I had it stowed away in a special place in the cold cabinet in my sun room. Now that the temps have become less frigid, I need to make good used of  some of the perfumed balms I had made in 2013! They have seasoned well and are perfectly cured for use in soap. There is some beeswax here so this is not completely vegan soap and of course bergamot stands out along frankincense..the vetiver is in the background holding rose, gently..rose de mai and white rose in this one..crisp white rose, heavenly, certain, inviting...


Happy full moon my sweeties, I hope you thank your momma(moon) and tell her you care..I did:)
This is a day to make yourself happy, by staying honest in your own head and doing good by smiling at every one and me too!
xo

the lunar week and all the stuff exposed during

There is a condition, that is like sex when you talk about religion, weather it is due to you like or dislike, the feelings may be the same.

From what we know of the brain through our studies as humans, we know that there is a "pre" thought before we act..right?
Well, this goes so much deeper that it is scary! Take a pencil and put it in your mouth through your teeth sideways with the point pointing left. Now, take the same pencil and put the eraser side through your teeth with the point directly in front of you.
You may see where i am getting at. Smiling makes this funnier!
When you have the pencil sideways it automatically makes you smile while the pursed lips around the eraser makes you scowl..
Take this a step further and look at any sort of pictures and see what comes up in your head..The results of experiments like this show that we are continually effected by what we say, look at, and how we hold our faces up..all  that skin just hanging on bones and ligaments..I am smiling:)
Try it. go look at a cartoon with the pencil sideways and see how much funnier the cartoon is than the one where your pencil is pointing out with your face pursed up in a scowl.
simmah down now, simmah down!
But do you see that it is funnier when hold the pencil sideways and not that funny when pointing? An act of your mind without you planning to do it? Or, are you planning as you go?


What I want to say to you really is that I am passionate about the truth overall..and easter should be what you make it. Spring, trees blooming,  rebirth of flowers and new fruit after a long winter of coldness and rarely tasty tomatoes and what you've already made it. I cannot tell you how many grown men I've seen on the roads dressed in bunny suits and holding an easter special..the eggs, from another race of people who worship the natural order of the world, pagans, now delegated to a malefic sect of an entity they (the Romans) themselves had and still have,  created! It was the Roman way to control the people they had conquered, I think and Paul creating a unified religion for all the people. I think during a time when you are being overthrown there is more zealotry and mystic hocus pocus..men do not rise from the dead after being dead for three days. I just cannot happen. In fact all the magic in the world wouldn't make it so. The body deteriorates after a few minutes!
He may have been in a coma, Jesus, and able to in three days walk away..I think that these visions may have been visions for sure. I have them all the time in my mind..dude! Be real. I dream of things, like horses and beautiful me on one riding and being free. I have visions of my next thing whatever it may be. I plant seeds along the way so that you feel good and free just to sitting near me
because I accept you right now right here
and you accept me
even as I say shocking weird and crazy things
you are here smiling as if that pencil is always sideways not pointing..

I love you
I do what I want
xo

howling at the moon

I woke up with the wind howling and the Moon shining on me  in my bed though the curtains. I tried to go back to wonder sleep bliss and , it wasn't going to happen. So I got up went out side barefooted and smile at the moon again and thought about this magnetic power which has my blood easily coursing through my body and making me excited to be me! I  cleaned my work space well and thought about what I want to focus on on this very intense Full Moon conjunct Mars retrograde.
 I will pack orders, each one to be reviewed so I do not make mistakes and I will enjoy this well deserved three days off and plan out my plan, see.. by rounding up the dead stuff, composting that and then planting onions...maybe we will see. First things first..nurture my business, nurture my home and family and nurture myself the whole time!

 I love this place, so warm and comfy it is and this year the explosion of flowers will be spectacular! I want to go out there right now and start digging.
My duties are to brighten the place up and fix things up around here of course but mostly, it still means slow down, take a step back, see where I'm  at at the moment, say I am sorry if I have to,  and then only go forward..

You are only moving forward and since we are going that way anyhow it is about being grateful for who we are now and  for what we've done that counts.I cannot explain why but it seems to be a key to success and real happiness!



You may have become so entrenched into your work, your home or something else, that you have forgotten some details about your own misdeeds or your basic needs as a human.
Or you are wasting time not learning by feeling bad about what isn't happening at the moment.
Pain and anguish only get you so far my friends. You had better open your eyes and see what is and  not put yourself  on a throne. Dethrone yourself and be free from social pressures and social expectations!
I am so glad we are dethroned  otherwise we would still be putting goats blood on the door so that god could see we are not the Egyptian babies..dude!
Really, god passes over and kills babies now? And that is ok? What are we doing?

Three or four thousand years later? Need I remind you of the Rwanda genocide when the quotes were , "Kill the Tutsi rat mothers and their rat babies so that they cannot make more!" I just heard that on NPR the other day about a movie on that whole episode...I haven't seen it yet because I have to be in the mood to get strong enough, but I think I will, get strong enough, because those are the real zombies of humanity, sigh...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sh-vPvhsil0&noredirect=1
I wonder why the US didn't put a stop to that horror after 30 days? I guess we didn't have drones then, lol!
Oh, it is okay to control all the opium  in the world but what is in Rwanda, a bunch of machete wielding tribesmen?




The only thing passing over is everything all the time and we, with it....
There are some family rituals that should be passed over, but who am I  to say which and whose?

I am going to make soap and feed my awesome business as if it is my sweet lover... each day, my mind making my wondrous life easy and breathtaking at the same time..that is the real magic, essential oils are magical and you are a magical creature always intending as you do and always creating as you intend to. Don't you see this brilliant light from the sun reflecting  off of me to you, it is there, please, do
see it for what I want you give you, which is a smile, a song...
thoughts as infinite particles racing in time together, me you, everything..as part of the infinite..whatever we are...

"In a bar of soap?"
"Yes! I do what I want!"
:)












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shea butter smoothies

shea butter smoothie with lycopene

they are so good

I like a nice oily balm after my shower, why do you think my skin looks so good at my age?
We olive skinned  gals are lucky in that respect.
More likely, it is the fact that I have been using oils since girlhood!
That was a long time ago..and here we are now.
I have many friends now from another era, when all this stuff was new. the soap making, the balms, the rose..
I have been reminded,  when we would use gallons of rose water, white rose water..
(maybe in 10 years, I will have grown enough white roses to make it again)

bergamot frankincense smoothie with super seed oils
Right now my new obsession is, super seed oils and  has me making a new smoothie buttery type things.
We are talking only hydrating oils and no fillers. Not perfume really, I mean I had to add a scent. Still, the individual seed oils themselves, have a beautiful scent all on there own. It is a beautiful element to skin care!
So nutty and I can detect now some differences is the fatty acid smells. Like omegas. I can detect a sort of animal scent in them. They are so important in our body's defense against inflammation and pain.
 Another interesting aspect of seed oils, like watermelon seed or tomato seed oils is that they all have an ability  as a natural SPF! Take the tomato seed oil, rich in cartenoids or the raspberry seed oil, rich in anthocyanadins (spell that)..also naturally rich in spf potential..I have heard that it is around 15-30, but do not quote me on that. You do not need to be laying out in the sun anymore..ten, fifteen minutes, yes, hours, no!

It isn't finished yet.
There must be something else..
Like maybe just mandarin in a butter for summer?




Mandarin has its own vive! (I love it every once in two years or so and then I put it away:)
I  made a lovely  one with neroli/patchouli/sandalwood and one with frankincense/ bergamot.
I find that mandarin as a citrus top note,  that is very un-citrus.

I used to have a  mandarin tree in Costa Rica when we lived on the farm with Jerry who loved our family and later after I left for home, Jerry almost killed his crack head brother because Jerry wanted control over the farm and profits for some business venture..I am glad I wasn't there for that violence. Jerry had to come back here in the states to drive a truck even though he is a pilot, he drove a truck because he could live in the truck at the same time. He had a finger missing which he never told the truth of how it went missing. Something dumb, I am sure! There is never a good reason to loose a digit, I suppose!
 I loved that guy, he was always good to us, I hope he is ok down there as he left to go back because he married a woman there a few years ago..she was a hot Costa Rica woman who seemed to really adore him..she came with him to live in the truck and see the US and it wasn't three month in, she up and went back to her own bed and comfort and warm sunshine.
 Who would blame her?

The moisture in the tropics keeps your skin really hydrated, so no one really needs much , your skin is always plump with hydro air.
The price?
Yea, there is a price..but on that farm we enjoyed bananas and "manderinas". They start out green and as they turn, you feast on them. Their skins would just snap open in your hand and  you'd devour them for a week or so, maybe two..wouldn't ya?
This is the time for  the mangos! They are wild and everywhere on the Pacific side. Those little yellow ones we now pay one dollar for, here at our market, they fall out of the trees for weeks there and you just pick them up and eat them, make juice and eat them some more.
There were wee chili trees all over the place. You couldn't even touch one of them things! Of course you pick them and pickle them! Delish! Anything to make black beans taste more interesting:())

Listen, there is always a price and the only way we should live dangerously, is through constant evaluation of our mind's eye and if we live here in the north, we should apply oils and hydrosols on our skin and sing  a song, something I can sing along with you:)
xo

mars setbacks are really still just going forward

Mars goes retrograde and the world is still turning. Don't look at the news for one day and see how much better you might feel and how you are tending to your own needs anyhow.
You cannot change the world and no matter how special you are, it will still turn when you are gone..
It'll turn out, all you are is a memory, a thought, an intent of a higher realm not yet understood by you now..it is like you know, but you do not know..I know, I know you know that I know sort of thing.
We are consciousness that is still evolving over billions of years..also that..did you know that if you are traveling at the speed of light, time then stops for you? What does that mean??
lol

So just because mars is retrograde and making us tired, doesn't mean we are going to get mad and cry..no, we are going to be happy and content with ourselves first. Don't forget also that the full moon is  a commin' and that  is what is most in the lure. Only do your best and be respectful..most importantly, be accountable to yourself first, always mindful, always present...perfection in my mind!
If you need quiet meditation, you will make time for that, if you need to find a kind friend or lover, you will attract one. It is all begun in a thought. I am so happy with the one's I've got!

(there is a whole section in the book, Incognito, on how the mind has zombie systems that you, your will,  are not a part of..zombies are real, I tell ya!!)))

Secure your mental and physical fences, I say, because keeping your boundaries safe is what is best..this means time alone doing something for you. Not sex, and not work..like reading a book with a friend and then chatting it up, later. I am right now watching being human uk. I lost interest after season three, when Mitchel died, he was amazing!
What is it with vampires having to hide their past evil deeds? ha ha ha
Even in mythology we created monsters to scare ourselves with! I wouldn't want to go against a kraken or zombies but it is worthy of thought to consider that a  modified drug in the food chain keeps the masses in line so much so that the bacteria they started with, would mutate and infect people's brain. Lol but not!


OMG
 I said no news!



The Kraken
a soap with seaweed absolute and a fresh breezy scent of the sea and salty citrus..yum
Now, that sounds good! I'll be a good day:)

xo

the full moon a commin and more angular nothings

The Earth will be in the middle of a very powerful line up in space. Sun Earth Mars line up is something that doesn't happen much in space, so the magnetic forces are super intense for the next week or so..
Things get stirred which you didn't think would get stirred.Don't let yourself skip steps or falter in your duties because that there is some heavy sheit and some people heads will roll. The Year Of The Horse is all about, rolling thunderous change, or transition, even.
They already have really...rolled...All the steps have been made by each individual already. You know it.
I feel this line up will show some people are more ruthless than you thought..good thing you didn't invest any time or money one them. What have i been saying about doing our best? Yes, it shows in each word you utter. I see it all day, it is true what they say, "smile and the whole world smiles with you, cry and eventually, you cry alone"
Don't cry. Do your best! Take a shower with the old whore (in you)..attract a perfect lover or perfect work mate, attract a perfect paycheck with a big fat raise, attract your next work or art which will atonish even you..
That can all happen right now to you!

When we are learning about blending oils we sometimes do not get the monetary value  each perfect batch of soap really is..long sigh here... and there is me... I'll end up dumping too much and not enough  neroli to make happiness in those  smelly areas of our brains. I will brighten our mornings and soften our nights.
Each time you apply a little balm on your hands or face, you'll be elevated by unseen light ridden particles of scent..yea, it is big..and we are connected by a web of unseen gravity, joined  through our thoughts..permeating and penetrating areas not yet discovered and yet still, we know that they reflect light in certain waves, each compistion making its way deep inside you and your conciouness is even at this moment, accepting all the goodness. I love that!
 We all learn by observing our own reactions to life based on our desire to please ourselves..you and I, my soapies, I feel like we are special. I feel like anyone who likes patchouli is a friend of mine and anyone who loves it with vetiver is my sweet and most  kind and delicious friend.
I want to make you happy, you bunnies who buy my soap ..I like it that we are like minded. I'd love to sit and eat with you, some nugget of goodness,
you,  my creatures of laughter and song
you are my sexy hound dog(s) even though it is the year of the horse which all dogs do very well in!


heh!

I have been wearing patchouli with neroli and mandarin..very nice dry off..very nice! Not too much mandarin, you know..just to brighten things up:)

have a wonderful day :)

tomato seed oil

cold pressed and non GMO tomatoes, ok, ok:)

I am excited about the next thing. I have some really nice healing oils for our bods babes, which, I think, will not only help our skin but also smell nice.

Anastasia's Super Anti Oxidant Hydrating Skin Treatment
The  serum comes in a 10 ml vial
tomato seed oil (cartenoids, lycopene, zea xanthin)
pom co2 (punicic acid, antioxidant, omega 5 and a conjugated linoleic acid)
organic cranberry seed oil
wild watermelon seed oil (ootanga)
organic jojoba
organic rose hip seed oil

This blend I will also be made in a butter with shea for a creamy skin treat.

The scent should be something we all love and cherish
for the serum, just a hint sandalwood

for the butter..I am still thinking..I want fresh and heady at the same time..that is why neroli with patchouli..
I will know soon enough, what to make of it..for now, I am planting seeds and eating them!

This weeks soap menu will include,
cacao patchouli soap
lemony lemon soap
lavender palmarosa salt
bergamot lavender


xo

the occult

It is a thin line to use mythology as a tool for concepts of humanity  or to use mythology as the facts of how it was..a long long time ago when there were dragons and unicorns.
We are smart and know what is up
How about all the people out there? The masses?


Dude,
If I only worry about my thing, everything else will take care of itself.

My thing is wonderful. I get to make soap and offer goodness for money and help the earth each time I sell a bar of soap! It is miraculous. I have sold to people all over the planet. France, Hong Kong, Israel, Autralia, UK!!!

I love making..making anything and anything from a classic dish to a classic novel, oils, gardens, perfume, ideas about oils from other masters, hydrosols, art on the wall and everywhere else, trinkets and small treasures layed out.
My happiness is all that..more and more goodness comes my way as the sun is shining and I will impose my will on no one today..but do my best as I smile within and without whenever I think of my good fortune!

I believe the trick is being happy within your circle.
I want you you to know how easy that is for me. I have fun at work and home as much as I want and not all there is. I have kids you know! They are also little wildlings ready to fly. They have bit me a few times, I can tell you that..some of you have been a  wee part..when I share.
The problem? Life!
:)))
too many, "emotional intuitives" and not enough "wisdom"- from them of course-:) and a certain  mentality coming from me.
I will tell those kids how low they are if they are!
They always come back to me ready to try again. I woke up today not worrying about loosing control as a momma.Also that our children are a reflection of us so we had better love them more...
each time they fuck up. The crisis point is when we get a chance to forgive, not before or after..not as much..
Hear that boy?!!
When you raise boys, you get to see a  whole lot of testosterone. Their living quarters smell like goats live here! I think I have said this before..oh, well, Libras do repeat themselves often! I am so glad they are at the back of the house!

I am making a new cream with oil of tomato seeds. This oil feels really nice on the skin and I think we should try it..now that winter is over, I find that all I have left in my powder room )) is some serum. I want   a nice smelling shea cream! What, tons of neroli and patchouli for spring? I am thinking, I am thinking!

the endings are not ending

I think aquarius, taurus, scorpio, should all take a step back and not say a word..will you? Not say a word?
If you do this nothing too aweful will happen to you. If you freak out because something has hurt you to your core, then you risk the damage of becoming the dark thing you hate so much.Here we are at some very important star cycles in the heavens.
I am looking at some heavy planetary shake ups..Pluto, Uranus Mars
you can already tell the earth is quivering and being rumbled because of the magnetic forces..war is war, between brothers and between countries.
Look Gemini, you are mad, I get it, lighten up..you can't say everything you want because you are so cute.
Things do get real and life goes on babe..now forgive and let it go. besides, it isn't you, really.

These emotional moments are perfect opportunities for all of us  to manifest nobility and grace, but do we?
Yes or no, do we want the last word so  we may resort to words that hurt and things said on facebook?
You hit too low and people get really pissed.
I read somewhere that you should wait six hours before responding to a wrong.Do not say a word for six hours. Do not tweet or remark on the social networks..
The idea is that reacting is futile when the damge is already done..
 It is either we are ready for battle or standing down. I am standing down as a Libran..even though last week I blurted a couple of remarks about some dumb thing..here and there..it is my way to say what is on my mind..

retail is where the masses will flock to brings money for goods.. things get intense.

"I drove all this way!"
"I am so sorry, you should have called, I would have been happy to explain the reasons why your product isn't here..yes, "maam, is there something we can adjust so that you can have what you want today?"
"No I want that B6 and  that is what I want." Here is our number, please call and i will call you as soon as your thing arrives. that the real scenario..
here are some others I may have thought but never acted upon..

"do you know anything about this stuff?"
Yes,  I know about all this stuff! Ask me and don't ask about acai or mangostien juice and don't get mad because there are no white mulberries..They are out of season, ok. eat some other dumb thing which will not do a damm thing to your belly unless you get off your ass and work out..
Blueberry powder, sweet potato powder in your smoothie, ewe!

I am so glad that I have been active all my life..because carrying all that extra weight around hurts everything when I have been over.  I do  get over my ideal weight  in winter a little..it is ok, I still  feel strong but my knees kill when I am  too much over and I love being as active as I think I am in my brain. movement is a beautiful thing!


"where is the salad dressing"
"oye, just a walk a few paces, you are already in here and it is the same set up as any grocery, the milk is in the back or any perimeter wall all over the US!"

"do you have N E E M?"
 "hey man, why are spelling?" i always forgive them for that, but it is funny.
They need to spell it because it is an odd word, they have just heard about it.
BTW
I would never use neem oil directly unless you use it  outside on the plants..it is a smelly one.


Taurus, is needing some tender lovin and thy also need to move on, Why have tenor and be sad and lonely babe.
Get out and see some sunshine. You are dragging your health to the ground clinging to this thing which you hold so dear.
I am saying be free and doors will open for you.
You are an artist and have flair. Something good is going to happen. Today!

My Virgo, sweet, rough, honest, sexy beast! I know your clear vision is really clearer to you now. Let go of what could have beens and be the superb person you have always been. You must be free from the slavery of social bindings and your minds rigid dogma..
with reverence yes, fear, no!

(there is a guy at work, he is my age and been eyeing me like what is she all about, he said yesterday, he is going to convert me to Catholicism..the only way to god)
ha!!
bring it..and this should be interesting..I wonder if he is a Virgo? he is smart and sad at the same time but so catholic..
"do you believe that Jesus resurrected?"
"Uh, no, what was he then a zombie?"
he didn't even flinch..but I could tell he was thinking of stuff to argue with me about.
"look", I said, "that stuff was thought up when they thought the earth was the center of the universe and flat,
Alexander had conquered that region a few hundred years earlier and brought the Persian Mythra myths with him. that is how history works. it is not metaphysical and Mary was not a virgin..
he said to me, he said, " yes she was, because the birth was a flash of light came out of her"
"that is utterly ridiculous"
"So now Jesus is a metaphysical superman?"

I do not understand everything but I will alway voice my ideas, they flow..
I love you
it is nothing personal when I write..things just come out. please forgive me if I've hurt your feelings!
xo

tid bits

Did you ever wonder about your brain and all the stuff going on at this moment in your head?
I do every day since I started my new book incognito, the secrets of the brain and us, what we are and what we do and  why, we're so emotionally and electrically fired up..we humans are.
Mars retro my sweeties, just think of it like rapids on a wide river and either way you either get through it in rough parts or some might just loose control and collapse or worse, take the lower parts which lengthen the journey!
Be good to yourself would you? Do one thing at a time and try not to get burned. Calm down, be humble. This is the time to be humble..I promise, I am right:)
Anyhow one thing that keeps coming up.
This electrical neuro charged little three pound brain of ours  has as many neuro connections as there are stars in the universe! Isn't that wild?
That there is big news right!
 I am so excited about us and what we are. I have learned this so far,
we are not alone and  things are so far apart that it would take billions of dollars and years, to reach other worlds..that is really good...  that is why we have probes out there like Voyager and Cassini..it took them a long time but they  got out there and took pictures and we saw, water volcanos spewing out of this little moon and another with lava and methane rain. We  have an idea that there is a huge ocean under the ice on Encelidus, one of Saturn's moons.
 There is  salt in that water and perhaps other forms of life alien to ours.
I am really excited because think how lucky we are that we know all this and how we shouldn't even think of getting any of that water and bringing it back here.
It is nice to know what is out there, and that we are not alone  at least it made us aware of our own mythology and what our brains think about and how it becomes real, the step by step way we've evolved until now.
But what I am so "scientifically" learning is that, we do create our reality. each time we think something, it becomes easier to think it..and then its automatic and then your made physical steps toward  it and then you one day realize you have what you want and it all starts with a thought and all this is  electrically lit up all the time..(((the brain needs rest too which is why we sleep (my own opinion)))

I am thinking about you being happy and healthy and well fed. There is nothing better than luxurious food in your belly..I love you:)

neroli sunrise supreme

remember when I told you my friend Nick is coming over and making soap? Well, I decided to not make the old whore and focus on something special for all of us. Plus, that blend is so intimate and deep, I need to be completely alone when creating..yes, she is that special!
So I made some of my basics, like lemongrass patchouli (which I have grown to enjoy)
and this neroli little piece of art here.

neroli sunrise supreme

One of the things people do not realize is the immense volume of oils one needs to make soap. they think it is a few drops like you see the sweet bottles  at the store with lavender oil or sweet orange.. I think all in all, for 10 bars of soap we used 11/2 cups total of citrus and others!

That is why most soap makers turn to synthetics! They are cheap, always the same, you do not need as much and your profits are greater..

fak always the same! I will focus on providing more in use for any one of  my products  and promise this by helping the life of our world one transaction at a time.

I think it is important to make and do what you are..what are you? 

"I am submerged in eternal light" 

When making citrus soap, the numbers increase. Otherwise you have no scent because citrus evaporates really fast. All you have left is the light scent with the smell of the oils you made the soap with. I love olive oil, I do, but I want something more to linger on me after a bath!

Also, you can take that palm oil and toss it to  friking tim buk tu! "I use it for hardness'

hey man, the only thing that should be hard is a penis..everything else can bend and "smooch" a little, yes?

hahaaaaa

My beloved friend taught me to say risque things, because she is a dirty little Capricorn with a sweet smelling mind!

I hope you have a wonderful day, please forgive me if I've hurt your feelings in any way.

recipes for the day

Nick is coming over to make soap. He is someone I trust and he has abilities similar to mine. He is an Aquarius fellow..ah,  some of you think we're having sex. It isn't like that, although plenty of women want that man, he is beautiful. It is time to let someone help me, I am busy, maybe we'll make more soap for the world, my way! hahahaa
Our friendship is so stress free and awesome! I let him in and we make soap. He loves neroli, I love neroli and we make soap and talk numbers and measures. he has an elegance hard to describe and a sensibility of a gay man as my Tonie would say.
Today we make soap.

A Neroli Brew, the last batch just blew me away(neroli winter's brew) it was so good

more frankincense fir with cypriol( that nagarmotha stuff)
I only made a few  last time just to see if I like. I do, very much like,  and if you are looking for a tenacious soap bar that will stay with you through the day, Nagarmotha is a key ingredient..I wonder if I mix it with rose what would happen?
Not yet..this blend is for breathing and focus. Nagar motha aids in breathing and clears the mucus membranes so it is also a kidney tonic..not to be used while preggers babes..
I just sold the last bar or should I say nugget of this amazing soap  so we need more. I feel like we will and should use all of our mental abilities towards clarity and focus in the coming weeks..clarity is my favorite:)



And, a new batch old whore..I have a chunk of the wild batch I made last time. I had that batch  on sale..yes, she is rough but once you add water and smooth your hands, in your way, all over her she becomes perfection and a part of you. Soap is very intimate, isn't it?
She knows what it is you want and climbs on that like she would her inner stallion. (behave) There,  she rides the wave of success..people love her, she has no enemies.. she opens doors in  mind.  There, where the seed of all creation lies.
That is what I intend for her always.

xo

the walking dead and spoilers for the season finale

Holy jugular!!
Ok, you know, I am a momma and I work so as my children grow older we all settle in to an orderly life and watch something on our devices..I like Amazon, so I watch things like game of thrones or breaking bad..that was good..
The best one ever by far, friking, intense, beatiful, The Walking Dead!!
Dude,  Andrew Lincoln is some man! Just an awesome actor! Of course he is Virgo! The sexiest dudes ever!
The guy is my hero. I mean he is ruthless in his quest. Emotionally, his has the ability to surprise and delight at the same time. he freaked me out a little.Then there is delicate side of him too, that is why I love Michonne so much. the woman rocks! This is a perfect woman to have at your side when you need protection from zombies!
The Hero,  The Samurai, Michonne and the Archer..Daryl..Daryl, you scruffy haired god, you!
"you're my brother", Rick says to him, he says..I cried.
Looking for some martial arts and zombie killing?
The Walking Dead is perfect.
This whole last season everything moved slowly, Rick got a chance to heal and he would kill anyone who tries to kill his boy. He did, he has, I get that. He would try. There was a second there, in the finale,  I thought the boy wouldn't make it..these are ruthless cannibals here with a brain they have now encountered!
I feel like the show will develop even more brilliantly, next season. They will get out of the cage because (hopefully)Beth is there eating human meat with one of them..and likely pregnant. Also Tyrese and Carol are still about with the baby..they might let her live to raise the baby and she will sneak out and let our friends out.
My forcast, is, they will settle there and make it good..but it means killing the canibals, or, they all sneak out..no, there will be a battle. How far it will go, I do not know. It seems like a good place to live, I would change the name, plate of food, may ass!

I love this show!
What are we going to do until October, read books? Make an awesome garden? Make soap?

Andrew Lincoln- Virgo God
Norman Reedus- Capricorn, lovely
Danai Gurira- Aquarius, queen
Chandler Riggs- Cancer with a Gemini I am sure. He plays the boy. His character is a malcontented teen during vicious times, and about to be raped, what would any parent do but, rip the guy's jugular like a vicious beast..and the boy, once again to learn that safety means loyalty to the family, the inner sanctum. It is a slippery sloap, one must constantly diligent to his code and one must weary of evil all around  in various colors and disguises.


grrrrr
rawrrrrr
arghhh